(Edwards POV)
I parked the car in front of the Mansion, didn't want to get off yet. I chose to be silent for a while and recalled the times when Violet had cherished me so much long ago. when we first met, when love first grew.
But why now? Why is it so hard to get what I want? I didn't want to make things worse, let alone put Violet in danger like now. but how else? Violet was the one who started all of this, she was the one who didn't want to accept it all.
How hard is it for her to just accept me, give birth to me and everything will be fine. That was all she needed to do, her disposition was too selfish. She was used to getting what she wanted, making her feel like a Queen.
I sighed once again, when I saw that at the door Choon-hee was already standing waiting for me. She was so sweet, so caring and so charming.
she remained silent at the door, holding warm milk and a thick blanket. what's she waiting for? Is that Me?
I smiled a bit, seeing how Choon-hee's innocent face made my mood better again. I opened the car door and got out of there, Choon-hee again running slowly and Standing in front of me.
You're home, I can't sleep. I've been waiting for you since earlier, when I heard the sound of your car. I immediately made warm milk and come here, you want it?" She asked so softly, how could she say that this smooth sound of my car was heard all the way to the room?
she's lying, I think she's been waiting for me for a long time and immediately ran when she saw me coming. just look at the cold sweat on her forehead, and her irregular breathing.
I gently stroked the top of her head, then kissed her forehead affectionately.
"I want some milk. Come on in. It's cold outside." I told her.
"Here's the blanket, I brought it for you on purpose. Wear it." Choon-hee again Watching me, I naturally didn't refuse. I took the blanket from her and spread it slightly to cover both of us.
She was quite a moment, her beautiful eyes looked into mine. her sweet smile smiled slightly at me. Her lips are so small that I immediately fell asleep, how can an ordinary woman like her make me fall for it so easily? the beauty dhe gave was so perfect. it wasn't wrong when I defended her in front of Violet earlier, That Choon-hee was indeed different. she is too different from most women out there.
If the world wasn't cruel to her, I think she would be the most intelligent and graceful woman. she will have a good job and her life surrounded by good people too.
"Come on.." her voice was hoarse, she took my arm. and one hand is still holding a glass of milk, which I feel is no longer warm.
I nodded and we both went inside, There were several maids welcoming us. But I don't need them anymore, because what I need is already provided by my woman.
Yes Indeed.. now she is my woman, only mine. no one should ever rent her again, not until I really feel she doesn't...
ah.. what am I thinking? How could I think that there were times when she was useless? right now I don't have a strong reason why she's so useful, I'm just lonely right? sHe came to bring a lot of attention. thing I really need, so? Is this so called so useful?
What other woman can give me everything I need? I've met a lot of women out there, they just need my money. actually.. Choon-hee is also the same woman, she just needs my money. But somehow, I don't feel hurt knowing that. because what she does, everything feels perfect and sincere from her heart.
Our Feet take the elevator to go up to the top floor, when it arrives. Choon-hee walked in first, she opened the bedroom door for me, then he smiled again.
We went in together, she was so quick. sHe started to get me a pejama and also had warm water ready.
"Do you want to take a bath? I have prepared warm water. I asked Mrs. Douglas what you usually wear when you take a bath. They said everything is already available in the bathroom you have, so I didn't prepare anything else." He said very casually, got a towel for me and gave it to me.
I pulled his hand and told her to sit down for a while, I took warm milk which was already cold from her hand. Drink it until it runs out, it tastes just like the milk I usually drink. only this time the sensation created was much sweeter.
"What's wrong?." sHe asked me, but I just shook my head.
"I'm happy with everything you've given me. I mean, all the attention from you, can I continue to get all this? Never go and leave me, without telling me.". I asked her in a serious tone, somehow I can ask something like this.
But I'm really scared, I'm afraid that what happened to me and Violet today. will happen to Choon-hee one day too, what about all this already comfortable situation?
"I will not leave until you tell me to go, you brought me into your life. Then you have to get me out of your life. I am sitting here, because of your request. I look into your eyes here, Because of your wish. I can do anything , as you requested. You are my lord now., such a sweet man treats a paid woman like me. I am not only treated like a doll, but you treat me properly. Never be afraid, I am here. Mr. Edwards." Choon-hee holds my cheek, then she kisses my lips gently.
The glass that I was holding, now I just put it on the floor. I took hold of both cheeks and we kissed for a long time, this kiss from her was enough to calm me down. That kiss was enough to make me understand that Choon-hee would always be here.
Choon-hee broke her kiss from me, then she kissed the back of my hand so gently.
"Master, what if I get pregnant?" One question from Choon-hee left me speechless, pregnant? How could she be pregnant?
I closed my eyes for a moment, then opened them again. I forgot, I threw the seeds straight into her womb. But? does she not use contraception?
"Pregnant? You don't use contraception?" The question in my head, I immediately asked Choon-hee.
And she shook her head slowly.
"No, what's wrong? Don't you want me to get pregnant? It doesn't matter then, I can abort my pregnancy right away. When I find out I'm pregnant, don't worry sir. This is normal in my world." Choon-hee held my hand, she didn't look sad at all when she said that.
But not with me, I really need children, I need children to solve all the problems in my life.