Don't be capricious anymore. After separation, we should learn to love ourselves more and more, treat ourselves well and make ourselves better. It's not worth our love.
At that time, we watched TV together and saw the flying snow in Midsummer in Australia. I sighed incomparably. I said it would be good if I could feel it.
So you went.
I said skiing in Switzerland was also very interesting. You still went.
Do you want to call you, even if it's a greeting? What if you break up, can't you be friends? Lin Duan and I can't be friends. We've loved each other.
I find many reasons for myself and want to convince myself.
I want to give him a call now and then. Lin Xia took off the mask on my face, and I opened my eyes in fear.
"What's the matter, Chihiro?"
"Almost scared," I said honestly.
He smiled softly, "are you dozing off again? Your hair has been washed. I brought water to wash your face."
I dare not face his affectionate eyes and don't look at the smile on his face.
I closed my eyes and said softly, "I really want to sleep."
"Wash your face and go to bed."
He took me back to my room to sleep before he went to clean up everything outside. Like a thief, I secretly sent a message to Ji Xiaobei on my mobile phone: Xiaobei, what happened to you?
It's like a friend's greeting. I sent it out and breathed a sigh of relief in my heart.
But the cell phone never rings.
Lin Xia took a bath and went to sleep. He hugged my waist and kissed my earlobe: "Chihiro."
I said softly, "Lin Xia, I'm so tired today."
He just kissed me on the cheek and said, "go to bed early."
I closed my eyes but didn't feel sleepy. I listened quietly. There was no sound in the silent room. Ji Xiaobei has no phone and no information for me. Maybe there's nothing wrong, so I can rest assured.
Men's desire is always stronger in the morning. Lin Xia is a normal man and keeps kissing my neck: "Chihiro, Chihiro."
He wants me, so obviously.
I want to pretend to sleep, but his hand is so familiar with my body, pulling, seducing and teasing.
No matter how deep you sleep, you will wake up. How can you keep pretending? It's deliberate. Lin Xia is so smart. When did I escape his eyes?
He whispered in my ear, "Chihiro, give it to me."
I'm in your bed, you want me, and I have no right to resist.
By your side, be your woman, listen to your words, I still remember.
He is very gentle and won't hurt me. He does enough foreplay to make me happy every time, but he won't wear a condom. Moreover, he will leave the seeds in my body and deliberately want me to conceive.
He didn't hide his purpose.
Each other's hearts were panting. He kissed my lips and his eyes were full of thick love: "my Chihiro."
"You're going to work, Linxia."
He went to get up and wash it. I would wash it again when he came out. I still poured a pill and took it.
Today, I have to report to school.
Li Feier's phone call didn't come again. Xiaobei may have begun to be unruly.
But all day, it was so uncomfortable.
Walking on the tree lined road outside the school, the mobile phone information vibrated.
It turned out to be the message sent to me by Li Feier's phone number yesterday: the weather forecast said it was not suitable to go skiing today. Xiao Bei and some friends went on an adventure. I called him and he didn't answer. You should persuade him quickly. His life will be in danger.
I tried to call his cell phone number, but I couldn't get through all the time.
I saw Lin Xia downstairs opposite. He stood there with a smile, holding a bunch of roses as white as snow, still as pure ink painting, fresh and meaningful, which attracted many people.
"Chihiro." he called me.
I smiled and walked over. He took the book in my hand and said, "how? Can you adapt?"
"Hehe, it's OK. It's nothing. It's easy." he pulled the flower in his hand and smelled it. It's really fragrant.
"You're not in good spirits."
"I haven't been like this for a long time. I'm a little sleepy. Just go up and sleep." I feel very hot. I should have a fever again.
I thought to myself that maybe there was nothing wrong, otherwise Ji Zhixian would call me.
"It's kind of tired. I really love you."
"I should exercise well."
He took my hand and clasped it all the way in.
When I went upstairs, I sat down on the sofa, squatted down, took off my shoes and mentioned them to the shoe cabinet. When I came back, I had a pair of cotton slippers on my hand and put them on me: "drink water, I'll get a towel to wipe your face and go to bed."
"OK."
He sighed a long sigh as he wiped my fingers clean with a towel.
He smiled, "what's the matter?"
"Lin Xia, leave work so early and don't do business."
He also smiled: "don't be too active at work. Career is important, but don't take it as the first. Go and have a rest."
I couldn't sleep when I went in. I took my cell phone in the quilt and looked again and again. I couldn't get through to his cell phone as soon as I could.
Maybe it's not good for me. It's really bad.
I sighed. I didn't stick to it anymore. I deleted the call record.
After a sleepy sleep, Lin Xia opened the door and watched me sit up. He spoiled me and stroked my hair. He straightened it: "I just want to wake you up. I've slept for a long time. I can't sleep at night. You have no spirit during the day."
I opened the quilt and he brought me a thicker indoor comfortable dress: "put it on. Just wake up and wear more clothes. Chihiro, the next day is a week. Why don't I take you to the doctor? I always think you're not in good spirits. I'm afraid there's something wrong with your body. If you check it earlier, you can rest assured."
I am the last one to go to the hospital: "or, it will be better after a period of time. I've been lazy for too long. Lin Xia, do you smell the delicious smell? What delicious food have you made?"
"Come out and have a look." he smiled, raised his eyebrows and gave me his hand.
I stood up with his strength. The table outside was full of special food. He Ma was busy in the kitchen.
"He ma brought it. Let's try it. These are the special new year goods in her hometown."
"I'll try it."
Took one to eat: "a little spicy, but good."
"Eat less. It's greasy. If you eat too much, you can't eat."
"Lin Xia, there must be no taboos when eating. If it is too fine, it will be weak without wind. This can't be done, that can't be done, and finally the body can't be done directly."