(Choon-hee POV)
The night on the coast was quite charming, I saw the stars in the sky which were very beautiful. Edwards is currently making firewood for grilling meat, we're having a Berbeque party tonight. It's just the two of us, but I call it a party.
His body movements are very clever, when he goes here and there to pick up wood and burn it in one of the small stoves for the toaster, I'm not allowed to help at all by Edwards. He wanted me to sit quietly, on the carpet he had laid out. There were some snacks and cold drinks brought by one of the waiters earlier.
No one helped Edwards, because Edwards wanted to do everything himself. Maybe it's because he hasn't felt this fun activity in a long time.
My eyes just stared blankly at Edwards, he didn't speak at all when he was busy. even he just let me alone Waiting for him. I don't know what meat he wants to roast, he prefers meat to me.
I smiled once more, seeing how strong and mighty Edwards' back was. I want to ask him to make love tonight, it would be fun to make love on the beach and in the tent. just imagining I was blushing.
"What are you doing? is it cold?" Edwards asked, he was taking the meat he wanted to roast, I chose to get up from my seat and stand by Edwards.
"Just wanted to see you up close. Do you want me to help? I can't just sit and watch you're exhausted." I said to Edwards.
"No need, you just watch and pay close attention to me grilling the meat. I just don't want you to be tired, you're pregnant. It's been a long journey, I know you must be tired and need rest." Edwards said quietly, he Put the meat one by one into the stove. Like a meat grill in general, it's just that this is the difference directly using firewood. The aroma that is released immediately fills my sense of smell. I'm sure it will taste very good if eaten later.
"Do you often do this yourself?" I asked.
"Yes, if traveling alone. I will grill meat and eat while looking up at the sky and the brightly shining stars." Edwards' words touched me, I hugged him from behind. Didn't get in the way of Edwards, who was busy flipping through the meat.
"Don't you feel lonely? It's just the two of us, it's very quiet, how about you being alone?" I felt sorry for the thought of Edwards alone on the coast like this, or in the woods, or maybe in the hills.
"I feel closer. With my mother, if I am in a quiet place then I can see the stars much closer. Besides now I will not be alone anymore, You are by my side. We will often vacation together right?" Edwards asked me, I immediately nodded in agreement.
"Promise not to go on vacation alone, I will accompany you. We will go on many long trips with our children, You will still grill meat Like this." I said laughing, and Edwards laughed too.
"I'll be grilling meat for the rest of my life? It's really sad but just imagining it with you and our kids. I think it would be fun." Edwards' words were too ridiculous, I who heard that could only hit his arm lightly. I still hugged him from behind, it felt so good to be able to smell Edwards' body so close.
We were silent for a while, Edwards was busy with his meat and I was busy smelling Edwards' scent.
"Choon-hee, were you alone all this time? I never saw your mother or father." In the midst of the silence, Edwards asked about my father and mother, I who heard this could only close my eyes and take a deep breath.
"Lonely of course, that's why I always work every day. Rarely do I take a day off, if it's because I'm not sick or I have some business. What can I do? My mother and father just disappeared, they were like being swallowed up by the earth and never I found it at all. I really wanted to find them, but I felt that they really didn't want to be found, didn't want to be found, didn't want to meet me. Because if they really wanted to see me or be found, they would have come to me." I said softly, the hand on Edwards stomach made me caress him slowly. The strong muscles tickled my palms, even though Edwards was still wearing a T-shirt. But unfortunately the shirt is very thin.
"But why do I always see you who don't really care where your mother and father are? I feel that you are used to living alone, there is no Sadness in your eyes." Edwards said to me, I laughed again at what Edwards said.
"I'm not sad, because I know there is a lot of happiness waiting for me. Why do I have to drag on things that will only make me fall deeper? I can't deny that sometimes I do remember them. Thinking of them at night, but.. As time went on, I got used to it and everything felt fine." I let go of Edwards' body and stood next to him again. take a plate to put the cooked meat.
Edwards set aside some of the cooked meat, we were silent for a moment. After all the meat into the plate. then we walked towards the carpet that had been provided earlier and we sat together there.
Several waiters came, bringing other food that we could eat along with the meat. there is rice, one of the mandatory foods in this country. and I can't wait to eat rice with roast beef.
"Then? Do you want to find your mother and father?" Edwards asked again, putting a few pieces of meat on a plate as well as three spoons of rice.
there is soy sauce that is given pieces of chili, onion, and lemon. Drizzle over the meat, and it's delicious. I've been hungry for a long time, feeling how this simple food tastes delicious on my tongue.
"I miss them and really want to be together again, I intend to find them when I have a lot of money later. Because I know hiring a detective is not cheap." I said quietly, still chewing the very soft piece of meat in my mouth.
there are several seafood menus also brought by the waiter, I tried them one by one. I never really feel sad when discussing parents, that's why I can eat comfortably even though Edwards is asking about my mother and father.
"Eat more, our baby should be given lots of food and balanced nutrition." Edwards gave me some vegetables I don't know what to do, but when I tried them they tasted good.. I think all food is delicious if we are often grateful.