But there was also a day when peace was broken. Friendship broke up. I didn't know that my friendship should be built on love. If I didn't like him, I became an enemy.
"What are you thinking?" Lin Xia's words pulled my thoughts back.
I smiled: "no, brother Lin Xia, today is not a weekend. Do you have a rest?"
"I'm going to meet someone at the airport later."
"Then you can transfer to the botanical garden. It's quite far from the airport."
Lin Xia stopped the car and said, "here you are, go in and walk."
It's good to wear slippers. It's not tired to walk.
Ji Xiaobei sees my high heels, looks at them and throws them away. There are all kinds of shoes in the apartment. At most, there are only one middle heel. I feel very comfortable wearing these shoes for a long time.
His hands were in his thin coat and his slippers rattled when he walked.
Go straight ahead. The botanical garden has changed a lot than before. I haven't been here for several years. Lin Xia led me straight and then turned. The peony was blooming and the tourists were taking photos.
He went forward, very generously pinched one down, and then handed it to me: "accompany me to the airport to meet someone."
But the blood all over me surged in an instant.
He dragged my hand away. I stammered and asked him, "is it... Is it... He's back."
Lin Xia said, "yes."
After waiting for more than 1000 days, I waited for so many years. I thought he would not come back, but now, whether he really came, in Beijing, in the same city, breathing the same air and basking in such a warm spring sun.
My hand was shaking, and my fingertips wanted to grasp something uneasily, but I was greasy with the sweat of my palm.
I have fantasized many times that I met him at the airport because this is his hometown and he will come back here.
For three years, I drove a taxi around the airport day after day, looking in the streets and dreaming of meeting again.
However, I am just a busy and extravagant dream.
Holding the peonies picked by Lin Xia in my hand, high-rise buildings passed by quickly. I was uneasy and looking forward to it.
In fact, I don't want to take Lin Xia's car to pick him up at the airport. I want to take a taxi and look at him outside. Prove to him that in fact, I am not a flower in the greenhouse. I can be independent and live.
In the airport, people came and went, and the sound in the loudspeaker made me excited.
Lin Xia held my hand. I just thought his hand was so warm.
He said faintly, "I have to wait for my luggage for some time. Go and have a cup of coffee."
Lin Xia added a lot of milk and sugar to the coffee in his hand. It tastes a little bad. I'm used to black coffee without sugar. Pull it out and put the spoon on the porcelain plate.
"Chihiro." he drank a few mouthfuls of coffee and looked straight at me: "what will you do if Lin Duan comes back?"
What will I do? I don't know how to answer this question. I'm confused now. I've been waiting for him for three years.
But I said he didn't come back, so I gave up. In this way, I waited for another year. Even I despised myself and tossed myself over and over again.
However, Lin Duan, I still miss so much, my sweetest first love, the person I once loved.
I let myself calm down. For a long time, he gave up on me. He said I was immature, he said I was cheap, and he said I was not the person he was looking for.
I'm not cheap. Why should I come here? I'll be excited to see him soon.
Is it because I think he and I have a chance to recover?
Everyone said I was willful, and so did my mother: Chihiro, your father died, can you not be so willful.
Lintuan also said: Chihiro, can you stop being so capricious.
The children said: Chihiro, brother Lin Xia likes you so much, can you not be so capricious.
In fact, I just want to be myself. If it is not within the scope of your expectations, it becomes capricious.
"I'll go to the bathroom."
I think I need to calm down and be alone.
He picked up cold water and washed his face hard. This face is still young, but this heart is too old to move.
"Eh, Chihiro." another surprise in the mirror, Mingyan's face looked at me.
I turned my head and said, "sister Feiyan."
She smiled excitedly, "Wow, baby, it's really you!"
"Sister Feiyan, I didn't expect to meet you at the airport."
"I just came back from America." she put her hands on her chest and shouted exaggeratedly, "baby, I miss you so much. Oh, hug."
I generously stretched out my hand and hugged her: "sister Feiyan, welcome back."
She was so enthusiastic that she kissed me on the face: "tell you good news, it's a good thing for me to come back this time. Chihiro baby, congratulations to my cousin. My cousin is getting married."
"Congratulations," I said with a smile.
She blinked her long false eyelashes at me: "Chihiro, you are not as cute as before. Smile and be brighter. Let's go. I'll take you to see my fiance." she took my hand and went out. She called from a distance, "Bing."
Standing beside the huge suitcase was a slender man who made my heart jump.
Feiyan then coquettishly called, "Bing, people call you here." she waved her hand and smiled and said to me, "in fact, you know Chihiro, my fiance, Lin Duan."
Lin Duan, why don't I know you? I often dream of you in my dreams.
The eyebrows and eyes are still so stubborn and arrogant, and still fly just right, but now he is more eye-catching than in the past.
If Lin Xia is ink painting, then Lin Duan is cold water.
Lin Xia is always gentle, but he has the wind of a great general. He can master everything perfectly. Lin Xia is too perfect. I don't like perfection. I like Lin Duan's cold water like character, cold, but so smart and brave.
I admire him very much. No one in our courtyard can study so well, work study and do a lot of things like him.
Lin Duan, standing in front of me, looked at me in surprise. My appearance was unexpected to him.
I don't think I should have followed Lin Xia on impulse.
Feiyan shouted enthusiastically, "Lin Duan, look, how beautiful my little cousin is now."
Lintuan's light voice pierced my ear pulse: "it's very beautiful, Chihiro."
His smile is still so shallow, and his voice still makes my heart ache.
"Chihiro, baby, what are you doing at the airport to pick up friends?" Feiyan shook my hand: "no matter what, I'm your cousin. You have to accompany us to dinner. I haven't returned to Beijing for so many years. You have to take us to eat delicious food."