I don't like him blaming himself for his past. It's not worth it.
Even if it is self blame, even regret, even if you think more, it is impossible to change the current facts.
Lin Duan seems to be developing very well. It's good. I'm happy for him.
"This period of time will be very busy, a lot of things are developing."
"OK, but I hope one day, Lin Duan's own life is Lin Duan's own life." it doesn't have to be changed because of who or what.
He smiled and said helplessly, "Lin Xia is really insightful. He knows Chihiro is a baby. I found it early in the morning, but I accidentally lost it. I wanted to find it back, but I couldn't."
"Cut."
A warm smile in my heart, many people look down on me, but I am still very happy, because many people also regard me as a treasure in their heart.
So many spoiled and spoiled love have made up for what I lack.
"If you are free, ask me out for dinner and play more."
"Play games or not?"
"OK."
I readily responded. I took a taxi outside to the game room. For many years, those places have not changed much. However, in the era of the Internet, the game room is extremely deserted. In the past, I had to wait in line and let the police seal it up.
Now it's OK. There's a tight space. One person occupies a machine and fights. Unfortunately, I'm still not as good as Lin Duan.
Obviously, he was the one who was damaged by me. He used to play Tetris, then billiards and spin wood. Anyway, I have a headache. Lin Duan is smart. He turns well when he turns.
Straight on the snow outside, I still like to step on the clean snow. I'm very happy to hear the sound of the broken snow.
Lin Duan held my hand and walked. I carefully stepped on the fence above the flower garden, squeaking step by step. I really smiled: "Lin Duan, my youth has never been in vain. I used to be reckless, enjoying and bad."
"Look, now it's not growing up, converging, and a lady."
"Ha ha." I jumped down with a smile: "fake lady, it's still very bad in my bones. Where's your car?"
"Right ahead."
"Very good, Audi A8. This series is very popular with young talents and elites."
"Let you drive."
"Yes, but don't worry. My driving skills are much better now. I won't be the same as before."
Lin Duan answered with a smile: "really?"
"Cut, of course. Why did I lie to you? I've been driving taxis in Beijing for nearly three years. With my eyes closed, I almost know the road. I know how many minutes it takes for the traffic lights at each intersection."
Lintuan was a little sad: "Chihiro, you had a hard time in those days."
"Oh, no, I think it's good. It's a test of my willpower and independence. At that time, you didn't all say if I could stop being willful and be sensible. Now I've finally learned, so growth comes at a price, so there's nothing." grab his car key: "Ju said that the car is a man's little wife. I want to see your little wife."
I opened the door and went in. The car was not the famous car that those people wanted to give me, but I felt more secure when I sat in the car.
My young people are either the second generation of officials or the second generation of rich people. They can afford to play, send, spend and eat. They have accumulated from Lao Tzu. They all use Lao Tzu's relations to do this and that in the capital. They get money from the government's oil and water, but Lin Duan earns it hard. He is down-to-earth and has no one to rely on or help him.
It drives very smoothly. The performance is very good. I dare not drive too fast in such a heavy snow. I took a slow ride on Chang'an Road.
Tiananmen Square is covered with snow, guards are still guarding, there are still so many tourists, and Beijing is so lively no matter how cold it is.
He took me back and drove away. I got on the bus. Lin Xia wasn't there. My mother was wiping the ground. She looked at me and said, "Sir, I just went out."
"Yes."
Go to the study and surf the Internet to kill time. There is an invitation on the table. Lin Xia's things have never been secret to me.
When I opened it, those words hurt my eyes.
Please take Mr. Lin Xia with you to the engagement banquet between Ji Xiaobei and Li Feier. The time is February 2, yunshang hotel.
Fingers to touch Ji Xiaobei three cold words, Xiaobei, you're getting engaged. It's good. I wish you happiness and beauty because of simplicity all your life.
With me, I can't give you too many things. I'm wronging you.
He closed it and sighed long.
Open the game, play it again and again, and watch it again and again, but I didn't pass a level. It's very sad.
As soon as Lin Xia came back, he picked me up and let me sit on his feet, holding my waist with both hands and laughing: "can't play?"
"Yes."
"Come on, let's play slowly."
"Oh, it's just a boring game. Don't play it."
"Yes, don't hurt your brain too much. You're still angry. I saw you murderous at the door just now and thought you wanted to smash the computer. What did you eat with Lin Duan at noon, right?"
I opened it again, at least it can let me share more God.
While playing, he replied, "it's OK. I don't like the braised meat there. I'm too tired."
"Soup is stewing in the kitchen now. Have some later."
"Make up soup again?" I stepped down a face.
Lin Xia smiled: "you see, you are so thin now. How can you do without mending? Good, winter is the best time to mend your body. If you mend it well, your body will warm up. It won't be cold like snow in winter."
"Why are you home so early today? Don't you have to be busy with the company now?"
He put his face on my back and said, "it's Saturday, Chihiro."
"Oh, it's Saturday. I don't remember. I don't know the day of the week if I don't have class."
In fact, I know that I don't care about him enough, but there's no way. My heart hasn't turned around on him. I have to do a lot of things, but forgive me, I really can't.
"Would you like a tutor to teach you English?"
"No, by the way, Lin Xia, tomorrow Sunday, I have to see Mo Yan."
He said softly, "well, do you want to go alone or..."
"I'll just go."
"Chihiro, my kind Chihiro." he smiled: "I've really grown up, sensible, and know how to deal with some feelings."
But I found that if I grow up and be sensible, I will be like this.