"You accepted the marriage with Choon-hee? because of what? Because you don't love me anymore right? How can you say that I'm the only woman in your life. Yet you betrayed me like this! Can't I just ask for one thing? that I don't agree with the marriage you're going to have with Choon-hee!." Violet said very loudly, Edwards who heard this could only ruffle his hair. Frustrated, Edwards didn't know what else to do. He was really confused about all this.
"Why can I be close to Choon-hee and will marry him? It's all because of you, Because you don't want to get pregnant with my child and because you never love me. If only for three years you wanted to see me and want to be a wife Well, I don't think our marriage will ever be like this!" Edwards said with all the facts, but Violet still didn't accept it. Violet felt that Edwards had indeed betrayed her.
"Three years is a very short marriage Edwards! Three years is not enough for us to have children immediately! Many couples out there even have children at the age of 5-10 years of marriage. Why are you only blaming me here? patient to have offspring! Do you think women are tools to give birth to offspring? Do you think the nature of a woman is only to fulfill the lust of men and their families who want to have a successor to the throne soon!? Be aware! We live in modern times! you have to be a robot! The one you can order to give birth to Descendants! You're smarter than me Edwards, but why is your brain so short!
You know that your family wants you to have children quickly, so they can take some of your wealth from you! You know that clearly! but you cover it all up and pretend you don't know!. What have I been doing all this time? What have I wanted all this time? I just want you to stay strong Edwards! and I don't want your family to trample on your pride!
I just want you to hold on tight to the position you have now! Regardless if I love another woman or not! I never really loved you, but I'm thinking about your future! I thought about how your life would be if you had kids! I thought about everything from all aspects, starting from myself who didn't want to be a robot to give birth to children, and for you who were only used by your family! " Violet's words really sounded so loud and made the atmosphere in Edwards' study suddenly hot. .
Edwards swallowed hard, trying to control his slowly rising emotions. He didn't want to be violent here, nor did he want to hurt Violet at all. That's why Edwards chose to inhale and exhale slowly. he controls himself what is in his heart and still tries to think positively.
"You're not thinking about me, you're only thinking about yourself. You're afraid that if we have children, I might fall into poverty and be expelled from the Douglas Family. That's why you've never wanted to get pregnant with my child.
Your words about not wanting to be a child-bearing woman, those are all too strange excuses. Wouldn't a woman be perfect when she became a mother? Wouldn't a woman become a queen if she could give birth to her offspring properly? Every woman in this world wants to feel like a perfect woman.
I don't know at what age they will get married, whether they will marry first or have children first. But the instinct of a woman still wants to be a good mother, that's all I know. I value every woman in the world, Violet. Including you, Choon-hee. or another woman.
I never wanted to make you just robots, tools to give birth to offspring. I never had such an intention, I just wanted us to have a baby. What we can love and strengthen in our marriage.
Although indeed, I do not deny that women have the right to life and desires in a marriage. But what's wrong if we have only one child. One.. is the number one really that hard to get? Is the number one really a big number for you? only one Violet, I don't ask you many children. I just want to be able to feel like being a good father, giving all my love to my own child.
I'm even willing to trade my treasure to get offspring. Because of what? Because this abundant treasure doesn't really make me happy. I am weak in the reality that exists, I am weak in all the false happiness that I can't feel clearly.
I wish that you were a woman who would accept me as I am, but you are the same. You are just like my family who only want my treasure. why? how come you, who I love so much, can be this bad? what else can I give you, so that you understand the greatest desire that has been in my heart all this time.
It's an easy request from me isn't it?" Edwards laughed softly as he let out all of his heart.
Violet only looked disdainfully at Edwards, the woman Edwards was talking about was more towards Choon-hee. Edwards didn't really want violets anymore, to be precise. Violet's position will soon be replaced by Choon-hee.
"But what if I'm pregnant with your child too? Are you going to throw Choon-hee away? Are you going to cancel the wedding? At the hospital yesterday, when you came to me and apologized. You promised to forgive me and make me the only woman. in your life. but why now? now you want to marry Choon-hee? am i not enough for you? just wait for me to get pregnant for a while, i'm definitely pregnant! i must be pregnant with your child Edwards! we've had the relationship you've always wanted. soon, it will just take time then I will get pregnant. Never marry Choon-hee, because I don't like being doubled." Violet said Honestly, but in fact.. In fact, Edwards didn't hear Violet's words anymore, Edwards just stared at the food that was scattered on the floor.
he remembered Choon-hee who always tried hard to do everything Edwards wanted, remembering how Choon-hee never demanded anything. even saying that everything would be all right, Edwards' heart had begun to open. He didn't seem like he was going to fall into Violet's trap any further, because of Choon-hee's face and all the attention from her.. had locked up Edwards' heart and mind at this point.