Chapter 183

At the beginning, I was not bad, but wrong. I thought that love would be everything and can overcome everything, but the resistance of family can never be ignored.

She sacrificed everything for him, but what she got was only the distance from her friends. In the end, she was far away from city B.

Why did she come to that step? She feels very sorry now. It's a pity that she is too distressed. She wants to go back to that time. She will not be so willful and unreasonable.

Even if she is really dead, there will never be anyone to replace her.

Gu huaimo sat in a small chair beside the bed and put the fruit on the head of the bed: "do you want to eat apples?"

"HMM." as long as he stays with her and doesn't eat anything, it's all good.

He sat by the bed, quietly cutting with a fruit knife. It was very beautiful. A long circle was thin but could not break.

Yunzishang still remembers that he used to peel fruit. He almost cut most of the apple. She couldn't cut it well. At last, she didn't eat it because it was so terrible.

Then he coaxed her: "ah Zi, eat some, just eat some."

Then he came every day. He quarreled many times and drove him away. He didn't go. She hit him with something. His parents saw it and said he wouldn't come, but he still came. Many times he was in a bad mood. He would sit quietly by the bed and cut the apple well, then cut it into small pieces and put it on the plate.

But at that time, she resented. She didn't eat at all. Instead, she always smashed the whole plate of cut apples to the ground in front of him.

He seems to have made some sense in cutting the apple. He also said how to cut it. Don't break the vein of the apple. It will be sweeter. She thinks it's the same.

A lot of things, it turned out that they really didn't catch them. Many times they think about what happened when they were young. They really regret it. If only I knew how to cherish it at that time.

She was reluctant to look away and watched him cut two apples, diced them and put them on the plate. Everything so familiar coincided with the past, which made her feel like an separated world.

"Mo." she raised her head: "Mo, if we can go back to the past, how good." told her, yes, as long as he said a word.

He was stunned, sighed gently, pressed down a lot of things before he looked up and said, "Yunzi, have a good rest."

"Mo, will you still love me?" she asked. She felt very uncomfortable. She asked so pitifully.

"Why? How?"

"I found that I really can't put it down, I tried, I tried, I really can't put it down." it's not that I don't want to, but how can I put it down when I think about it.

In her life, she was in a prison called Gu huaimo. She knew that she could never come out again.

She stretched out her hand and gently held his hand tightly with her thin and cold hand: "let me stay by your side, even if I am your lover, I am willing to perch behind you all my life, rely on your warmth, don't you give me a name, so I won't hurt your wife. I know you don't want to hurt her, so I'd rather retreat behind your shadow and be your lover."

He has a young and beautiful little wife and a beauty who has gone through the years together and is desperate for him. Now she says she doesn't want to be his lover. It's really a blessing for everyone.

Wei Zi didn't go skating again, but watched American dramas at home. Ju said it would be helpful to learn English. She thought it would be good to pass CET-4, but he said it would be good to pass CET-6.

Gu huaimo is a person who has high requirements for himself and for others. Wei Zi also knows that he puts the bottom line on her again and again.

But she really can't appreciate American humor.

The Chinese New Year is coming soon. It's better to go out and buy more delicious food, and then learn the recipe to cook two dishes for him. It's uncertain that Gu huaimo will be happier.

It's nice of a man, especially a man like Gu huaimo. He doesn't have to consider what clothes to wear every day. Ha, he just wears a suit every day. But he is very good-looking. No matter what clothes he wears, he looks good.

As soon as you go out, you can see a lot of children. Now it's winter vacation. Children don't have to go to class. They are dressed brightly or play, or go shopping with adults.

It would be nice if Xiaofeng had a normal childhood.

After buying two beautiful down jackets, she went to see Xiaofeng. My sister now seems to live in a sanatorium with her. It sounds like a sanatorium, but in fact, everyone knows whether the disease can be saved or not. It's just waiting to die.

It's a very remote place, and there are no people living nearby. Fewer people will go there. No wonder my sister didn't expect to come here. It's really a strong smell of despair.

Register outside, then say the person to visit, and the staff will take her in.

The place where they live inside is also very simple. The people inside are basking in the sun outside, and no one has a smile in their eyes. Wei Zi was also depressed. When she saw her sister coming out with water, she quickly called, "sister."

Ruan LAN looked back and saw her with a faint smile: "Wei Zi, you're coming."

"Well, let me see you."

"Wait a minute. I'll bring you a chair."

"Sister, it's okay, it's not going to be like that," said Xiao Feng. "She knows clearly the way of transmission of AIDS."

"Xiaofeng is inside." she smiled bitterly, "come in, maybe Xiaofeng will be this year."

It's like a knife cutting in the heart and laughing. It's how painful it is.

Then she went in and saw Xiaofeng lying in bed, thinner than she had seen last time.

"She's still sleeping. It's ok if she falls asleep. It won't be so uncomfortable. Wei Zi, sit down quickly. Do you have any water?"

"No."

"If you are thirsty, you can go outside and buy water to drink."

"Sister, Xiaofeng, she..."

"I hope Xiaofeng will get better." she nodded hard. "Xiaofeng has always been very strong. In the past, I always didn't care about her and blamed her for dragging me down, but when she almost died, I hated myself. How can I be Xiaofeng's mother? I really don't deserve it."

"Sister, what can I do for Xiaofeng? If there's anything I can help, sister, just ask."

Ruan LAN just smiled and shook her head: "Zi, you tried your best, sister, thank you. Don't give me money. I'm afraid I can't help taking the money and going out to gamble. It's even more sad that Xiaofeng can't find me."

As soon as Xiaofeng turned over and showed her hand, her fingers were so thin that Wei Zi wanted to cry. Will it really not be long? What about my sister? Xiaofeng left, how can my sister live.

Don't ask, don't say, my sister is hard enough.