Chapter 928

He clenched his fist tightly, and then forcefully opened my hand: "nonsense, what?"

"Lin Xia, I've seen it. Do you still want to hide it from me?"

I held tight and didn't want to let go.

He sighed and leaned against the door with all his strength: "Chihiro, stay away from me. I'm no longer what I used to be."

"I don't know."

"Chihiro, you know I won't hide it from you. I tried and I can't quit, so don't try to change me. The Lin family is still Yin Hou, and it can always make me comfortable all my life." he said these words, which was so helpless and painful.

I held his fist: "Linxia, then why didn't you give up me when I was free and asked so many eminent monks to chant scriptures outside the ward? Now, don't give up yourself. Linxia, I'll accompany you. We'll give up the poison. We'll get married and live a good life."

He shook his head: "you can't quit, you can't quit."

"Promise me?" tears melted in his mouth, so salty.

His eyes were moist and looked at me lovingly: "Chihiro, let's go. You find the feelings you want. I've never been the one you want. I just want to tie your wings and let you be by my side. A man like me is not worth your love or letting you give up the happiness and feelings you want."

"I won't go. If you don't quit, I'll take drugs too. Anyway, Lin Xia, you hurt me. If you take a sip, you won't lose half of me." I let him go: "if you don't quit, I'll go to him and let me be like you. We don't want anything."

He turned around and hugged me: "Chihiro, don't go."

I held him tight and cried with sadness.

He took my hand and went in. There was only a sofa and a table in the empty room. There was something to boil water in the kitchen, and there were a lot of rags and ropes on the bed in the room.

"I've tied myself up. I want to quit, but that kind of thing is as painful as ten thousand ants devouring the heart. As soon as the addiction comes up, I want to knock everything away. I've tried, but the more I suck, the more I get."

He sat on the ground, lying on my feet, his face rubbing warm on my knees. I gently stroked his hair: "Linxia, let's go to a trusted drug rehabilitation center and don't tell others. Only I know. You know, you have my secrets. I've had a lot of difficulties in the past, but you gave me the crystal and said I'm as clean as snow. Linxia, you've never been dirty. I'll accompany you and go nowhere. We still have Linyu to take care of when we come back."

Like a child, he looked at me with some obsession and trust.

Poison is a harmful thing. I really want to burn everything with a fire. What has a clean and picturesque person become?

How many people are separated from their wives and children because of this thing. They can't try, let alone be curious. This is a poison that eats people.

Addiction will grow and die in excess. Lin Xia, a handsome young master, is like this. How many people can stand the toss? What are they greedy for?

Driving away from Beijing overnight, he called the nanny to take the children to Lin's house and told her that Lin Xia and I had gone out to play.

He went to the drug rehabilitation center under his pseudonym, which was privately opened, but one requirement was that I should come and watch. He took the cash and paid it immediately. Lin Xia was very calm and smiled at me: "Chihiro, do you believe me?"

"I believe you. This is the prescribed medicine. Lin Xia, take some first."

"Well, I'm right here after eating. If I don't quit well, you must not sign and let me go out. Even if you let me stay here all my life, you promise me that tomorrow is too beautiful. I want it very much."

I reached out and stroked his slightly long hair: "it must be very uncomfortable, Lin Xia. If you don't want me to come when it's most uncomfortable, I won't come."

I don't know how uncomfortable he would be. Every time he was allowed to come in to see him, he would lie on the ground sweating, twitching, and his face looked crazy and cruel.

Attack, I do not know more terrible than this, looking at his incomparable heartache.

Lin Xia squeezed out a smile: "finally, another burst of drug addiction has passed."

Only when there is no one dare to cry.

Living in a small hotel, the drug treatment center called me temporarily and let me go.

Lin Xia had a bad attack and hit his head against the wall. The drug treatment center gave him an injection and tied him up.

Now I'm still confused and crazy.

"It's the most uncomfortable time for him these days. It's much better if he can get through these days. Sometimes he'll be more comfortable if someone supports and advises him."

I sat beside him and looked at him and whispered, "Lin Xia, I just called back. Xiao Yu is really bad. He is ill again. His father and mother are not at home. Xiao Yu must be like you when he grows up. He is strong, gentle, elegant and proud."

The corners of his eyes were dripping wet

I wiped it gently with a paper towel. He gasped and said hurriedly, "Chihiro, go away. I'm afraid I'll hurt you. It will happen in a moment. I don't know who I am. I don't know what I'm going to do. I just want to take a sip, take another sip, and let me break my hand. I want to take a sip."

Poison, it's really terrible.

He said softly, "Linxia, I won't go. I'm moqianxun. You won't hurt me."

"Chihiro, be obedient."

"I'm not obedient. I was not a obedient child when I was young. Lin Xia, do you like Chinese wedding or western wedding? Do you like me to wear cheongsam or wedding dress? Shall we go to Maldives for honeymoon when we get married? There is the same color of heaven and water, which should be your favorite."

He took a deep breath and gradually sobered up his eyes: "Chihiro, no matter how painful I am, you don't care. Even if I die on this iron bed, I will give up the poison. I have you, Xiaoyu, and we have a home."

"Well, yes, we have a home. As soon as you're well, we'll go back to Beijing and start holding the wedding one year late."

I don't want anything. I'll marry you as long as you get better.

It doesn't matter who I love or not. As long as he gets rid of drugs, I'll marry him.

As long as I've seen the tragic appearance of detoxification, I'm afraid I won't want to touch and try that kind of thing all my life.

Lin Xia's phone has been off for several days. No matter who or what, don't worry. Put it there. I sent a message to Ruan Li, saying that Lin Xia and I went out to play for a few days and returned to Beijing.

When he felt uncomfortable, I showed him a picture of Zhang Linyu in my mobile phone, held his hand, told him what I liked, and he would remember. Even I didn't know how much Lin Xia cared about me.