The car didn't go far, his cell phone screamed wildly.

He didn't press it at the sound of his heart.

But I couldn't listen. I grabbed his cell phone and pressed hands-free when it rang.

Lin Jing's voice shouted excitedly, "Qiao Dongcheng, if you don't come back, I'll jump down from here with my darling."

The sound echoed so stiffly in the car that Qiao Dongcheng clenched his teeth and still grasped the steering wheel.

The car accelerated, almost to 160, then began to slow down, stopped slowly and leaned against the roadside.

He whispered, "Chihiro, I'm sorry, I have to go back."

I unfastened my seat belt and pushed the door down.

He said, "Chihiro, wait for me. I'll be back soon."

The car turned at the intersection and turned back.

I looked up at the hot sun on my head, sighed gently, and waited for him. Oh, he won't come to pick me up.

I can't do anything like Lin Jing.

He was walking alone again. He didn't even bring an umbrella. He was sweating all over after a while.

No matter when, no matter who I am with in the future, I think I should get used to a person. I have learned to be strong long ago. Now I won't be sad.

Stopped the empty car and asked him to take me back to Qiao's house.

If he comes back and tells me that he can't let Lin Jing's mother and son go, I'll leave.

As long as he opens his mouth, we can do everything before we get married.

Back in the quiet of Qiao's house, I turned on the TV in my room and played it casually, filling the room with sound.

I've been waiting. Noon passed, afternoon passed and evening passed. Joe Dongcheng hasn't come back yet.

The sound of the mobile phone cuts through the peace now.

Yawn and drag some tired body to answer the phone.

It's still not Qiao Dongcheng, but Lin Duan.

"Chihiro, it's me."

"I know. The mobile phone has a display. Lin Duan, what's up?"

"Come out and I'll wait for you at the foot of the mountain."

I know he told me to go out and talk about something.

His sister committed suicide. Can he not worry?

I think he will persuade me to give up again. I have always been the one who was advised to give up. After a long time, HuR became a little numb.

They all think that many of my decisions are unimportant. They all think that I don't care about many things and many people, so I should let go, every time.

Sitting in a coffee shop, leisurely English songs, I don't want to tell him that I don't understand.

Because my English level is really low. It's been too long. I almost forget everything I can forget. Lin Duan knew that I didn't study hard before.

He mixed me some fresh milk in the coffee: "Chihiro, it's better to add some milk and sugar to the coffee."

I picked it up and took a sip. It tasted like before.

Pull it and look at him with one hand on his chin.

He smiled: "what are you looking at? Chihiro."

"I'm waiting for you to talk."

"Still as naughty as before." he sighed in my eyes.

But I won't be addicted to such eyes anymore. I think I'm really mature and more sensible. I won't think of Lin Duan every day and look forward to him every day. When he comes back, I find that I really don't think of him as crazy as I think.

I've thought about all the consequences.

He forgave me and we were together.

He didn't forgive me, so I could only look at him from a distance and warm him with our memories.

I thought that all my life, except Lin Duan, I was Lin Duan.

I know what he wants to say, so facing him, I really feel that my heart is as light as water without too many fluctuations.

He said, "Chihiro, this morning, Lin Jing was holding a good boy and wanted to jump from a building."

I didn't say a word. I knew it.

He said, "I didn't jump, but I was frightened. I vomited and screamed too much and was admitted to the hospital."

"Yes."

"You and Qiao Dongcheng are here today, aren't you?"

"Yes."

"Chihiro, don't be like this. I still like what you used to do. It makes me feel very guilty to ask what happened and talk to you like this."

Wouldn't you feel guilty if I asked directly?

To him, I couldn't say much angry words: "Lin Duan, you say it, it doesn't matter. Although this matter has no direct relationship with me, it has a continuous relationship."

"Chihiro, you are really sensible. Chihiro, ruin your marriage with Qiao Dongcheng. Although I know you won the lawsuit and have to get something back, Chihiro will not be happy if you have no feelings with him. I don't think I will be happy in my life, but I hope you are still happy, Chihiro." he held my hand with some sadness: "It's good to be happy with my happiness."

I don't open my face and withdraw my hand.

"Lin Jing is actually a little extreme. She likes Qiao Dongcheng and insists on giving birth to a good girl in spite of the opposition of everyone. An official lady acts so arbitrarily regardless of her face. She really loves Qiao Dongcheng and raises her good girl independently outside."

"Lin Duan, Qiao Shibo wants me to marry Qiao Dongcheng. He doesn't have much time."

He was a little surprised, and I said, "I, an outsider, can't put too many hands in the matter between Qiao Dongcheng and Lin Jing. I'm not qualified to say anything. You say that your marriage will not be happy without feelings. Lin Duan, what about Lin Jing? What about Qiao Dongcheng? Do they have feelings?" if so, they won't break up and won't be like this all the time.

He was silent and took a gulp of coffee.

This is the man I'm obsessed with. I wanted to ask him a word, but I still couldn't help asking: "Lin Duan, you said you still miss me. Is it because you don't want me to marry Qiao Dongcheng and hinder your sister's way into Qiao's family?"

"How can you say that? I have you in my heart, which has nothing to do with everything."

Oh, it's always gratifying to hear him say that.

"In fact, I'm not qualified to say too much. I just want to see you, Chihiro."

"This is not good. You should accompany sister Feiyan more. Is she better now?"

He nodded: "fortunately, I was busy getting married after only a few days off."

He and she are really getting married.

I think nothing can stop this time.

Lin Duan, as I thought, is a responsible man. However, this kind of responsibility is heavy, which makes my heart tired, painful and hated.

If only you had left me then.

When I was at the airport, I just wanted you to say, "Chihiro, don't go."

I will not go, I will be by your side.

People always think about what they should do at that time. If they continue to regret, they will continue to be sad.

"Good," I said, rustling.

"Chihiro, I'm sorry."