"Wife." Lin Xia rubbed my shoulder: "what did you find?"
"I didn't see it. What about you?"
He sighed for a long time: "nothing, it doesn't matter. In a moment, the traffic pictures of the whole Beijing city will be switched in. I'll watch them carefully. I'll take a break now and finish them in the evening."
"Lin Xia, go. I'll warm a glass of milk and have a good sleep first. Now I'm watching."
Look back and forth, disappointed back and forth.
After watching it for three days, we got nothing. This is a carefully planned kidnapping.
The monitor hasn't been broken for a few days, and it can be said that it may have been broken on purpose.
Guns are strictly controlled in China, but as long as you have money, you can still get them.
My heart is getting worse and worse day by day.
I've been going crazy for so many days. I don't know how Xiaoyu is. I don't know what will happen to him. Just such an ignorance can make my heart beat to death.
Smoking too much, smoking several packs a day still can't calm the mood.
I don't want to be at home anymore. I'd rather the kidnappers tie me together. At least let me see Xiaoyu, then I can be satisfied.
Driving around, I hope to find some strange things in the street or in a very backward place, and then I will follow up.
When Qiao Dongcheng called me, I drove to the cemetery.
"Chihiro, why don't you call us when these things happen?"
"I'm looking, I'm looking," I said weakly.
He gave a long sigh and asked me, "where are you now?"
"Almost to ZZ cemetery."
"Where are you going?"
"I don't know. The more places are left unattended, the more I want to go. It's all played on TV. The kidnappers will take people to places that are not strictly controlled. It shouldn't be far from Beijing, because they want us to give money."
"Stop the car. I order you not to go. It's so late. You're a woman outside. It's very dangerous. Do you know that you watch too much TV and don't know how cruel the facts are."
"I don't want to stop."
"Moqianxun." he shouted my name angrily: "I order you to stop."
"Keep on, I'm not your soldier."
"Do you think you can find it like that? Even if you are lucky enough to find it, you can't save your life if you see them."
"That doesn't matter, as long as I can find Xiaoyu."
"You fool." he couldn't help scolding me: "you think you can't hold it, your Xiaoyu can hold it, Lin Xia?"
He watched the video at home and kept watching it.
I hung up and left it. I don't want to answer his call again.
The autumn dusk went quickly, and it was dark at once. The cemetery in the suburbs became more and more gloomy, and there were few people's houses everywhere. The street lights were like dragons, and the black wind roared on both sides. In the boundless darkness, you can still see some lights in the house, dim and yellow at dusk, so small and so dark.
Maybe my Xiaoyu may be in one of the corners.
I think I'm really going crazy if I don't see him again.
I would rather I suffer all the sins in the world than let him suffer and suffer.
God always gave me a favor at the most important moment and let me live. But please give me another favor this time and exchange all my remaining life for Xiaoyu and his safe return.
I don't hesitate to pay anything.
Lin Xia called me. I told him that I didn't want to go home so fast. He was silent for a while and sighed long: "you're out, you're going to eat, remember."
"Well, I'll remember, husband, you have to eat, and you have to take care of your health."
He smiled low: "Chihiro, when you call me that, it's really rare. Call me again, and I won't be tired."
"Husband." I called softly.
"OK, wife, please rest assured. When the sky falls, your husband will block you. You don't have to be afraid of anything, don't worry, okay?"
I bit my lips and didn't speak, but in my heart, I was really moved.
"Wife, eat more and eat more vegetables. Life still has to go on."
"I see."
Tonight, it happened to rain. It was getting worse and worse. It made the front of the window confused.
This is not a highway. The weather is so bad that there is little traffic.
The car is running out of gas. I still drive on, but I hope I can get to the gas station.
But when I ran out of oil, the gas station didn't see it, and the mobile phone battery was gone. I had to stay in the car like this. The wind, rain and darkness screaming everywhere wanted to annihilate me.
I dare not turn on the lights. If I turn on the lights in this dark place, I'm afraid it will cause something.
It's raining so hard and it's so dark here that you can't go back.
A few cars came from afar. I turned on some lights, echoed the lights, and then roared past without stopping much. This is the road at the foot of the cemetery. No matter who drives here, he won't want to stop to see what happened.
I'm afraid of something, but I'm not afraid of anything. I'm Xiaoyu's Mommy. How can I be afraid? I have to find Xiaoyu?
I stopped at the same place for more than an hour. I was also dead of some traffic. No one would stop to help. Maybe I had to sit until dawn to find a place to call.
I'm just a little worried that Lin Xia will come to me. I'm in a hurry.
Another car ran by, but it stopped slowly in front of me, and then turned. The lights were so bright that I couldn't open my eyes.
With one hand in the way, the car opposite turned the lights into small lights and slowly drove to the side of my car. I saw that it was Qiao Dongcheng who was driving.
All took umbrellas out to keep out the rain, all the way to my side.
I took my bag and pushed the door open. I went out under my umbrella and followed him into his car.
He said with a stiff face, "you are so willful."
"Yes. If the car still has oil, it will continue to go. I really want to do so, and then I can meet Xiaoyu with good luck. Although it's a little silly, this is the mood of being a mother. The most stupid way is to want to do it. I don't want to wait to die."
"What day is it?" he asked me.
"Xiao Yu disappeared for the fifth day."
"On the fifth day, you collapsed. This is a psychological tactic. I will call you the next day. That's when you can't bear it. At this time, you want the stars. You also want to climb up and pick them."
I said bitterly, "there's no need to wait for five days. Even on that day, I'll try to climb up and pick the stars."