This bumped and that bumped. It was dark everywhere. I was very tired. I said, "Xiaobei, why don't you take a rest? I'm very tired."
He was a little stubborn: "no, get up and go."
"Xiao Bei."
"Go."
I had to drag the corners of his clothes again, continue to follow him stumble, and finally came out of the darkness. The bright light made my pupils ache.
I squinted and slowly saw everything in front of me.
There was no Xiaobei, only Lin Xia's anxious face and bearded. What I held tightly in my hand was the quilt.
It was a dream. I dreamed of Ji Xiaobei, the fierce guy. You said to take me away, but why can't I see you when I wake up?
Linxia said to me hoarsely, "Chihiro, you almost didn't wake up and scared me to death."
I smiled and wondered what had happened to me.
He took water and wet it with a cotton swab. He moistened it on my lips: "Chihiro should be more competitive. The doctor said that the baby can be dissected at seven months, and then the umbilical cord blood can treat you."
"Lin Xia, can I live to seven months?"
He nodded vigorously: "I said yes, just OK, moqianxun. You can't take my baby without my permission. Listen, you promised me you'd listen to me."
Dizzy, the years are flowing. It's useless for Mo Yan to persuade and ask. She said she wouldn't refuse if she didn't, and she couldn't force it.
In strong words, what's the meaning? They always owe their mother and daughter to live.
The condition is getting worse and worse. I don't know how many danger notices have been received, and all of them are thrown into the waste paper.
I don't want to know, I don't want to guess, but every time I wake up, the first thing I see is Lin Xia. In addition to Lin Xia or Lin Xia, he stays by my side and doesn't go anywhere. He doesn't care about anything. The opportunity to get bone marrow elsewhere is too small. Just take good care of me and let me stay strong and save it with my baby's umbilical cord blood.
September osmanthus fragrance, vaguely back when I was a child, I slept in the hall. It was so cold. The wind made me shrink. I wiped my eyes and saw blood everywhere. My parents also slept in bed.
"Mom." I called softly, "Dad, I'm sleepy."
Climbing into bed to sleep with them, my mother opened her eyes and looked at me softly: "Chihiro."
"Mom, I'm so sleepy."
"Baby, you're going to be a mother now. Be stronger."
"Mom, I really want to sleep. It's cold outside."
She urged me: "go outside. It's sunny outside. Look at the sweet scented osmanthus. Will you pick some sweet scented osmanthus to make a cake for your mother? Good."
"Mom, I don't want it." I called willfully, "I want to sleep, I want to sleep."
"Don't be bad."
"I hate mom."
"Go outside. Listen, who's calling you outside. Go out. It's warm outside. If you want to sleep, just go out and sleep."
So I still like my father, so I had to go out with my eyes open. The osmanthus tree next to the yard opened a lot of osmanthus, but it wasn't so big before. Now there are so many branches, one branch, two branches, a whole 27 branches.
I smile sweetly under the tree. If I sleep here, I can have a sweet dream.
"Ah." I screamed. I was hit by a doll on my head. It was the wooden doll I played with when I was a child. My mother stood at the window and looked at me.
"Mom, you hate it. It hurts me. I'll tell Dad to go."
When I pushed the door again, I couldn't open it. Looking up at the window, my mother was already gone, but my head hurt and I was sleepless.
Linxia called me. I answered and ran away.
He ran out of the courtyard and fell. He looked up and saw what Lin Xia looked like when he grew up.
Originally, I was dreaming again.
"Chihiro." Linxia took my hand: "please don't sleep again, I'm afraid."
"Lin Xia." I cried low, "I had a dream just now. I'm curious. I dreamed of my parents. My mother beat me. Hum, my head hurts."
It is said that a man's tears don't flick lightly. His tears are quietly moist in the corners of his eyes.
"Lin Xia, why can't I move?"
He kissed my hand and told me, "fool, you haven't returned the anesthetic yet."
"What's the matter? Linxia, where's my child? Don't tell me. The child let you decide privately for..."
"Don't get excited. The child is fine. It's in the incubator for less than a month. Look, I recorded it. Our child is in this box."
A camera was in front of me and he pressed it for me to watch.
In a small box, people as small as cats.
"I bet this one. I won Chihiro. We won the day. You can't wait when you are most dangerous. Let the doctor operate immediately. The child is weak, and the umbilical cord blood has successfully fused in your body."
"Lin Xia, how many days have I slept?"
"Not much, just more than ten days."
More than ten days is not much. Many things can happen in more than ten days. I don't know when I fell asleep and didn't wake up.
He smiled softly and smiled as if he could last forever.
"Chihiro, forgive me for making my own decisions. I signed and took the child down. I'm afraid it's too late. I'm afraid you won't wake up again."
I want to raise my hand to sweep away the wisp of hair he left at the corner of his forehead, but I can't lift my hand. I can only say softly, "Lin Xia, you are so ugly now. It's so ugly."
Black, not to mention, eye circles like pandas and Hu dregs.
He took my hand, put it on his chin and tied it with his beard: "does it hurt?"
"No feeling."
He smiled, and the hot and humid kiss fell on the back of my hand: "Chihiro, Chihiro."
I also smiled gently: "Linxia, you should go to sleep and clean up yourself."
Qin Rui came in with flowers in his arms. I looked at him and smiled.
He put the fresh flowers in the vase and put the replaced flowers out.
Linxia said, "Chihiro, Qin Rui is here, and you wake up. I'll rest assured. Otherwise, I'm afraid I can't take care of him at that time."
"Brother Lin Xia, go and have a rest." Qin Rui sat down: "I'll look at Qianxun."
"It's still a dangerous time. You have to be careful. If there's anything wrong, inform the doctor immediately. I'm next door. You can also come and call me."
"I know." Qin Rui answered.
When Lin Xia left, Qin ruicai whispered to me, "brother Lin Xia is now a hospital for home. After a little calculation, he has lived for several months, but he always feels the same after several years."