Chapter 185 - 185. Germany

Mrs. Berenice growled angrily at the statement from Zurich that Choon-hee had seen Edwards. With her heartache she sent all the bodyguards to the hotel and separated Edwards from her girl.

As if they were about to start a war, Choon-hee and Edward who were hugging were immediately startled when the hotel door was smashed and everyone dressed in black and brandishing sharp weapons rushed in.

Choon-Hee was even holding Edwards' hand tightly, from behind the bodyguards. Zurich and Bella came, saw the two people she knew, of course, Choon-hee immediately breathed a sigh of relief..

"You guys? Why bring so many bodyguards?" Choon-hee asked confused, Zurich was silent. Bella walked towards her who was still being hugged from behind by Edward, the man was like a puppy afraid of losing her mother.

"Choon-hee you've been told not to see Edwards right?" Bella said quietly, Choon-hee who heard this just kept quiet. She glanced briefly at Edwards and sighed tiredly.

"Here, your mother called." Bella said again, she handed her phone to Choon-hee. Choon-hee immediately took the cellphone and listened to what her mother had to say.

"Hello Mom? What's wrong? Mommy said she had a lot of business so she had to go back to Germany first?" Choon-Hee tries to find a loophole so her mother doesn't scold her. In her heart she already knew, That Mrs. Berenice must be angry right now, because she was very brave to meet Edwards. Moreover, the position she and Edward were in now was so intense and so intimate.

"Go home Choon-hee, don't see that man again. Mommy waits in Germany." After saying this, Mrs. Berenice hung up the phone.

Choon-Hee couldn't help but be silent, then she slowly released her embrace from Edwards. "I have to go." That was all she did, she walked away to leave Edwards. Edwards was just about to pull herself up again and hold Choon-Hee to leave. But the guards who were there had already restrained Edwards' body. So that the man wouldn't follow Choon-hee.

The departure was too hasty without saying anything. like a wasted feeling, a broken heart and a deep disappointment. Choon-Hee had left a man who still needed her. Choon-hee had left the man who once had high hopes for her.

The door in front of Edwards had closed, now he was alone and could only stand in the throes of pain. Choon-Hee go? Just like that? without saying farewell at all?

Who has never experienced disappointment in their life? At least, almost everyone has been disappointed once in their life. The outline of the cause of disappointment is expectations that are not in line with expectations. The results are not worth the effort and estimates. The calculations were far off.

Working hard to be appreciated and seen with respect and admiration, the rewards are not appropriate. then try to give more attention to the person we like, but it turns out he returned it with a hurtful word. That's how disappointment works. That's why, many people are traumatized to hang their hopes up to the sky. Because the fall is very, very painful.

However, if investigated further, there is always a gap behind the expectations that do not match expectations. There are efforts that have not been maximized and there is also a destiny that wants to save us from distress. We don't have to respond to disappointment with regret.

But what about the feelings and hopes that Edwards feels right now, there are hopes that are already hanging very high in the sky. about her world together with Choon-hee. He really hoped for happiness, but now had to accept the pain that was so deep.

Edwards walked to the balcony of his room, he looked at the street and saw Choon-hee who was there. Get in the car and leave leaving Edwards alone, one of Edwards' hearts has been taken away. and that one heart completely disappeared and left a very deep mark.

Now, alone again? 

Perhaps it was the right question to explain Edwards' current position. just as he was about to cry, an incoming message on his cellphone rang. 

Edwards lazily walked to the cellphone and saw who sent a message to his private number, because if there was a message to the private number, it must be very important. It was rare for anyone to know Edwards' private number.

Edwards's eyes opened wide as the number turned out to be from Choon-Hee.

[Edwards, I'm sorry. because you just left, you should know that I don't really want to leave your life. Please, don't misunderstand me too much.. I just want to be with my Family for a little while, knowing what really happened. Then, After all I know. I'll find a way to see you again, maybe this number won't be reachable after I leave this country. But you must know that my heart and your heart are always connected forever].

Edwards chuckled as he read the message. "My heart and yours are always connected? liar!!" Edwards slammed his cellphone and ruffled his hair in annoyance. He chose to lie down on the bed. Maybe a little nap will make his brain better.

Ahhhh.. Edwards sighed again, his chest really tight now.

After being alone for so long, he finally found the woman of his dreams. Unfortunately, the word 'dream' only applies to Edwards, not parents to his parents.

Having parents who don't like the chosen woman is indeed a dilemma. Parents play an important role in life, on the other hand, Edwards also cannot be separated from his lover. Then the question arises, who should be chosen, parents or lovers? Honestly, Edwards definitely couldn't pick one. In this situation, he must be a 'bridge' between the parents and her. How to?. I don't know, though Edwards managed to convince Mrs. Anne. But what about Choon-hee's parents?

This problem is not just a small problem, but has moved as a big problem. because both families do not want to give up and do not want to lose.

Edwards opened his eyes again, he looked up at the ceiling and smiled a little. "Mom? Can you see from up there? Your child has been abandoned again, is my life just to be left behind? Mommy left me, Mommy Anne dumped me, Grandma Lecy left, Daddy didn't pay attention to me, and Choon-Hee? He's gone Mom. He chose to go to see his parents instead of me. Mom? What should I do now? What should I do, I'm confused. When one by one the people I trusted betrayed me. Now I'm alone, whatever I have can't stop them from being around by my side." Edwards wanted to tell everything to his mother, a mother who had left Edwards long ago. The hearts of men like Edwards really are very fragile right now.

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(Choon-hee POV)

I looked up at the sky that afternoon, my footsteps out of the private Jet that had landed perfectly at Frankfurt am Main Airport, Germany.

Bella held my hand tightly, she looked very happy when she could set foot here. But not with me, I feel something is left behind there. something that really damaged my instincts and my feelings.

Now, I walk alone. Even though I know a lot of bodyguards and two other people I know. However, this feeling of solitude lingers in my heart. I wanted to get out of here, then head back toward Edwards. I missed Edwards, even though I had only left him a few hours ago.

Who was actually left behind? Me or him? Why do I feel stranded at the end of the world far from beauty and happiness?

"You know Choon-hee, this is the largest airport in Germany, as Frankfurt-Flughafen is an independent part of the autonomous city of Frankfurt am Main. Rhein-Main Airport is also the first airport, with a semi-automated baggage management system and is a traffic hub Germany's largest airline. Frankfurt Airport is one of the world's airports that uses an automatic baggage management system starting in 1972. I know a lot about this country, because it's a country I've always wanted to live in after I got married. Luckily Zurich and the Berenice family are willing to move to this country." Bella's words only I responded with a small smile.

No matter how good the country is, if I feel alone. I will feel that each country is the same. There's only emptiness I can find.

We were greeted with one of the luxury cars, Zurich entered first. He sat in the front seat near the driver, while Bella and I sat in the back. The car started slowly leaving the airstrip, my eyes just stared at the road outside. Impressed very neat and well organized, European countries are indeed very good in urban planning and great facilities. especially Germany, With its position in the middle of Europe, Germany is a transportation hub. This can be seen from the transportation network which is so complex and modern. The toll road network is the third longest toll network in the world and is famous for having no speed limits. Germany also has a high-speed rail line. The Inter City Express or ICE network serves major cities in Germany as well as destinations in neighboring countries at speeds of up to 300 km/hour.

Not to mention Germany is the country with the largest economy in Europe, the fourth largest GDP in the world, and the fifth largest gross national income in the world in 2008. Since the era of industrialization and industrial capitalism, this country has succeeded in becoming a motor, innovator, and globalizer of the economy. Germany was the world's second largest exporter in 2011 with a value of US$1.409 trillion.

You can imagine how the state of this country, the number of unemployed is small and the education system is also very great, Germany became the country of many inventors and engineers, such as Johannes Gutenberg (inventor of the printing press), and Konrad Zuse (maker of the first automatic digital computer). Germany is also the hometown of the world's most famous scientist, Albert Einstein.

Am I going to be okay living in this really great country? Living with a new Family and a new system.

In just a few minutes, the car we were traveling in had entered the big gate of a luxurious Mansion. The architectural style is unique and interesting, the Mansion is gray from the front view, high pillars support the building, making the impression more luxurious and expensive. Garden With a fountain, a statue of a naked woman, from her hands came clear water that was pleasing to the eye. Typical European flowers can be seen on either side of the garden, a smooth road without any flaws.

Several maids dressed in all black, and bodyguards in neat suits greeted us. In the back of their trouser pockets, all of them held small pistols that could be pointed at any time at any time in the Mansion.

I saw Katty's mother smiling at me, then nearby was a man sitting in a wheelchair. I don't know who she is, but maybe... one of the Berenices.

one of the guards opened the car door, I got off first and then Bella and Zurich. We walked together toward Mrs. Katty, who was usually called Mrs. Berenice.

I smiled a little and hugged him tightly. "Sorry I'm late Mom." I said slowly.

"No problem son, as long as you get here safely." said Katy's mother.

I let go of the hug and looked at the old man I remember as my mother's husband right? Is he my father? Because on Edward and I's wedding night, Mother did introduce him as her husband.

The man in the wheelchair smiled a little, it was all he could give me. His hands trembled as he tried to hold mine.

"So...rry..." I raised an eyebrow in confusion, when he stammered. He said Sorry?.

"Yes?." I asked slowly.

"He's your Daddy, Mr. Berenice.. He had a stroke a few years ago. There were some problems that made him like this. But he's better now, when I say that you will return to the midst of our Family." Mother's words made me immediately smile full of emotion, without saying anything else I hugged the man who was my father. A father that I have longed for.

"Daddy.. nice to meet you." My words are full of tenderness, I have even shed tears because I can feel the warmth of a father. Finally, after so long, I finally felt his embrace.

I still vividly remember that on my wedding day, my father sent me a pair of shoes as a gift. Turns out he was present at my and Edward's wedding, my God.. God is so good.

"a.. a..." That's all dad said, his lips still trembling. but I saw tears of joy out of the corner of her eyes. I gently stroked his cheek and kissed his forehead affectionately.

"I know Dad, I know you must be very happy.. Don't say anything more, I understand what you want to say. I will never hate Daddy or Mommy, I know you have your own reasons. and I will wait until you explain the reasons that." My eyes looked into his eyes that already gave sincerity, my father's face was very handsome. Even though it hurts like this, but he still looks so manly. his jaw is very firm, his eyebrows are thick, his nose is sharp and he has a beard on his chin. add to the masculine and mature annoyed ..

then I looked at Mommy, The two people I wanted for a long time were in front of my eyes. here in this huge mansion... In the beautiful country of Germany, it is now my home.