Lin Xia looked at me with a spoiled smile: "that's because I said hello to them and said to take my Lin Xia's wife to see them. The meeting gift is natural."
Put all the money away: "there's too much cash. Give it to you. There are many children in your family. They always want to seal a profit, as well as your company."
"These are all ready. You can keep them for you."
"Alas, when can I stop eating out? I'm so tired." I'm also tired. I don't remember what to call those strangers in a twinkling of an eye.
Lin Xia pulled my clothes and let me lie on him. Her slender fingers rubbed my shoulder: "are you tired?"
"Hum, I'm really tired."
"Mom he has a holiday. Let's eat for the next two days and go home to eat. I'll cook you what you want."
"Lin Xia, you couldn't cook before."
"No."
"I won't either, but now I will. Maybe it's just growing up. In the past, I was a female devil in the courtyard. I was fierce and domineering. I was bold enough to steal other people's oranges."
He smiled: "I know. I gave the money to that family, or they would have to come to your house. Oranges are always sold. Give her some money and it will be flat. If your mother really wants to know, you have to be punished."
I also smiled. At that time, I was really unscrupulous: "my mother always wanted me to be a lady, but I was very rebellious in my bones."
"I asked for some traditional Chinese medicine to treat your dysmenorrhea. I'll stew it first."
"I don't want to eat, bitter." I just don't remember when I stay in bed.
"You see, your fingertips are shaking with pain this time. Although western medicine works quickly, it can't break its roots. You have to use traditional Chinese medicine to reconcile your body."
I stretched out my hand and messed up his black hair: "Lin Xia, if I am so capricious, will you be very tired?"
"Fool, how can you lie down and I'll stew it."
For fear that I would fall asleep, he covered me with a thin blanket.
I raised my hand, and there were shining diamond rings on the ring fingers of my hands.
Just marry you. Maybe our feelings will come into being slowly in the future. Those who really love me hope I can be happy, and you can spoil me to heaven.
He got up and went out of the kitchen. He leaned against the sill and quietly watched him wash the medicine pot. Then he washed the medicine soaked in the water again before putting it on it. He put three bowls of water and opened fire to stew.
"What's the matter?" he turned to look at me: "it's like a very sticky person. Did you drink when I didn't look at it today?"
I shook my head: "I didn't drink. As soon as you go, you say I can't drink. How can people coax me to drink."
He wiped his hands and opened the refrigerator to see, "there are many dishes. You're tired of it. I'll make you a mustard salted egg soup to clear your stomach, okay?"
"I don't want to."
He came and touched my forehead to see if I was uncomfortable.
I pulled down his hand: "I haven't been like this for many years. I've been in a hurry for dinner since my father's accident."
"You'll be busy in the future, and there are many relatives next to Lao Lin's house." he came and hugged me: "it will be very lively every year, and you won't be alone."
"Lin Xia, in fact, I don't like lilies."
"That's OK. I'll send you flowers later. There's always something you like. Do you hear the sound of fireworks outside?"
He let go of me and went to open the thick curtain in the hall. Outside the floor glass, there were fireworks. Today's winter in Beijing has been so long.
A string of fireworks, blooming in the night sky, fell beautiful.
Some people say that fireworks are so lonely.
Lying on his back, the shallow warmth spread from his clothes to my face.
Lin Xia looked back and hugged me and smiled, "Chihiro, how about dancing?"
After that, I played music and talked about dancing. I used to be my favorite. I dabbled in belly dance, jazz dance, health dance and folk dance.
He played tango. I kicked my slippers and stood on tiptoe. He leaned aside and watched quietly.
Spin kick, turn around, a person's Tango is still so touching, affectionate and dynamic.
The hem of the nightdress is waving, jumping more and more smoothly, in a particularly good state.
Amorous and seductive, but she whirled past. Like a gypsy girl, Lin Duan praised me for dancing well before.
Rotating is very tired. When I hit the sofa, I just lay there: "I'm so tired."
"Chihiro, you dance. It's really beautiful."
"My father said that dancing is not good, especially I still dance these." so don't learn it for me. National standard dance and cowboy dance are my favorite. When you want to seduce a person, you can be very wild with your eyes.
He lowered his head and kissed my lips. "It's very nice. If you want to learn again, you can sign up for an international class in your spare time."
"I'm not interested." I gasped, he kissed, and went down more and more.
A love is doomed to escape.
……
"Lin Xia," I whispered his name, "I'll take a bath."
He didn't let go, so he hugged me: "Chihiro, let's have a baby. You won't feel lonely. There are your closest people with the same blood as you."
"The doctor said, I can't have a baby."
"I don't believe it," he said. "Now that medicine is so developed, it's not difficult to have a child."
I pushed him and felt disgusted: "Linxia, don't force me to have a child. Don't say I can't have a baby. Even if I can, I don't want to have a baby."
His eyes were dim, he sighed, turned over and pulled me up: "I'll put water for you."
Carrying the bathroom door, I looked at me in the mirror, my flushed face.
Lin Xia, if I fell in love with you, that would be great. I wouldn't be so tangled. I know you love me very much. Everything follows me and dotes on me, but you don't love me. After all, you really can't force it. If you have great hopes, you will be more lost.
After taking a bath, I poured out a piece of medicine, put it in my mouth, poured out a glass of water and swallowed it.
Lin Xia is in the study. I don't know what he is doing. I don't want to comfort him.
If I don't want to live, I don't want to live, and I can't live.
I don't want to step back on you because you are good to me and spoil me.
I'm sorry, because I haven't loved you yet. So I won't change my mind for you.