Chapter 809

He looked at me: "Chihiro, you've lost a lot of weight, but your spirit is very good."

I smiled: "isn't that good? It's good to do things like this every day. I learn a lot of things I can't learn from books, but I have to go back to class after the new year."

Although the diploma is not very important, I don't want to admit defeat easily.

"Go and have a cup of coffee."

"OK." he told me something. I haven't had a good chat with him for a long time.

I pressed the elevator and went straight to the first floor.

There was a place to drink coffee. He chose a good place and ordered a cup of coffee with milk. He looked at me and smiled: "now start adding milk?"

"Yes, drinking pure black is bad for your health."

He smiled: "it's good to know how to take care of your body. Chihiro, it's good to see you reborn. It's really good."

Said a lot of exclamations in my heart. Now look back and see how much willfulness and ignorance I had before.

He suddenly asked me, "Chihiro, did you break up with Ji Xiaobei because of France?"

I looked up at him in surprise. He held my hand: "I know you love Ji Xiaobei very much, so you won't leave Ji Xiaobei easily. He was injured in Beijing. I also know that when I was at the party, he drove very fast and hit a tree and shed a lot of blood."

"Is he badly hurt?" heartache, Ji Xiaobei, why are you dishonest when you drive? Why do you have to be so horizontal.

"It shouldn't be too heavy. You don't have to worry too much. There are a lot of people around him. Don't worry."

"Yes, he's fine without me."

In fact, I really want to be by his side. Even if I look at it, I will be relieved a little.

"Chihiro, is it because of those things?"

I took a breath and nodded, "yes."

"Chihiro, why don't you tell him? I can see that he cares about you very much. Tell him. If he loves you, he will understand you. There's nothing he can do. If he doesn't love you enough, our Chihiro won't be so sad."

I really want to cry. Lin Duan is the one who knows me.

"Chihiro, tell him. If you can't open that mouth, I'll tell him that I don't want Chihiro to make you so uncomfortable. Although you're busy now, everything in your eyes is empty."

I used to attract you. I used to be crazy for you. I liked you so much. At that time, I had a good eye. You know me so well.

Everyone can see that I'm busy now. I'm too busy to stop. I squeeze a smile to deal with it, but Lin Duan knows the loneliness and worry in my heart.

"Chihiro, if you leave me, you will have a better life. If you like Ji Xiaobei, you will be happier. I really bless you. Chihiro, you have suffered so much. You must be happy."

But in this world, you can't get happiness if you suffer more.

I sighed, stirred the coffee and took a sip.

With a lot of milk, it's still a lot of bitterness.

"Chihiro, I'll call Ji Xiaobei now."

I pressed his hand: "no, Lin Duan."

"Let me ask you, do you still love Ji Xiaobei?"

"Love, love, love, I don't know how deep it is." I don't dare to touch it. It's more painful and painful. I'm worried that he can't sleep at night.

I really hope he can forget me. In this case, I may be able to comfort a little.

"Why, Chihiro?" lintuan whispered, "who hasn't passed, has he?"

"Do you really want to know?"

He nodded: "you tell me the reason. I must help you sort it out. I don't want to see you leaning back and smiling. How difficult it is."

"My benefactor in France is Ji Dabei and Ji Xiaobei's brother." there is no secret to Lin Duan, and there is nothing to say.

Lin Duan picked up his coffee and was about to drink, but he was shocked by my words. The cup fell on the table and the coffee flowed everywhere.

My clothes are also stained with spilled coffee. When I catch this color, I can't wash it clean. Just as my life is stained with those dirty black, I can't wash it clean.

He was so upset that he clenched his fist.

I drank coffee with my head down. I was wrong. I really want to order a cup of black coffee. It's bitter like that.

"Chihiro, I'm sorry."

I squeezed a smile: "how can you tell me you're sorry?"

"If I didn't go at that time, it would be different."

"It can't be changed. Before you came, I was already dyed black. Lin Duan, you were standing under the street lamp and were as clean as an angel. You know, when I saw you, I didn't dare to come near. I was afraid to dye black you, but I couldn't help missing you. It's good to see you more and say a word more. I still drove you away, because I'm really afraid to see you The pity and pain in my eyes, Lin Duan, I don't deserve you anymore. "

While talking, tears flow.

He succeeded in motivating me away. I was alone in France to accept the most painful days. When my mother died, I was alone with me.

Back in Beijing, I want to rely on Qiao Dongcheng, but dependence will only bring a lot of disrespect and contempt. I dare not look at me in the mirror. Don't think who can look up to me. When I walk resolutely, I have only one belief in my heart. I want to wait for Lin Duan to come back. If he comes back, I can probably forgive me and accept my past. I am so eager for love and hope to be with him.

This belief has been with me for many days.

You don't know, but you'd rather, you don't know.

"Although I love him very much, Lin Duan, we have to end. I don't want him to know. If he knows all this, he will be very sad. One is his brother. His brother's former woman is his girlfriend. How can he accept it? If I know these relationships at the beginning, I don't think I will know Ji Xiaobei." I won't let him have the opportunity to know me.

"Does Lin Xia know these things, too?"

I nodded: "yes, he went to France and protected me more when he came back. He said I was a simple and beautiful girl. I think he knows, but it doesn't matter. I'm like this. It doesn't matter what others think of me, as long as I don't give up my life."

Lintuan came over and hugged me tightly: "Chihiro, Chihiro, give me your pain."

I tell you everything now. Aren't you also in pain? Aren't you also in pain with me.