I gently closed the door and returned to my position.
After a while, Ji Xiaoyi came out, stopped for a while or left. After a while, I received her text message in three simple words: sorry.
Sorry what? It's okay. It's over.
The light in room 10 was on. I pressed it out and hurried over. I knocked on the door and went in with a response.
Respectfully said, "what can I do for you, Mr. Ji?"
"That's my second sister just now." suddenly he said something out of touch.
I was a little stunned. He felt the cigarette in his hand and said, "she pretended not to know you on purpose, but she was surprised when she saw you. It proved that she pretended not to know you on purpose and said, do you know? Do we know?"
Xiao Bei, why are you so persistent?
"I have an inexplicable sense of familiarity with you. I have lost a lot of things, many precious ones, and I desperately want to get them back." he said low. "Maybe you don't know what kind of sadness it is when a person's heart is vacant and painful. Anyway, you should take the precious ones back to your heart."
I don't know what it would be like to lose something precious, how uncomfortable it would be. He must work hard to find it.
As he said, we met in konghu lake, but I have no impression. I also want to find it back. I called Dongzi and suddenly seriously asked about it. Dongzi began to blur: "it seems that he has been there before, but he hasn't been there again."
When we ask other children, we are completely at a loss. After all, when we were young, we were not afraid of heaven and earth and went everywhere.
But in my heart, I have incomparable regret. Why can't I remember? He said he met me there.
In private, Ji Zhixian's phone rang for some time before she answered.
He sighed deeply: "Chihiro, alas."
The voice made the old elder long, and I smiled faintly: "Zhixian, you know I'll call you." who called you my friend.
"You must know."
"Yes."
"I'm still in Guizhou now. I just know. It's still a messy relationship. I don't want to go back to Beijing. I don't want to face too many things. I really don't know how to face you and tell you."
"It doesn't matter. I don't want to worry about too many things in the past. After all, they are all in the past. Zhixian, I just want you to tell me that this living person is really Ji Xiaobei." I always feel like dreaming and can't be sure of too many things.
I'm always afraid of coming to work. In fact, what I see is my dream last night. Ji Xiaobei doesn't live in this VIP room at all. After all, I've had many dreams. I also dream that it's gone when dawn comes.
"It's Xiaobei," Ji Zhixian told me with certainty.
Then he said sincerely, "Chihiro, I'm sorry."
"It doesn't matter. He's not dead. I'm very happy. It's too late for me to be happy. Zhixian, you don't have to tell me I'm sorry. It has nothing to do with you. I don't have a deep fate with him, so it's like this now. He doesn't seem to know me, and you don't have to tell him. I think he doesn't remember me. That's the best."
Now I am another woman and the mother of the child.
She sighed or sighed. We didn't know what to say, so we hung up the phone.
Looking at the abstract paintings hanging on the wall, sometimes I just feel that I am also very abstract, like a mess of lines. I can't sort them out at all.
My home is perfect.
But my heart will still move foolishly for Xiaobei. I long to see him, and I am more afraid to see him. He has a temptation, which will burn my heart and bone, but it can be willing.
Every time there is such a stupid move, I will look down at the ring on my ring finger.
What is marriage? It's loyalty, it's guardian.
Even if you get married, you can't be half hearted. You should treat each other well.
He went out. When I went to change flowers, he was already gone. The quilt was well cleaned by the waiter. There was still his smell in the bedroom and several magazines.
The page opened on the table cabinet introduces Xi'an historic sites.
Xi'an cuisine, Xi'an tourism strategy.
He probably has some impression of the past. I love him, but I don't want him to remember. Remembering me will only hurt you, Xiao Bei. Why are you so persistent.
"Mo Qianxun." the manager's voice came from the walkie talkie.
I answered, "manager."
"Please go to the administrative department."
"Yes."
In the administrative department, the quiet environment only has the sound of air conditioning. Although it is cool in autumn in Beijing, the office environment is constantly transported by air conditioning all the way. Several pots of green potted plants are quiet and lovely.
The manager himself was waiting for me: "Chihiro, you come with me."
"What's the matter, manager?"
She shook her head: "I don't know. The general manager of our hotel named you to go. Come in and wait for you."
I will not be upset. I will work with a clear conscience and do everything well in the hotel.
Knocked on the door and went in. The manager sat and chatted with a lady who I knew, Ji Xiaobei's Mommy.
Smile: "manager, you have something to do with me."
He stood up: "Chihiro, let me introduce you. This is Mrs. Ji, Ji..."
"Manager, I know you, Mrs. Ji." he said indifferently.
Before, I didn't know why I was like that. It was like being possessed. I thought that if I really couldn't, my heart could be donated to her.
Although she is gentle, noble and kind, after all, she is only for outsiders and people of the same status.
"Well, you talk. I'll go out and have a look first."
When the door closes, the luxurious office is just me and Mrs. Ji.
I said with a smile, "it's an honor for me to come to our Jinbi hotel."
With her eyes down, she took a sip of tea and put it back.
Then he said lightly: "although Dahongpao is good, it is also a very rare good tea, but it doesn't taste good to me. Many good things may not be suitable for our Ji family."
There was something else in her words, and I didn't interrupt her. I just listened to her.
"Chihiro, how long have you been married?"
"Almost two years."
"It's so fast. Your children are not young."
"Three years old."
"It must be very cute. I don't know whether he looks more like his father or his mother. Xiaobei is like me. He has a temper like our Ji family father."
"Fortunately, they both have similarities." anyway, no one said they were like me.