They don't want to hear or look for moqianxun.
I thought Lin Duan wouldn't come to look for me. Now he mentions strangers in China, but everyone scolds me.
He came. When I left, I relied on him and reluctantly held him and refused to let go.
He patted me on the back: "Chihiro, you can go there and learn to be more independent. Too many rumors in China will slander you."
"But I don't want you, Lin Duan." tell me not to leave, tell me not to leave, please.
"Go, your mother has gone through the formalities. I'll go to France to see you and find you. I'll transfer after I finish my school. I want to go to France. My father told me to go to the United States, but if I go to France, I'll guard you. Foreigners are very open. I'm afraid you'll be ticked off. I'm even more afraid you'll learn badly."
I just laugh. It's nice of him to be nervous.
"Then you must come to France to find me. If you don't come, I'll learn French. I'll find a boyfriend in France and dump you."
Lin Duan smiled and pinched my nose: "I will find you."
"Well, I believe you. You must come."
He didn't come. He never came.
Domestic universities are now on holiday. France is so hot that it runs around hospitals and dance venues every day. It's numb to dance.
On Wednesday and Saturday, I will go to bed with the man regularly, and I can get a lot of money every time to support my mother's next operation.
When mom is ready, I won't accompany him again. Sell your own and achieve your goal.
Lin Duan came. We no longer lived in the former place. He gave some money to inquire. When I knew I was washing dishes and asking, he found out where I danced thigh dance. I was jealous that I did well now. Many people liked to tip me and laughed at Lin Duan as my benefactor.
After changing clothes to work, several people laughed, "Jessica, your benefactor has come."
I didn't care. I jumped enthusiastically. Anyway, opening my mouth was a smile. I raised the wine bottle to my mouth and drank it. After drinking a bottle, I could get a tip. Those men would put money in their bra. Lin Duan saw everything. He couldn't believe the proud and noble me.
Always follow, he said to me: "Mo Qianxun, is what they said true, and have you sold yourself to others?"
"Yes." yes, yes, no, no, I won't lie to you.
Lintuan was very angry: "are you so cheap, Mo Qianxun? Do you have to torture yourself like this? I think you are mistaken. You have always been a daughter who can't stand hardship. You can't even be independent. I came to France to see you just want to be with you, Mo Qianxun, but now, I don't know you."
I screamed angrily, I washed dishes, I accompanied men, I didn't cry when I was dying of pain, but your accusation made my tears stop.
In fact, when I saw him standing under the lamp, I was sad that Tsinghua was so clean. I was sad for myself, because I was no longer worthy of you, Lin Duan.
You don't care that I am the daughter of a embezzler, but our pure oath, we will be together forever.
I think I can't, really can't, I'm dirty and don't want to dye you black, even if I love you so much.
I looked at him stubbornly and proudly: "Lin Duan, I want you to take care of me. Who are you? You say you love me, what do you love me, and do you want to go to bed with me." hurt him. He took the injury away, so I won't be sad in my dirty world.
His cell phone rang. He connected and said, "Lin Jing, I'm in France. I found Chihiro."
"I want you to take care of it. Why are you looking for me? I just accompany men. I just betray myself."
He yelled at me: "Mo Qianxun, can you not be so cheap."
He hung up the phone and grabbed my shoulder: "I don't believe you will become like this. You compensate my stranger. I came to France. I came to find her. I want to be with her."
But Lin Duan really can't go back.
The Korean woman from work smiled and said, "Jessica, it's good. She seduced another man. This looks very tender. She picked up your car. I saw you vomit in the bathroom just now. Are you pregnant? Oh, my God, who's the child's father?"
Lin Duan gave me a hard look: "in fact, I really love you." he turned and left.
I really want to hold him, but I can only stop by the side of the road and feel heartache.
He strode along, biting his teeth and swallowing his tears.
My mother will have an operation again. I gave all the money to the doctor. They told me that it might be more dangerous this time.
No more thigh dancing, no more going to the mysterious house, break it, break it, I really feel bad. Thinking of Lin Duan's eyes, I cut me like a knife.
Walking in the streets of France, heartache is like wringing, step by step difficult.
Passers by looked at me in surprise. I looked back and found that there was blood on the ground. When it came down from my legs is unknown.
My head was dizzy. It seemed relaxed the moment I fell to the ground.
If only I never had to wake up.
Let me sleep in hell and never wake up again, so that I won't remember that I was so dirty.
Kind people sent me to a nearby private clinic, but I didn't have money. They told me that I was three months pregnant, and now the fetus may not be saved.
I hold my hair. I want to go crazy. Why don't you let me die.
Without money, I can only take medicine to abort. Another big bleeding is picking up bottles. Without money to cure my body, the doctor in my mother's hospital told me that I may not have children again.
I didn't even have tears. I looked at the man and ghost in the mirror.
Why don't you let me die? I've climbed up the top floor of the hospital. I want to fall. The doctor came up and called me, "Jessica, your mother has something to tell you. Don't blow here."
My mother took my hand and looked at me painfully.
I smiled and said to her, "Mom, Chihiro is not tired at all. Chihiro hasn't worked before. Now he has learned everything in France."
"The doctor said you were bleeding. You may not be pregnant again."
"Mom." originally, she heard it.
"Chihiro, it's mom and dad who did evil for you."
"No, mom, it's good for mom to finish the operation. Chihiro will wash more dishes after Chihiro. We'll get through these hard days. Chihiro has nothing and can't live without her mother."
She gently stroked my face: "Mom's Chihiro has always been the bravest and most filial Chihiro. Chihiro, don't hate dad. Dad loves Chihiro very much, and mom loves dad very much."