Chapter 786

"You don't know. I'm going crazy. I take a lot of drugs and tranquilizers every day. It's my love and my stubbornness that killed him."

The more he cried, the more he was sad. He lay on the table and shrugged his shoulders.

I sighed: "it's no use being sad about what happened. Zhixian, don't be sad. In fact, Xiaobei cares about you very much."

"So I don't want him to be like me. My father wants to marry me to my brother. He can force me out by any means."

"Your brother?"

She raised her head and her eyes were red: "my brother was adopted by my father and his comrades in arms. My father wanted me to marry him. Is it wrong that I don't like him?"

"No." clenched her cool hand: "you and I are almost the same, but I can come here. I think you can. The person you love will not want to see you like this. Sister Zhixian, don't be so sad."

"Chihiro." she sniffed: "Dad said about you and Xiaobei. I'm worried. I'm going crazy. Xiaobei knows me best. I don't want Xiaobei to be sad. Otherwise, there's only one way, that is, you leave him."

She was a little excited and held my hand tightly.

"You hurry. I'll book a ticket for you now. Don't hurt Xiaobei."

She was really hurt deeply and was reluctant to come out.

"I won't leave Beijing. I'm still in class."

"Ah." she let go of her hand and grabbed her hair. "How can I forget my business? Xiao Bei asked me to teach you English. Xiao Bei said you couldn't write."

I'm embarrassed. Say she's crazy, but she's smart enough to see what I mean.

Shunshun long hair, wavy long hair makes her particularly charming and moving. Her eyes are like smoke. She looks at people and feels like seduction. In fact, her eyes are a little astigmatic.

"I used to be a translator in the Second Artillery Corps."

"Ha ha." I chuckled: "then go to my place."

As soon as she arrived at my house, she stretched her muscles and bones, and then jumped on her hair and spread it: "it's comfortable. How nice it is to live alone. By the way, I'm selling underwear. I'll give you how big you wear."

"Oh, No."

"Yes, I want to do my own thing. No one depends. I want to prove to them that I can live well without them. I got a lot of degrees in the United States in only two years. These are dead."

I showed her what I wrote. She spoke standard American English. She taught me really well. She was much more careful than Ji Xiaobei. It made me feel like getting through Ren Du's second acupoint.

But she fell asleep as she taught.

I went in and took the quilt and gently covered it for her, but she was crying, and her closed eyes kept falling tears.

Love a person, love would rather be crazy, it is really regrettable.

Poor and sad, rich and helpless, the love in the rich is too small to see the sun. If one day I go crazy because of love, will Ji Xiaobei treat Ji Zhixian so patiently?

As soon as I slept until more than six o'clock, I was cooking. She ate naturally, then asked me to borrow a set of pajamas, took a bath, sat at the head of my bed and played computer games. She didn't mean to go back at all.

Ji Xiaobei called, "Chihiro, is my third sister with you?"

She got flustered and then gesticulated to me not to say.

I said, "No."

Ji Xiaobei smiled over there: "Chihiro, take care of her when she is there. I won't ask you to form a party. Don't wait on her as your ancestor and ask her to work, or you'll drive her out."

"Ha, Xiao Bei, you are heartless."

"Or I'll let her drive you out so that I can accept you smoothly."

"......" I don't want this.

"Baby, don't let her sleep in my position. Drive her to the sofa."

"Xiao Bei, it's not good."

"No matter."

"How old are you? You're still so willful."

He said softly, "Chihiro, the third sister's English is very good. It doesn't matter. Let her teach you and let her live with you for a period of time. Every year this month, she will sneak back to Beijing, which will be a little crazy."

"Well, don't worry!"

"Kiss you, I hung up. I hate these endless parties."

After hanging up the phone, Ji Zhixian relaxed and smiled at me: "Chihiro, thank you." she pulled up the quilt and went to bed.

When she sleeps, she looks like a very insecure person, holding her tightly all over. When I turn around, she will wake up and tell me not to turn off the light.

I seem to have seen the original me, but she is much better than me.

When I came back from France, everything there was like a nightmare. I didn't dare to sleep all night. I held my mother's ashes and even took it away from me. I would cry dizzy. I was afraid of seeing people, and I was even more afraid of seeing the light. I kept it closed every day. If the servant didn't ask me to eat, I wouldn't go down. I'd rather be hungry than sleep all night, It's crying, waking up, sleeping, and bleeding.

I relied on Qiao Dongcheng. I told her that we should get married early, but Qiao Dongcheng didn't want to, and neither did aunt Qiao. She said we were still young.

Too many eyes, my self-esteem is very small, but there are some after all. In the last few quarrels, I rely on Qiao Dongcheng. I'm sad until he comes back later. Lin Jing thought I had divided with him and called me several times.

She said she was busy at work and asked me to pick up a child.

Later, I knew it was Qiao Dongcheng's child. The weak bottom line in my heart was finally broken. I couldn't continue like that. I didn't want to live in the despised eyes of the Qiao family.

No, No.

I asked Qiao Dongcheng again, "would you like to marry me?"

He said, "do you know what you look like now? Do you know what you mean by what you say now?"

Even he thinks so low of me. How can I stay at Qiao's house again? I packed up my things and left. I want to pick up all my self-esteem. I don't want to bleed any more. I don't want Lin Jing to laugh at me and the sea tide to laugh at me.

It's not easy to find a job for the first time, but everything doesn't last long. The Qiao family's relationship makes me have nowhere to rely on.

Joe's mother meant to ask me to terminate my engagement with Qiao Dongcheng, but I was so stubborn that I didn't, but I had to be independent.

Miss Lin Duan more and more. Will he forgive me and come back?

Lintuan, I'm learning to be independent. I stand up hard step by step. Moqianxun is really not a person who can't stand suffering.

Looking at Ji Zhixian crying in bed now, isn't it the shadow of my past? She is much happier than me. I have no brothers and sisters and no home. She also has, she's much cleaner than me. Gently patted her on the shoulder: "don't indulge in the past, it will always pass."