Chapter 127 - 127. My Footsteps Are Accompanied By My Father

I'm ready with a beautiful dress that has been worn on my body, the diamond necklace given by Aunt Liu I have also worn. Observing once again the look in front of the mirror, I smiled a while when I felt alone.

In this room, there is no one to accompany me. I should have been accompanied by my mother or father at this wedding. but where are they right now? They even I never found again. I'm just alone, I can't even find close friends. I really wanted to tell my only friend, but I didn't dare. I'm afraid she's asking questions I might not be able to answer.

I am holding a beautiful necklace which adds to the luxurious impression of my appearance this time. "Thank you Mrs. Clarissa." I said slowly, I smiled a bit. I feel she is here with me.

The sound of the door opening made me look, I saw one of the maids who came carrying a fairly large white box. I don't know why the maid came sneakily. "What is it?." I asked confused.

"Miss, there is a message for you. The sender said, you must use it and read the letter in it. I'll be right out." Said the servant, I who heard this finally nodded.

The waiter left in front of me, I took the box and put it on the bed. I started to open it slowly, when I opened the box. I saw that inside was a pair of white high heels. Stiletto Heels model, I took the shoes and saw how beautiful they were. simple with just a few sequins on several sides, then at the end there is a dark blue diamond eye. Adding to the luxurious yet elegant impression, I swallowed hard when I noticed that the diamond was Blue sapphire which is one of the most expensive gemstones.

"Who else is this from?" I asked myself quietly, I put my high heels back on and started reading the letter inside.

-To my little princess-

How are you dear?

Maybe you will be very surprised when you see this letter, It's me.. Your father.

You remember me? Maybe not. Maybe you will think that your father has been dead for a long time.

My child..

I give you a pair of shoes that there is only one in this world, I made especially for you. Maybe this sounds really mean, because I have to say that I can't accompany you to the bridal stage..

Only this pair of shoes can replace father, only this pair of shoes can father give to take you to the bridal stage.

You marry the man of your choice, even though I don't know whether you love that man or not. But I hope, hope very much that this man is the man you truly love.

My child..

Sorry..

Maybe that's all I can say at this time, I pray for all the good that you will get.

Sorry if I as your father who never came to pick you up, let you live alone behind the cruelty of this world. Sorry I who can only be silent, when you have to sell yourself to many men.

I know, I know very well that you are suffering. But dad really couldn't do anything.

I hope, if there is one day where I can meet you. I want to hug you just once, just once before I really leave this world.

My child..

Are you feeling disappointed? disappointed that only a letter and a pair of shoes, which I can give you. Sorry.. Maybe this is all I can say a thousand times. even though sorry can't really give you happiness. Although the word sorry will never return all the sadness that has happened.

My child..

You can hate daddy all you want, but one day. I promise, I promise I will tell you all the reasons I did this. Promise father, promise to come to you and apologize directly.

My child..

Be happy and give all your love for this world, you are a good girl and really tough. I really miss you and love you very much.

My child..

Wear the shoes that dad gave you, I hope I can accompany you..

Send warm regards..

-Cursed Father-

I was silent while reading all the words in this letter, I couldn't even shed tears at all. My hands were shaking violently, really shaking wildly. My mind suddenly froze and my chest hurt so badly, it was like thousands of needles were being stabbed into the recesses of my heart.

"Father..?." I said slowly, I held the high heels he gave me. I stroked it slowly, then I kissed it gently. "Dad? You know I'm still alive?" I say slowly again.

I can't stop myself from crying, No! no tears should fall down my cheeks.

I replaced the high heels that were already on my feet, I replaced them with the high heels my father gave me. I smiled a little when the high heels really fit perfectly on my feet, I felt how the warmth spread from my toes to my whole body.

"Is this the warmth of a father's care?" I smiled once again, looking at my reflection in the mirror. slightly lifted the dress I was wearing, looking at high heels from the mirror.

"Very beautiful." I said, I chuckled. Unfortunately, a single tear fell down my cheek. I rubbed it slowly. "Damn it! I'm crying." Taking a deep breath, I immediately braced myself so I wouldn't cry.

I then smiled, soon Grandma Lecy came and gave a bouquet of white roses.

"Choon-hee, come on.. The wedding will start soon." Grandma Lecy voice made me nod slowly, I folded a small letter from dad. Then I put it under the Blanket.

I immediately took the flowers Grandma Lecy gave me, walked out together. I locked the door, so no one could enter my room.

we both walked towards the stairs, the Douglas family mansion had been made like a fairy tale party. On either side of the stairs there are many fresh flowers that smell so calming.

We descended slowly, then walked towards the back garden. that's where the wedding will take place, when it's near the back door. Grandma Lecy held my hand for a moment.

"Best prayers for you, May you become a strong wife and happiness always be with you." The prayer from Grandma Lecy made me feel much calmer. The door opened immediately.

I walked alone across the red carpet that lay beneath my feet. I thought this wedding would be very quiet, but it turned out to be quite crowded. Perhaps the Douglas family's relatives and business partners were numerous. so the guests who were present were also so crowded, I was nervous when I had to walk slowly towards the aisle.

The bouquet of flowers I held very tightly, I was happy because I was accompanied by a gift that my father gave me. So I'm not alone, Yes! I am not alone! my footsteps are guided by the prayer of the father...

Thank you dad...