Chapter 904

This is to live, have feelings, have pain, still have happiness.

When Chen Jingjing saw me, he smiled and said, "Hey, moqianxun, you don't look very comfortable. Are you okay?"

"OK."

"Then go to class."

"OK."

After class, the rain had stopped, the sun showed his head weakly, the wind was still whistling and disordered my short hair. I took an umbrella and shook the water above.

He said he set me free. I can go where I want to go, but I don't know where to go?

I stood outside the community and walked in.

When she opened the door and went in, he ma cooked the meal. When she saw me coming back, she smiled and said, "Miss Mo, the meal is ready."

"Thank you."

After eating, I went into the bedroom and took a nap like that every day. Lin Xia was not there. The quilt was messy on the bed as I left. When I sat up, it was so lonely.

In the afternoon, I slept without class. Lin Xia came back. I heard him push the door. I just looked at me for a while and closed the door.

He went to another room to have a rest. He wouldn't worry and affect me.

On Saturday, when Ji Xiaobei was buried, Zhixian called me. At that time, she had a fever and was still lying in bed.

I measured it with my body temperature. It's just a low fever. Don't worry about it.

Put on a black suit and gently take it out of the door. His mother won't ask me where I'm going. I know Lin Xia doesn't come out today. He doesn't ask, as he said.

I bought a bunch of sea taros. It was quiet in the cemetery. It was only a light rain in the sky. The air was so fresh and the rain on the peach blossom tree was still dripping. It was so bright and moving.

Without you, the flowers are still colored, but they can't smell the fragrance.

I stood quietly behind your family. Your father still didn't show up. Xiao Bei, it's your luck or your sadness to be born in such a home. It's never more important than power.

No matter how much I spoil you, I just have a degree.

The three sisters of the Ji family stood there, very straight.

I offer the sea taro. There is not much between the white chrysanthemums. Suddenly, Xiaobei, my favorite flower, you give it to me every time. This time, I give it to you.

In heaven, I hope you can really free yourself and don't feel sad for anything or anyone.

You can't put the picture of your face in your eyes. I like stroking your eyebrows. I like pulling your earlobes. You like biting my chin, pinching my nose and kicking my ass. you also like me to squeeze toothpaste for you.

Now, it's just a memory.

Ji Xiaobei is so lonely on that monument.

I reached out and gently touched it, feeling the concave convex feeling at that moment.

"Chihiro." Ji Zhixian came to pull me: "don't be too sad."

"I'm not sad. Xiao Bei won't like me crying all the time."

I stayed quietly. It began to rain. They all went back. Ji Zhixian accompanied me in the rain and walked slowly.

I sighed: "Zhixian, it's all my fault. I've already received a call from Li Feier. If I had listened to her at that time, if I had been desperate to call Xiaobei at that time, maybe it wouldn't have been like this."

"Don't think so. Chihiro, Xiaobei's mobile phone is placed in the camp at the foot of the mountain because the signal is bad. Even if he calls, he can't get it."

But I always think I'm not good. I walked out of the cemetery. It's not easy to take a taxi here. Ji Zhixian didn't drive here, neither did I.

Maybe the Ji sisters thought I would drive Ji Zhixian back by the way.

They looked at each other and smiled. I said, "dare you just walk back to Beijing with me in the rain and drink in the house before Xiaobei."

"What dare not."

It rained harder and harder, but it was easier to walk.

They were like crazy people. When they were tired, they took off their shoes and ran with one in one hand.

The bigger the rain is, the better the wind is. It's really enjoyable. Pour down all the pain in our hearts and blow away all our sadness.

Back to the place where I lived with him, the password was the same as before. I entered it. There was a dusty floor and no one lived alone.

Running to get all the lights on, Ji Ji carried a big bag of red wine, Baijiu and beer. "Don't say anything today, drink what you want, and don't drink it if you don't want to."

What Baijiu is for me? Red wine be nothing difficult. Beer can drink as water.

I found a plate to wash and mixed the wine. In this way, how can I not get drunk.

If you're drunk, lie on the ground and have a big sleep. You can't remember anything.

Those past injuries, those past pain, those past love, do not remember.

Xiao Bei, go all the way.

Ji Zhixian slept soundly. I also smelled of wine, and I was uncomfortable. When the disgusting smell came up, I quickly vomited.

The world was shaking. I held the wall tightly and came out. My forehead and palm were extremely hot. I think I have a fever again and I was soaked all over.

I turned on the TV in the middle of the night, and the old things were still in the video recorder.

I appeared on TV and laughed so happily.

He said, "Chihiro, go a little further, go a little further. Yes, it's beautiful by the almond tree. See this? It's the pit with the most terracotta warriors and horses."

I blocked the video recorder with one hand and shouted, "why take these ugly pictures for me? No, no, come again."

Then two twisted faces appeared in front of him, making faces. He kissed me quickly and smiled proudly: "Mo Qianxun, I'll make a pit for you when you die."

"I don't want it."

"It's necessary. I don't know if people will dig it out in the next few hundred years."

I made a gesture to punch him: "you're bad hearted. You want people to dig it out and make me die restlessly. You show it to people every day."

He laughed: "baby, now my IQ has finally improved a little. I can guess my mind. OK, I'll count the stars and you'll count the moon and the sun."

I jumped up and grabbed his headphones, said to the video recorder, "look, this is his punishment. Ji Xiaobei, you villain, count your sun, moon and stars, your uncle's."

The more you look, the more you dare not look. The happiness you see in the past at night can no longer be touched.

I turned it off and touched Ji Zhixian's face. I also had a fever.

I pushed her hard. She still didn't wake up and called Ji Xiaoyi: "Zhixian, she's drunk. She's in XXXXX. She's a little feverish now. Come and pick her up to the hospital. The password is the Pinyin abbreviation of my name."

I'm also a little burned. I don't know where to go when I'm out of this community late at night?

Take out your mobile phone, press so many names, or call Lin Xia.