Chapter 720

Feiyan held my hand tightly, and her palm was cold: "Chihiro, I'm a little afraid. During this period of time, my body is not very good. I feel that the baby can't grasp it."

I gently comforted her: "don't be nervous. After seeing the doctor, you'll settle down."

She sighed: "Chihiro, I'm not afraid of your jokes. Lin Duan doesn't expect this child. Although he is a responsible person, he really has others in his heart, which can't deceive me. I really like to love him, and I can stand these grievances."

I don't know how to say that if you love someone, you have your own freedom. Even if you pay wishfully, you also have your own freedom.

Pick up the order and line up. I sat outside with her calmly and waited. Many pregnant women with large stomachs come and go, with both joy and worry on their faces.

I watched these pregnant women sit and stand uneasy, but watching the flying smoke was very nervous and calm down.

After a while, the nurse read the name of Feiyan. Her face was a little pale: "Chihiro."

"Go, I'll wait for you here. Don't think too much."

She came out quickly, but she clenched her teeth and tears swirled in her eyes.

I hurried forward: "sister Feiyan, what's the matter?"

She closed her eyes and sighed: "Chihiro, the baby really doesn't belong to me. The doctor said it was an ectopic pregnancy and it was very dangerous. We must terminate the pregnancy as soon as possible, otherwise there will be life danger at any time."

Like a bucket of ice water, from head to foot.

That is to abort, to peel off the small life, live, bloody and painful. I couldn't even stand. I leaned back against the wall and hurt all over.

She squatted on the ground, buried her face between her palms and sobbed: "without children, I would have no Lin Duan. He will break up with me, sobbing."

Crying so sad, I squatted down and hugged her: "sister Feiyan, Lin Duan is a responsible person."

"But he told me to break up. If there were no children, I really didn't have any chance to keep him. Chihiro, I really like Lin Duan." she cried so sad that tears ran down her nose.

I turned out a paper towel and wiped her face carefully: "try to believe Lin Duan."

"The doctor said to operate as soon as possible," she sobbed out the doctor's words.

I said softly, "then as soon as possible, contact the doctor now."

She went to the other end to call Lin Duan, but she was disappointed.

"The forest end is not empty?"

"His secretary said he was in a meeting." she gritted her teeth. "It doesn't matter. It's okay for me to go in alone. Men should focus on their work. It's good to have you with me."

It can only be so. It is doomed that the baby does not belong to her and cannot be forced to come.

Endure pain, can only give up.

How many things can be achieved in this world? Now she is in the operating room. At least someone is with her. It's always better.

At that time, I was in France. I was alone in the operating room and came out alone. I was bleeding in the street and almost couldn't wake up again.

Because I have no money, I can't afford to go to a regular hospital.

Those memories are too dark to see the light, and can only be hidden in the deepest part of my heart. I sit outside the operating room. A person is a world, my own cold world.

Lin Duan finally came in a hurry and stepped into my world.

"Chihiro, what's the matter with you?" he asked me anxiously.

"It's not me. It's sister Feiyan. She's in there. She's ectopic pregnancy, so the child can't be saved. She's having an abortion."

He sighed and sat beside me.

His hand, gently want to cover my hand, I shrink away.

Looking at her toes, she said word by word: "Lin Duan, a woman, is willing to give you children, that is, she loves you very much. Therefore, it is worth cherishing. A woman, who loses the child of the person she loves most, is very sad, and you should take good care of her."

"Chihiro." he called out in the sand.

I looked up and smiled at him: "Lin Duan in my memory, no matter what it is, takes it very seriously. She is a very responsible person. My sister Feiyan will be happy."

My past feelings are not important, because they have passed.

Stand up and pat him on the shoulder: "goodbye, Lin Duan. I think I have to go. What sister Feiyan needs most now is your company."

He took my hand, and the warm touch made me sigh. It was these hands that took me when I was in love and walked through many streets and alleys. We went to eat our own dishes together, we went to volunteer together, and we went mountaineering, skiing and climbing trees together.

How familiar and warm my hands were. They always led me away at that time.

However, we can't be sentimental, indulge in the past and can't get out.

Gently pull back: "promise me, let me fly smoke sister happiness."

He shook his head: "I won't promise you, because I also want my happiness and my love."

"Lin Duan, we can't go back to the past. Lin Duan, if you really have me in your heart, don't let me lose more things. You know, I have almost nothing now. When you're not in Beijing, I burn my memory to keep warm. I always think you'll come back. You're still looking forward to you coming to me. My mobile phone number has changed, my address has changed, and all contacts have been broken. I I'm afraid you can't find me. I work in a taxi company. I take the airport line every day, because I wonder if I can have fate to meet you again. "

He closed his eyes with a look of pain.

I said: "Lin Duan, forget it. I'm also used to my life now. I also began to learn to forget a lot of things in the past. Sad or happy always belongs to the past. We can't always think about the past and live. My father paved a way for me to marry Qiao Dongcheng, so that I won't be afraid of wind and rain all my life, and I won't be alone, even if it is This home is not very warm, but it can also be a home after all. "

"Chihiro, I'm sorry. I should have come back earlier. Is everything different?"

I nodded softly, "yes."

It's good to come back early. I always set a deadline for myself. Finally, I'll find you for one month, two months, one year, two years. I don't wait to return to you if I don't give up.

"When I tell you this, I just want to tell you that when you come back, I feel that you are not as important as I think, so Lin Duan, you don't want to live in the past."

I left alone, some relaxed, some painful.

If peeling, the layer of skin in the heart will hurt, but it will regenerate the skin.

Love is like fireworks, blowing brightly. The smoke will still make your eyes ache and cry.

I really can't be selfish and enjoy your love.