I got out of the taxi, saw the big Mall in front of me, smiling happily. I finally have time to pamper myself just once, yes I'm the only one who never takes the time to make myself happy. I only think about money and money, because I always care about health, so I don't get sick easily even though I work all night long.
my footsteps entered the mall lobby, looking around. Lots of young couples walking together this afternoon, their age should be spent with useful time. Compared to having to work and forgetting time, until you don't realize the age is getting older.
Maybe a few more years I work, after that I will focus on finding my own future and owning a small house in the country. I will buy a farm, to make ends meet from raising livestock.
Then the rest of the day I will spend cooking and looking for information about mother's whereabouts. Many things I want to do, many future thoughts in my brain. But so far, none of those wishes have come true.
I opened my cellphone again, trying to call my friend Bella. Ask her, Where is she now. because I've entered the elevator and headed to the top floor of this Mall, where the cinema should be.
Waited for a while, but didn't pick up. I was still trying, when the elevator doors opened. I got out of there and started walking to enter the lobby of the cinema.
"Where's Bella?" I said slowly, I looked around, who knew Bella had come and forgot to look at her own cellphone.
I started down one by one the hallways in the lobby, but I didn't find anyone who looked like Bella. I tried to call again, hoping to pick up.
while I waited a while. "Hello?." I asked quietly, when I heard a connected tone.
"Hello, Choon... I'm sorry to have to say this, but I really can't come there. I just got the news that my brother had an accident, I have to go back to the village tonight. Even though I was prepared and Almost climbed I took a taxi to the cinema, but my mom just called me. I also forgot to tell you because I was so panicked, I'm sorry Choon. I'll change this Apology another day. Now I have to hang up because I have to leave soon." After hearing this, the phone line was immediately cut off.
I can only sigh softly. "Why is my luck so unlucky today? Two calls from me were disconnected unilaterally, why does it feel congested? Like being cut off by a lover?" I said to myself with my cellphone screen.
then I gently blew the ends of my neatly arranged bangs, actually, I looked at several couples who were ordering cinema tickets. though I really wanted to have fun today. but unfortunately it was canceled, it's really hard to be me.
do I have to go back to the apartment this afternoon? Yes, where else am I going? My life is just an apartment and a place to work. I even only have one close friend, and that's only Bella. close female friend.
You know how it feels to be lonely right now? It made me think a thousand times, if I wanted to stop working suddenly. without a detailed plan and Totally purposeful, What will my life be? Friends do not have, let alone relatives.
I think I really should go home and wait for Edwards to arrive in the apartment, I stepped back into the elevator, silently looking here and there.
I got out of the elevator and grab a taxi. Go back inside and be quiet again. My life is so straight, it's like no waves are coming. The road, which only took 20 minutes, felt like hours after being lonely like this. What's wrong with me? Usually I'm always alone, maybe the difference is that now I'm not working extra, I only work when Edwards needs it.
Yes, that's the agreement from Edwards. He doesn't want to see me in another men, he said the honorable Mr. Edwards wants a clean woman without the touch of another man's hand before. Why would he think like that? even though I've often been touched by other men, especially the red flower behind my crotch. It is touched and enjoyed by many men, but only men who have a lot of money.
The taxi I was taking had arrived in front of the apartment, I got out of there and paid more. I was struggling to get into the elevator and press the elevator button.
I leaned against the side of the elevator, seeing my reflection on the glass walls of the elevator. I'm beautiful, sexy, a little smart, and So professional. But why doesn't anyone want to be my boyfriend?
I'm the one you've never dated, why am I asking myself why I don't have a boyfriend? It's called stupid and crazy. I sighed softly, When the elevator door opened I immediately stepped out and walked towards the door of my own apartment.
I opened the door with my fingerprint, turned the doorknob and closed it again. I just threw the bag I was wearing, then took off my shoes and threw it too.
I just realized that the room looks dark, because I closed the curtains. I walked to the side of the Window, opening the curtains wide. seen the evening sky is very orange in color Above the clouds. I smiled as I looked at the clouds and sky, reminded me of Edwards.
Edwards again, and Edwards again..
I then turned around to change clothes, but the movement of my legs immediately stopped and my mouth couldn't wait to say. "Edwards? You here? I mean, why did you come into my room Mr. Edwards?" I asked with a surprised look in my eyes. Edwards was lying on my bed without a single thread. he was completely naked, his Junior was lethargic and not standing up straight. but what makes me swallow hard saliva are two marbles that are quite large, all around them are growing fine hairs. as I recall, A few days ago the fluff was not as thick as today.
"You've gone home, you said 3-4 hours you will return to the apartment. why only an hour you've been back .." That question made me sigh softly. I need an answer for that too, but I can't tell Edwards that my friend has other things to do right? I mean, tell me in detail what happened.
"My friend just canceled, when I got there." I answered simply, I tied my hair and took off the clothes on my body, I only wore black shorts and a Tenktop. Now.
then walked to his body to get closer, Edwards just watched from a distance. "Don't wear clothes. Come here and get some aromatherapy oil. I need a massage and a warm hug." Edwards' hoarse voice made me unable to think clearly anymore, the invitation was like announcing the lottery I had won.. What will happen to my body in the future? if I could only touch without being able to feel?.