Chapter 203 - 203. Thank You, Edward

"Really? how can that be?" I asked in disbelief, I forgot that I had sex with Edwards, and now I'm pregnant? Great! When my husband is busy and things are not fine. Am I pregnant again? How come after a miscarriage I get pregnant again? Will this be okay? Good grief! My head hurts even more thinking about all this stuff.

"Of course you can, you have sex with the opposite sex right? Of course you can get pregnant, why do you look shocked. Don't you want this pregnancy?" asked the Doctor with a confused face.

"No, it's not like that doctor. I think he's just a little shocked, thanks for the information you provided. I'm very happy to hear that." Mommy first said thank you, and I who heard this could only sigh harshly and sat on the bed with a very restless mind.

I am pregnant? Edward's son? What now?

"Yes, in a week make sure to check the obstetrics at the hospital for further checks. For now drink and eat healthy, don't be too tired and don't think too much. Then I'll excuse myself." The female doctor had already stepped away from me.

I sighed once more and stared blankly at my feet. Would Edwards be okay if he found out I was pregnant? will my son be a poor child, because when he comes to this world later. Mom and Dad are probably working on a lot of problems.

I didn't want to believe it, but Edwards' demeanor and demeanor was odd. Why is he hiding everything from me and acting like it's not really going to happen?

"Choon-Hee? Whose child is that?" Mommy asked in a low voice, I slowly looked up at her and smiled a little.

"Since when did you have sex with Edwards again?" Mommy asked again.

"And since when did that guy get in here?" Once again Mommy asked, I swallowed hard to hear a question from Mommy.

"Will Edwards accept this baby?" I asked slowly, I didn't say anything else. I didn't answer Mommy's question, but I just asked back. My head hurts, I want to feel numb

I shouldn't have taken it for granted when Edwards asked for a hot romance that night, and I certainly wouldn't have gotten pregnant. Am I too fertile? how can I once play directly pregnant!! just like a cat! play once immediately pregnant! Good grief! I want to go crazy!

"Of course! I'm sure Edwards will be very happy to hear the news of this pregnancy. You have to believe that everything that happened was God's destiny. Everything will be fine, don't think about unnecessary things, it can interfere with your pregnancy condition" Mommy gently stroked her arm with my hands, I can only be silent and assume that everything will never be okay.

"That's what you want to hear from Mommy's Mouth!!? Don't expect you to get all those sweet words! You're already going to Divorce from Edwards! How could you give him your body again!? Are you crazy or what? You're not thinking about your future. yes? you will Mommy betroth a prince! How can Mommy set herself up with a prince, if you are pregnant with another boy!" Mommy screamed Hysterically, I was quite surprised to hear Mommy's screams which made my heart suddenly hurt even more.

"Mom? Calm down, why is Mommy like this? It's happened, I've made love to Edwards and I'm pregnant with his child. Again! Again! my stomach! I just hope that maybe God is wrong. But in fact this baby is really in my stomach. I don't know if he will be taken again or not! considering I just miscarried and got pregnant again! How could it be like this, if Mommy blamed me? What should I do now?" I asked in a frustrated tone, I'd already laid down on the bed and sighed tiredly.

"Abort the womb." the three words I heard from Mommy's mouth made me open my eyes wide and get out of bed. I looked into Mommy's eyes who really wanted this child dead.

"Mom? Mommy crazy? This is Mommy's grandson!" I said screaming in the end, when I was frustrated like this, why did Mommy even want this baby to be aborted? What exactly is this mother thinking?

"Then what? You're just Not sure Edwards will accept your baby! Then why are you going to the trouble of taking care of the baby? Do you think Everything will be fine? If the baby is born? Do you think Edwards will accept you as before? Look, he came just to make love to you and he left. 

He never came to ask you back to him properly! He didn't even dare to come before Mommy to ask for you! Is that kind of man what you expected? There are many men in this world. they are all vying to make yourself his wife! you are not a cheap woman anymore Choon-hee! Your good name has been cleared by Berenice's surname! so you can do anything to get back everything you want! expecting a cowardly man like Edwards!" I'm broken, my mother's words are deep enough to pierce my chest

"Mom! Stop! Get out of here!" I say..

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Getting enough information this afternoon made me want to lock myself in my room. I chose to flip through the cellphone in my hand. I've been telling Edwards since this afternoon that I'm pregnant with his child, but so far he hasn't replied to my messages at all.

I am disappointed? Of course, I hope he understands the current situation better and can reply to my messages. I'm already dizzy thinking about it, Bella, Mommy, Daddy. I think a lot. Can I be okay with all this situation that is Slowly driving me almost crazy?

I massaged my forehead slowly, then chose to walk towards the balcony of the room. I'm sleepy, but I don't want to sleep at all. How can I sleep at a time like this?

My eyes looked outward, the stars were shining beautifully. I closed my eyes while feeling a cold aura that made my body shiver. "You're outside again and it's cold like this, are you always like this every night?" A voice made me open my eyes, I looked around and saw Edwards who was already walking towards me and carrying a thick blanket, he covered me so gently.

I don't know when he's coming?

"Edwards?" I immediately hugged him tightly, spilling all the longing that has been embedded in this heart for a long time.

"Where have you been? Why did it take you so long to come back? I miss you." I said honestly, Edwards laughed softly. He hugged me tightly, I just enjoyed the hug from him. He stroked my back and kissed the top of my head a few times.

"I came here to see you, are you pregnant?" Edwards asked in a low voice.

I let go of him and looked him in the eye. "Yes, I'm pregnant .." I said again, he immediately smiled and then kissed my lips briefly.

"Thank you." he said.

"What for?" I was confused.

"You are taking good care of yourself and will have another child." He held my hand and kissed the back of my hand which was cold.

"Don't thank me, I will always be by your side. Waiting for you to come and always believe in you. Even though sometimes I want to give up, I won't give up sooner now. I'm sure you will always come to me, have you eaten?" I tried to ask something else, he already nodded quickly.

"I will always come to you, I always see the messages you send. But I don't have much time to reply. About that woman named Ree, she has recovered and can come back here. in here? Did Bella do something to you?" Edwards asked with a serious tone, I who was asked like that could only sigh softly.

"She can't do anything to me, I'm much stronger than you think." I said to Edwards.

"Don't try to be strong, if you're not strong." He gently stroked my hair, he gave a lot of love from the look in his eyes.

"I'm strong, don't worry about me. You want to do something? Did you come to know my mother?" I asked seriously.

"I came alone and no one knows, I met Lee earlier. He told me to be careful with Bella, I'm sure he has a bad feeling about Bella. Don't act alone without me okay? Or if you want to do something, you have to wait for Lee. He can be trusted, for a while." Edwards hugged me again, I felt a hug from him that did feel very warm. I miss whatever we will do together, I miss all his scent and I miss his love and affection. 

"Do you want to do something?" I asked Edwards.

"Yes, there are many things I want to do. Now I'm too focused on my family first, I'm confused about which one to prioritize, you are in danger. And the future of the Douglas Family is also in danger. I'm sorry that I can't be fair to you, but I'm trying really hard to bring you back into my life. So I beg you to keep waiting, okay?" hearing that of course I immediately nodded again, what can I do for him now? I can only agree to whatever he wants.

"I see, let's sit down. Do you want food? I can get it for you. I happened to make chocolate pudding. You wait here for a moment, I'll get it downstairs." I said quite excitedly, he nodded and let me take what I wanted.

"We're going to watch a movie okay, for some reason I really want to watch a movie with you."

"Oke."