But he armed himself again: "are you calling now to laugh at me? I read the magazine and the news."
His voice over there was thick and tight.
"Mo Qianxun, did my elder brother say something to you? Did he forbid you to be with me, didn't he?"
The last three words almost roared out.
I bit my lip, and he yelled again, "don't you tell me."
"Yes, he said your father didn't allow us to be together." it's better to say so.
I can't decide everything about you selfishly. If you insist on knowing, I'll tell you. Also let you see what kind of person I am, how imperfect.
Ju said that when you want to know someone, you want to be together and separate because of understanding.
In fact, I won't tell you because I'm also a little selfish. I think I can leave a fairly good memory in your heart.
"Chihiro, how can you be like this? I said that no matter how many obstacles, I was there. I said."
"Xiaobei." I called low, "where are you? I'll see you."
"It's downstairs."
"I'll be right down."
He ran out without slippers and the door closed. At this moment, he only thought of him.
Walking barefoot on the floor, those cold feet are trying to stop me from moving forward and try to make my calmness come back. Now, I don't want these calmness at all.
The elevator goes down layer by layer. I'm still wearing pajamas. My hair is still a little messy, but I'm so persistent.
The dark wind is blowing loudly. Pedestrians run fast. No one will be so stupid and stand in place waiting for the wind and rain to sweep in.
Except Ji Xiaobei, he stood in the dark sky, the lightning flashed over his head, and the wind blew everything disorderly.
I walked towards him and hugged him in the wind.
Without saying anything, he bowed his head and kissed my lips. It was so urgent and fierce that I couldn't breathe anymore. He gently let go of me and said hoarsely and tired, "stop it, baby."
Tears slipped down in such a moment.
I stroked his face and looked into his eyes: "don't you want to know why? Well, I tell you, Ji Xiaobei, after my father's accident, I went to France with my mother. It was not easy for us. My mother jumped out of a building to commit suicide. I want to save my mother. I sold myself to others in France."
He yelled at me, "I don't care who you were before. You have your past and I have mine."
Nice Ji Xiaobei. How many men can make sense of this.
I cried, "but that man is your big brother, Ji Dabei."
His hands around my waist were frozen, and his face could not believe it. That kind of surprise and expression were like a knife, hard drilling into my heart.
Tell him that's what I'm worried about. It will be like this after all.
I endured the pain and gently pulled his hand away from my waist: "your eldest brother came back and I knew it was him, so Ji Xiaobei, you said how we can continue, so Ji Xiaobei, you will give up your heart in the future. Don't embarrass yourself or me."
The wind with big drops of rain, hit on the head, face and body, which is not painful and which is not numb.
No matter how crazy the tears flow, you don't have to worry about how many people will see them in the rain.
I heard the voice of my own sigh, mixed with the wind and rain, so fierce that if I turned and left, I walked forward carefully in the heavy rain.
My life is like me now. I have long lost fairness. I walk barefoot in the rain. How slippery it is. It's easy to fall. I'll hurt if I fall.
Lift up your sleeve, put on a tear, look up at the wind and rain and smile.
The rain hit my eyes. It hurt so much that I couldn't stop crying.
People who take shelter from the rain look at me. Those eyes are terrible. I just want to find a place to hide myself, run up and rush into the room with the door open, and wrap myself carefully with a quilt.
It's so cold. It's always cold on rainy days.
I don't want to stay in Beijing anymore. I don't want to wait for Lin Xia anymore. I put on my clothes, turn off my mobile phone and leave right away.
Hide in a place where no one can find me. I licked my wound and came out again. I opened my wound and let Ji Xiaobei see it. I thought I didn't care. It was so painful.
Wet and barefoot in the carriage, shaking and shaking, I opened my eyes for fear of missing the platform.
I'm always like this, stumbling and injured, but it's not worth sympathy. I'm always like this, always like this.
After sleeping for two days, the rain made me have a high fever for two days. Indeed, no one could find me. I ran back to the pupa to shrink.
When I drank all the water I bought, my mouth was so dry that I squatted on the roadside to eat after buying a sweet cone. I was covered with dust from passing vehicles.
I eat very seriously. After eating, I will press down all my injuries.
Just give yourself time to bury those wounds.
I have already lost my willful qualification, just as I lost my qualification to withdraw Jiao and took a long-distance bus to change all the way to w City.
When I arrived at the Angel Hotel, I had cleaned up all my feelings.
"Miss Mo, you're here."
I nodded and the security guard came up to take my luggage.
"I'm a little tired."
"Manager Cen said that the 13th floor had prepared a place for Miss Mo to rest."
"OK, thank you."
He went up and entered the prepared room. The room with blessing and all kinds of dry flowers was like home. The warm beige color and the dry blue stars all over the sky smelled deeply, as if it was still contaminated with its once fragrance.
The room is also light blue. It's not the design of the hotel room. There are dolls around. Climb into bed and sleep hard. It will be night, and then I'll cheer up and do things.
Even if I have nothing, I am still my own. I said I don't admit defeat again. I held my mother's ashes in France and said that I should love myself after moqianxun.
When I woke up, I was full of energy. I asked someone to send me a set of work clothes and take care of it. Then I went down.
CEN Fei drove back, looked at me and said, "Miss Mo, why is your spirit so bad? It's better to have a good rest tonight and see the hotel tomorrow. Anyway, it's also off-season."
"I've had enough rest."
Drink a cup of bitter coffee. It's so bitter that I feel a little uncomfortable.
CEN Fei smiled: "it's better to have more rest. By the way, some of your friends called the hotel the first two days and asked if you were in the hotel."