Chapter 1005

"Chihiro." he whispered my name: "I really want to protect you, but I know I'm not the person you're looking for."

"Hehe, you should be glad."

He smiled faintly without saying a word.

Drive back to Beijing. It's not far from konghu lake. I told him to go around and have a look.

The lake is still so beautiful. The sky is blue and the lake is also blue. The well separated lotus leaves are so lush, and the flowers are blooming in the green smoke.

"Ji Xiaobei said he met me here. Hehe, it was actually a mistake. Qin Rui, he just mistook me for such persistence. Now he met the real daughter of destiny and the person he really wants to marry. Moreover, his mommy, although I have evidence that it has nothing to do with me, he doesn't intend to do that."

"What's the matter?"

"Ha ha." I smiled faintly.

In the hospital, he looked at me with unbelievable eyes. I was hurt and bleeding. He really thought I had hurt his mommy.

This is the first instinct of people.

Besides, his mommy thinks we don't want to be together. I can't help him. I really can't help him.

If you really love him, let him go and make him stronger, not drag him down and become his burden.

Let go, then each has its own day, and let go of each other's hearts.

I've figured out that love him doesn't have to be together.

Qin Rui held my hand tightly: "Chihiro, don't look, let's go back."

"Well, good."

Back in Beijing, I always felt a touch of sadness and began to close my heart again.

Back home, Ji Xiaobei's computer and some other things have been moved away. There are his clothes in the wardrobe, but I know he won't care about these sets.

Come and go. Is the gathering of people for separation?

Turn on the TV and let the sound fill the quiet space. The TV shows serious events. Ji XX's wife's memorial ceremony. My favorite man is standing there, black and injured.

I can only look at him like this. They are all in Beijing, but not in a different world.

Mrs. Ji left early and beautiful. How many people saw her off.

Among the seeing off crowd were Li Hong, a lot of dignitaries.

I don't care anymore.

In this midsummer, the heart is covered with winter snow, heavy and cold.

My world is empty. Life without purpose is always lost and empty.

I had nowhere to go. I sat in the coffee shop all day, from the hot sun to the cool wind. I didn't know how many cups of coffee I drank and how many people left and came back.

Qin Rui called and asked me to have dinner together. It was almost eight o'clock.

"OK, where is it? I'll be right there."

"I'll pick you up and I'll be at your house soon."

"I'm in the cafe outside the community."

"OK, I'll be there in a minute."

Really, really fast, I just checked out, and he stepped in.

"Is the coffee here so delicious?"

"It's OK. It's always good to pass the time. Qin Rui, where are you going to eat?"

"Go away."

"OK." anyway, I have plenty of time.

When I got into his car, I walked as slowly as an ant. He didn't call me until he was almost there. I'm not afraid I don't have time.

The phone rang at this time. It was his phone, good or bad. Ji Xiaobei's phone rang so stubborn that he didn't want to hang up.

"Answer the phone." Qin Rui smiled and looked at me.

"I don't want to answer."

"Take it. It's okay. I'm here."

He said that it was not good for me not to answer. He pressed the answer button, and Ji Xiaobei's voice came in: "Qianxun, where is it?"

"What's up?"

"Would you like to have dinner together?"

"What's to eat?" break up for dinner? I don't think it's really necessary. I'm not a person who likes to catch up with these trends.

He said, "dinner."

"No more."

"You don't want to eat with me."

"I have something else to do, that's it." hang up.

I can't say it's stuffy in my heart. Maybe it's caused by the weather, but when I open the window, the smell of hot air and oil fume outside must be worse.

Go to Houhai for dinner with Qin Rui, and then drink there. Listen to people singing in the small bar. It's so beautiful and so blurred. It's like not eating fireworks between people. While drinking small wine, I listen to others singing love songs.

"Qin Rui, this place is really good."

"The place I brought you must be good."

"Qin Rui, I will work hard and everything will pass. Do you believe me?"

He smiled at me. His smile was as fresh as a clear stream, clean, transparent and pure.

I reached out and touched his face. It felt cool.

He smiled at him: "Qin Rui, how do you look so good? Look at the little sister who sings and sends her autumn waves."

"Who cares about her."

"Oh, don't do that. It's better to ask Dongzi to come out and have a drink."

"Yes."

So I began to call friends and drink with them. Qiao Dongcheng's family is the head, so I have to pay attention to the influence. I won't drag him down, but who is Dongzi? He's a five poison cult leader.

He called him out, drank a few cups of yellow soup, and began to hold my hand and cry: "good sister, you say, why should people have trouble with themselves, why should they get married, marry a bird."

"Dongzi, wronged."

"What kind of grievance does she dare to do with me? She always looks at me like I hurt her. She doesn't want to get married. Say it earlier. Why did she tie me up and drive me to get married long ago? Isn't it just having children? What's great?"

"Dongzi, drink less. I think you're getting drunk now. Who said that you still like your wife and have children, and the two families are equal, so it's better to get married and feel at ease." but now, it seems that he is also the one who regrets.

He shook his head and sighed incomparably: "Sister, love and marriage are not the same. When I love, I can give up my life and forget death. It's more * * than * * and braver than * * * bombing blockhouses. But marriage is really different. For example, premarital love can't work. You know, I'm guilty again as soon as I go out. When I go back, I must have a beautiful face and cry. You say I'm bored or not."

I'm a little speechless. Before marriage, I think it's a little bird depending on others. It's happy to be relied on. How can I pick out all kinds of problems after marriage.