"Oh, that's nice."
"Chihiro, how was the festival?"
"Very good. The flowers are really fragrant."
He laughed: "perfume lily, champagne rose, you said thorn, do not love to come."
"It's beautiful."
When I drove to the place where I ate pickled cabbage fish, I looked left and right: "Dongzi, won't they come?"
"No, just us."
"Oh."
"You seem disappointed," he said faintly.
I smiled and walked in.
He ordered the signature pickled fish, spicy shrimp, steamed crab, stuffed tofu and stewed balsam pear. Naturally, I like the dish.
I've always been so intentional, and I've been used to it for a long time.
He picked up the pickled cabbage and put it in my bowl: "eat more."
"Thank you."
"With me, you are always so polite, Chihiro. When can you be so polite to me? Can't we go further?"
I ate in silence and didn't speak.
He gently held my wrist: "Chihiro, I know you hate me before and like you. I thought you would come to me. You will know later. I am so sure, but when you are with Lin Duan, I know that the baby I protect will like others."
I put down my chopsticks: "brother Lin Xia, tell me, what do you like about me?" can't I change it? If you like what I say, I won't say it. If you like my stubbornness, I will change.
Linxia looked at me perplexedly: "if you like it, you can say it, that's good. What you like, you can say it, too."
"Is that all right with me? You know everything about me, Lin Xia. Don't like you. Don't say I really don't deserve you. I just deserve it. I know my feelings very well. Like is like, don't like is don't like. I know your mind, so I don't want to owe you too much, because I can't afford it."
"Chihiro, can't you try it? This may day, I'm not in Beijing. I thought a lot. I also tried to contact other girls, but I just didn't feel that way. Chihiro, try it. I, Lin Xia, don't want to wait or be silent around you. You give me a chance and give you a chance to get out of the haze of Ji Xiaobei. If you don't even try , you judge me out. Chihiro, I'm not reconciled here. "He stroked his heart with one hand:" it's hard, I'm always reconciled. "
"If you can't do it after trying, you can't fall in love with you."
Lin Xia's persistence on her face: "then I won't give you any pressure."
"It's just brother Lin Xia in the future."
He nodded heavily, "yes."
"OK."
If you can put it down, it's good for me and I think it's good for you.
With a smile, he picked up the fish head and gave me the smoothest piece of meat: "Chihiro, I will let you know how much I like you."
Alas, it's a pity that I will let you know that feelings can't come reluctantly.
It's not that we can cultivate it. I just want to restore our friendship and not be mixed with these.
He began to do what his boyfriend should do. The first thing is to wipe my lips with a paper towel. I think it's strange. It's really strange.
I wanted to reach out to pick it up, but he smiled and held my hand. That hand stretched out to wipe my lips very carefully.
"Brother Lin Xia."
"This is what a boyfriend should do."
Well, then I won't say anything. What my boyfriend should do, he makes me uncomfortable all over.
I ate half of the tea and he took it.
He took me home and helped me with my things. Then he went to the supermarket to buy me chocolate and all kinds of snacks. Then he went back to where he lived. The house was still a little messy, so he began to clean up.
I feel a little regretful now, but if I say it, Lin Xia will be very hurt and excited. I think I'm playing with him.
Just three months? If I can insist, why should I be afraid.
In short, he won't force me to do what I don't want to do. Lin Xia is definitely an honest man.
I went to take a bath, then threw all my clothes into the washing machine, and put my underwear in the bathroom. Thinking that he was in the hall, if I wanted to go to the balcony to dry my clothes, I had to pass through the hall, so I hung it in the bathroom at will, and then took it out to dry it when he left.
Lin Xia wiped the table clean and looked very happy. When I came out, he smiled and said to me, "Chihiro, you can read books. If you're hungry later, I'll cook supper for me."
"Brother Lin Xia, you can cook."
He shook his finger: "Chihiro, it's Lin Xia. Don't call it brother. I never wanted to be your brother."
"People in South Korea are called brother. This word can't be called disorderly."
Pick up the book and eat his washed raisin. It's very sweet. It doesn't even have seeds. It's most suitable for lazy people like me.
Lin Xia smiled: "that's on the side of the stick. Our China is our China."
"Unexpectedly, brother Lin Xia knows the word stick, ha ha."
"I don't live in a cave on the top of the mountain."
He went to the bathroom for a while and came out: "Chihiro, this dress can't be hung in the bathroom."
I was sweating. He came out with my underwear and hung it on the balcony for me. By the way, he dried the clothes in the washing machine for me.
Look down and read, pretending to see nothing. After all this, he sat next to me, held my waist in one hand and skinned the Raisin in the other hand.
He said that both men and women are like this, so I rely on him.
Look at the time: "Lin Xia, it's eleven o'clock. I'm going to bed."
"Yes, it's so late. You should have a rest first." he stood up and said, "I'll pick you up tomorrow."
"Oh, no, you always have to give me some space of my own. Lin Xia, take your time. Otherwise, I don't feel comfortable. What should I do?"
"OK." he replied, "go to sleep in the room. I'll turn off the light outside, lock the door and go back."
If he wants to be so careful, he can't stop him.
He pulled up the quilt, covered it for me, and kissed on my forehead: "have a good dream in the evening, Chihiro. I'm very happy today. Thank you for giving me this happiness."
I was relieved as soon as he left. It's really hard to get used to his kindness to me.
But he didn't want to give up like that. He had to try whether we couldn't cultivate feelings between us.
Ji Xiaobei, let me show you. I'm really close to him.
This is a constant tug, that is a tangle.
In June, Beijing began to heat up. On a rare holiday, Lin Xia took me to change my clothes. Unlike Ji Xiaobei, he likes to dress me up. When I try on my clothes, he will carefully show me whether it is appropriate, whether the quality is good or not, and whether it will be uncomfortable. It is different from my personal feeling.