Chapter 912

"It doesn't matter. I know the worst plan in my heart. Dongcheng, here we are."

"I'll take the flowers up for you. I'm calm."

"Yes, thank you."

He brought it up, drank a glass of water and left. Almost all of them sent double flowers. The hall was full. I took down all kinds of gifts I wore on my hands and neck and put them well. What Lin Xia gave me was a very commemorative painting, spring.

Spring and sprout, spring is thriving, I know what he means.

The photo sent by Qiao Dongcheng was taken apart. It was my previous photo, which was also made again. It was still new temporarily, emitting the smell of ink color.

One by one, how young and proud I was. At that time, I was the happiest, the most carefree and the most unscrupulous.

The last one is the written card, which reads forcefully: live as before.

Oh, Qiao Dongcheng, you really have a heart.

When the doorbell rings again, I still send things in the cat's eye.

"Miss Mo, this is the designated cake for you. Please sign for it. I wish you a happy birthday."

My favorite chocolate cake was given by Lin Duan. I used to eat such a small cake with him on my birthday. It was as big as a bowl. When I finished all by myself, I smiled and patted my stomach and said to him, "it's good to have such a delicious cake on my birthday. It's good to live. I'm so happy that I can eat so many delicious things."

I tasted it. It was the same as before.

It's sweet, slippery and fragrant. You can taste it and feel a lot of feelings when you live.

When the phone rang, I thought it was Lin Duan. I took it without looking. I swallowed the cake in my mouth and said, "Lin Duan, the cake you sent is still the same as before. It's very good. How about eating it well?"

"Chihiro, it's me, Lin Xia."

I said faintly, "what's up?"

"Chihiro, get treatment first. The bone marrow will be found and the child will be exiled."

"You wanted me to be pregnant, but now you say you want me to run away?"

He said sadly: "Chihiro, maybe you don't know how much I want to have our own child, so I can hold your heart. You don't love me, so you'll never know how deep I love you. I love you so much that I almost lose myself. I know your heart is not with me, but I'm satisfied every day when I see you. Having a child will make your life perfect, There will be no more regrets and pain, and we will slowly move towards happiness. One year I can't let you rely on me, two years can't, five years, ten years. When I have a lifetime, as long as you look at me more, I will feel that this is very complete. I have only moved my heart for one person in my life, that is you. Chihiro, I love you, so I hope you live and poor me All, if you lose my love, I want you to live. Let's lose the child. We can fight for time to find the bone marrow by chemotherapy first. "

I'm also a little sad. Even if Lin Xia walks into a dead end, she can't get out like me.

"I won't lose my child. Although you know all about me in France, Lin Xia, the arrival of the child, no matter how helpless or how, but the child is absolutely innocent."

"Chihiro, I'm afraid that if you can't wait until then, I dare not gamble."

He was full of sadness and could still be heard on the phone.

"I bet, although I always roll on the road of life, my child really doesn't want to give up. Linxia, I don't hate you or blame you. I'm willing to make a deal with you. The child's matter is just an accident, and I thought I wouldn't be pregnant. You know, when I saw the cake just now, I suddenly felt hungry again, I thought Maybe the child needs to eat more in his stomach to be full. At that moment, I felt that I was not alone in the world. There was a child connected with my bones and blood. "

He said rustly, "Chihiro, can't I convince you?"

"Yes."

"Then I'll do what I should do. Chihiro, I'm sorry."

I hung up the phone and didn't want to listen to his apology. It won't change the result. At first, I was disgusted and hated the result of such calculation. Moreover, the child's father was Lin Xia, which made me a little collapsed.

But now I also slowly accept the fact of the child and slowly feel his existence. There is no way in France. I can't hold it, and I have no way. My mother's self blame is because I may no longer be a complete woman. In her concept, a woman without children is not perfect.

When I was a child, I instilled it, so children are the bottom line in my heart.

The wind in May began to warm, and the sunshine in may became more beautiful. The season of catkins flying all over the sky finally passed. I took off the masks I had worn for a long time. I was always worried that they would induce my upper respiratory tract infection. No matter how uncomfortable it was, I had to wear masks.

When I first felt that I needed to be taken care of, I fell to the ground with joint pain. The phone was a little far away. I could only shrink there in pain, hold my clothes and breathe deeply. When the pain was less, I rubbed my knees, and then climbed slowly to the phone.

"Dongzi, it's me."

He lowered his voice: "wait for me."

After a while, he said, "don't you have class today?"

"Dongzi, can you come and take me to the hospital?"

He was surprised: "I'll be there right away. Is it serious? Should I call the hospital to your house now?"

"No, it's just a severe foot cramp."

When I arrived at the very fast speed, I had prepared my bag and opened the door to let Dongzi in. He looked at me anxiously: "Chihiro, where is the pain?"

"Now the joint is still a little painful. I think I have to go to the hospital for examination. Dongzi, I have to trouble you."

He picked up my bag and stroked me out: "when you treat me as a friend, you don't talk like that."

The doctor gave me a detailed examination and seriously told us: "Miss Mo has begun to attack now. The best way is to have an abortion and we will treat it again."

I shook my head and smiled: "no, doctor, you give me an estimate of how much time I can have if I don't find the bone marrow?"

"I'm not sure. Maybe it will take a year and a half, maybe the next moment. Many of them leave suddenly because of intracranial hemorrhage. That's what leukemia is most afraid of."

I took Dongzi's hand and said, "doctor, I will pay attention to my own physical state. Doctor, will this leukemia be passed on to my child?"

"Probably not. Miss Mo is not a hereditary disease. However, there may be a greater chance of these diseases."