In the past, we always didn't say you didn't say I didn't say. In the end, we put each other in our hearts. Due to our character, there are various factors.
"Chihiro, did Ji Xiaobei divorce you?"
"No, I don't know him very well. I don't have to tell others about my own affairs."
He said faintly: "not very familiar. You will cry on his hand. If not very familiar, will he give you the Angel Hotel? You don't want my support, but you want him."
"Linxia, that's what we did before we got married." now don't take it out and say, yes, before I got married, you were loyal and alone. I didn't ask you to do anything for me. Such a big person can be responsible for each.
He was a little depressed: "after marriage, you never told me about the Angel Hotel. Is it so important there? As long as you speak, I will change all the hotels under my name into yours."
"Do you raise me as a lover or treat me as something? You've been struggling with these in your heart, but Linxia, I tell you, the Angel Hotel is independent, not mine. The money you earn doesn't belong to me, I just do it in name."
"You say, is that meaningless?"
"Yes."
"I want to hear it." the hand on my shoulder became so powerful that I felt a little pain. Still so gentle, but unhappy, he will be pressed in the bottom of his heart.
But now, they quarreled with each other again. When he came, I wanted to calm down.
"I told Ji Xiaobei about being in France. I told him I might not be able to have children, so there was an Angel Hotel. That was the baby we agreed to."
He let go of me and smiled, "listen to it yourself."
What am I listening to? Aren't those past worth it?
Well, I can't stand being so sharp.
"Lin Xia, I'm sorry, so I said, we really don't fit each other. I'm a very selfish person. I don't like righteousness to accomplish anything. You don't want to retreat. In fact, you know how much I will lose if I move forward." however, it's so uncomfortable to retreat step by step.
"I knew it too. As soon as Ji Xiaobei came back, I knew your mind would move, and you could no longer hold yourself back." he opened the door a small crack: "Chihiro, look at Xiaoyu. He's so good now. He can laugh when he watches TV alone. If he doesn't have a home, will Xiaoyu laugh when he watches TV? You've been thinking about divorce. You just want to find a better reason and a better time."
I sat on the table with a knife like pain in my heart: "Well, everything is my fault. Divorce. Now every word you say can't convince me. On the contrary, I think I want to refute you every word you say. However, what's the meaning of winning? I can't afford what you want, and I can't achieve what you expect. I tried to love you, but I still feel I can't love you as much as I can. You say I'm selfish, and all kinds of things are different Well, it's all my fault. You Lin Xia are a good man from beginning to end. I've been lonely all my life. It's also my fault. I asked for it. I won't blame you. I make you sad. You can all hate me and blame me. "
He came up and hugged me: "Chihiro, I didn't mean that."
I opened his hand: "Lin Xia, you are a little proud of yourself. In fact, no matter who will see it like this." bad guys, I've been doing it and I'm used to it.
But there is also a problem. As he said, what about Xiaoyu? Xiaoyu likes us together.
"We don't care about anything. I'll let Bai Lingling go tomorrow." he hugged me: "you're angry about Bai Lingling, but I'm also happy. It proves that you don't love or care about me. When you went to C City together, I thought a little more and kissed her. I just slept in a bed and didn't touch her."
I leaned on his shoulder and put my head against him: "Lin Xia, I will hurt you after all. I asked Bai Lingling about those things. I just thought we would be loyal to each other immediately after we got married. You don't believe me, but I believe you too much, so the crack has long existed."
He let go of me and went to the window to look at the white sunshine outside.
Xiaoyu in the hall was still smiling happily. Maybe it was advertising time. He took time to turn around and look at the study. When he saw me looking at him, he smiled happily: "Mommy, come and see the mouse."
"For so many years, I always thought you would change a little, that is, the stone would be warmer."
"Sorry."
These three words come, so pale and powerless.
"If you want a divorce and I don't want it, Chihiro, is there a better solution? We're not young anymore. Be rational, calm down and think more of our children."
I'm silent, I don't know.
We are not single. We are connected by Xiaoyu.
I love Xiaoyu and love him in my heart. Chinese life is just for children. Often I am most tired of seeing these. How long do I live for myself? Why do I have to live for children? Take this as an excuse.
Even when some children grow up, they will advocate that their parents divorce simply.
But to their own home, it is a little tangled.
"I'll go first. When you think of it, tell me and think it over. You always tell me what's wrong with me and give me time to change." he turned back and went out with a heavy sigh.
I'm thinking about what he said.
I used to sneer and think, why do you love me, I will love you.
Now it's not like that. He hugged Xiaoyu and kissed: "Xiaoyu, Mommy asks you something. If mommy and Daddy are separated, who do you want to talk to?"
He also thought seriously, "I want to talk to Mommy."
"Daddy loves Xiaoyu more, and grandpa and grandma also love Xiaoyu."
"Will they hurt Mommy?"
I've never been the main target. How can I?
He hugged my neck: "Xiaoyu wants daddy, Mommy, Grandpa and grandma."
Lin Xia is so nice and kind. She has a good family background. She grows up well and is kind to me. So she must take it for granted to be his good wife at home. When she wanted to work, no one promised. Uncle Lin only asked me to be a good wife and enjoy happiness. The difference in the words is that she guessed what it was like.
Nanny is a first-class professional. He thinks I won't take good care of my children. I don't have a high degree, let alone a professional level.
Aunt Fang said to me, "Lin Xia is so busy at work. Take care of him more. The most successful thing for a woman is not her career, but her family. Where can you do better in hotel management? Lin Xia's hotels are mostly doctoral management talents."