Chapter 207 - 207. Love

(Choon-Hee POV)

I burst into tears after ending the phone call with Edwards, I was fine. But the mood in my heart suddenly went bad and I felt like I wanted to cry loudly and hit Edwards on the shoulder who loved toying with my heart. what is he doing? called without apologizing at all, even though he made my heart hurt yesterday. The man really didn't seem guilty at all. I want to punch him in the face so he doesn't look handsome anymore.

I sighed, then began to lay down on the bed. My eyes stared at the ceiling, still stroking my stomach which was still very flat.

Behind the daydream I'm feeling right now, a message clinking makes me look at the screen.

One message given by Edward.

[Five minutes until I reach your Family Mansion, please get off and walk towards the back garden. I'll be waiting there, to make sure no one sees us.]

I immediately smiled happy to read the message he conveyed, I immediately got out of bed and started walking towards the closet. wearing a thick sweater and long pants, I put on a little lipstick and put on some perfume. After that I immediately walked down the stairs one by one.

Looking right to left, there was no one. I took a deep breath, then ran back to meet Edwards. I'm really happy because it's the first time I'm meeting him secretly like this, I mean. We are like lovers who are just dating and are not approved.

I opened the back door and there were many guards there, I smiled sweetly at them. 

"I want to go for a walk, don't accompany me." I said quite clearly, they just nodded politely. I immediately smiled and jogged, I was already between the park and the bench lit by park lights. Where's Edwards?

I hugged myself while looking right to left, not long after someone tapped my shoulder, I looked back and immediately smiled. when I saw Edwards's sweet face.

"Waiting for long?" He whispered softly while looking around.

"No, What are you asking me out for?" I asked him.

"I want to take you somewhere, come with me." He took my hand, we ran a little past the big trees in the back garden.

through one of the doors that was a barrier between the Berenice family's Mansion and the forest behind it. It's my first time out through this door, where did Edwards get information about a door like this.

"Where are we going?" I asked, already gripped his hand tight enough.

"Beautiful place, just come along." He whispered softly, I only trust him for now. Holding his hand so tightly, I don't know anything. but I just want to feel a lot of time passed just for him, for Edwards alone.

My ears heard a familiar voice, it seemed like the sound of rushing water. my eyes looked around, we went up a hill. then not long ago the expanse of well-arranged grass and a waterfall that was so beautiful was immediately seen by my eyes.

"Where are we?" I still don't understand that a place like this exists.

"This is the training ground for the bodyguards of the Berenice family, but at this hour all the guards return to their respective camps. So it's very quiet here, we can see the sky filled with stars more clearly. 

There is a waterfall and the atmosphere is very romantic, I already I've been wanting to bring you here for a long time because I know you'll really like it." Edwards' words made me smile, I immediately hugged him from the side. My spoiled attitude returned, even though Edwards had hurt me with his bad words, but I still forgave him again and again.

"Thank you, is this a date?" I asked a little joking.

"More than dating, our honeymoon was delayed right? because of many problems. So now we can do many things even though distance sometimes separates, I don't know what you like and don't like. But I know you always like to look at the night sky, I don't know what made you like it. But I hope that you like the simple things that I do to you. I'm sorry Choon-Hee, sometimes my bad and fickle attitude always disappoints you." Edwards' words touched me, I held his arm gently and looked him deep in the eye.

"Why do you always apologize? Even though I know you're wrong, but don't say things like that. I love you Edwards, this love alone is enough to make me always forgive you. Edwards? Believe me, my love is the most sincere love I have ever given to someone. And my love is the greatest love I have ever given. I don't care if people say I am stupid, I only care that you will always be by my side." 

I kissed Edward on the lips, he still had his eyes open and froze on the spot. I kissed and crushed a little, the taste of his lips was very sweet and cold. I know he always understands what I want. He's always there when I need him, Edwards. He's my everything.

"Thank you, Choon-hee, you are the only one who wants to survive when our conditions are not clear like this. But may I ask one thing?" Edwards asked, he hugged me from the front. But holding our bodies from getting too close, his eyes looked straight into mine. The smell of his breath wafting around my face, I can't stop myself from pushing him and raping him now.

"What? Just say it, what do you want to say my dear? whatever it is. I assure you that I will accept all questions from you." I gently held his cheek, then smiled So sweetly.

"What if one day you'll never find me?" One question that makes all my senses suddenly numb, why? why out of so many questions, he even asked what I didn't want to hear?

"Why can't I find you? Where are you going? No one place can hide this husband of mine, from me. I.. Choon-hee Berenice, will do anything to find you. That is my oath." I kissed his lips again, and he immediately broke our kiss. He hugged me tight, really tight. He smelled my hair then I felt him take a deep breath.

"What if I die? Will you still be able to find me? The power you have will still not be able to return me to this world." his words once again hit the depths of my heart.

"If you die, then I will die. I will find wherever you are, then we can be reborn." I said slowly, I don't think Edwards would like what I said. Maybe he'll mention something else from what I'm saying at this point.

"Don't be like that, not all love that dies means we also have to die. More precisely now, can you live happily and not think about me? Live happily with our children, never look back and just believe that I am waiting for you in heaven. Because if you say you will die too, who will take care of our children?" Edwards' question again left me speechless, he was right. If we both die, who will take care of our child?

"But can you please don't say things like that? What are you really going to do, to make you believe you're going to die quickly? You're scaring me, you know? I can't hear bad things like this. just say sweet things." I started to sulk, in a very romantic atmosphere like this. sometimes he talks about death. Good grief! my brain pain followed Edwards' line of thought.

"I know, I'm sorry. Let's sit on the big rock, we can get a closer look at the sky." He told me, he took my hand and we sat there, looking up at the night sky which really felt closer. I leaned my head on Edwards shoulder, he stroked my hair gently.

"Well, it's better this way." I said again, he immediately laughed and that made me laugh too.

"I want our children to be as beautiful as the stars in the sky, they will live with mothers who love them, get a lot of love, become human beings who love each other, smile, kind, like their mother. my children will be able to see how her mother is so incredibly beautiful, beautiful and attractive. Her mother is a person who makes their father fall in love and forget himself." Edwards said in a very sexy voice, I who heard that immediately hugged him tighter. Smell once again his sweet scent.

"I also want our children to be as good as you, have great patience, smart, great, not afraid of anything. I also want them to always respect the people around them, to be good and perfect people.I want them to understand that their mother is so happy and understand the meaning of life because her father is so amazing!

I want to tell them that without Edwards Salvador Douglas, Choon-hee Berenice will never be happy in her life. Their father brought much happiness to their mother. My children should know that." I said everything sincerely from the bottom of my heart, I heard Edwards chuckle and then he kissed my forehead again.

"I'm lucky to have a wife as good as you." Edward said quietly.

"I'm lucky to have a husband like you." I replied quickly.

"We are lucky to meet each other and share everything." Edward and I said at the same time, we looked up at the sky and spent a lot of time that night.. even though they know, that night will only be a memory.