It's true that she works in Lin Xia's hands. Lin Xia knows where she goes. He doesn't like others to interfere in anything about him, but I am nothing else.
"I hope you can be more ruthless this time. You take the initiative to divorce Lin Xia. Don't be afraid to hurt him. You've made his heart full of wounds and holes. There's an old Chinese saying, it's called" leaving the land behind and coming back to life ". Can you understand?"
Her strong tone makes me dislike it, but I have no right to say her, just as she has no right to say me.
"Will you love Lin Xia, take care of him and love him?"
"Yes, anyone will do better than you."
In her voice, there is endless contempt for me.
"That's good. Lin Xia is different from you in the end. Otherwise, he won't let you go back to Lin's work three times."
"If only you could understand."
"He called me back and asked me to divorce."
"If not, will you come back?"
"Yes, as long as he has a good reason, I will come back. I don't hate him, I just don't love him, I owe him a lot, and the kindness is not over."
These are things she doesn't understand. If Lin Xia told me to go home, I wouldn't accept such a reason. If he said his birthday or what happened to him, I think I'll come back and see him.
After hanging up the phone, I didn't feel sleepy anymore. I got up to freshen up and went out with my bag. I bought some flowers to the cemetery to visit my mother and father. When I came back, I went to see Qiao Shibo. Lin Xia's family just bought a fruit basket and asked someone to send it.
His parents didn't like to see me. They were cold-blooded and expressionless. Their faces to the servants were better than mine. Why should they be angry.
In their eyes, I am a villain. I hurt Lin Xia.
Now it's not a good thing to hold and drag. Lin Xia asked me to come back, but he didn't talk about the divorce.
He won't leave. I won't force him.
Never force him. I owe him that.
In the evening, she returned to her former home. Lin Xia probably came back long ago. She was paralyzed on the sofa watching TV and fell asleep. There were early prepared meals on the table, which were covered with things.
"Lin Xia." I called softly.
But he still slept heavily, so he stopped calling him.
He went into the master bedroom, took out the neatly folded quilt and covered him. With this cover, he woke up.
"What time is it?"
I looked at the clock: "eight thirty."
"Why did you come back so late? The dishes are cold. I'll heat them up again."
"No, I just had dinner outside."
His eyes were sad, and a kind of grief flowed in his eyes: "you are here, I will come back. Did you go to dinner with him tonight?"
"Linxia, I went to eat alone."
In his eyes, I didn't believe it at all. I sighed, "don't heat it. Do you want to drink tea?"
"Why can't wait to leave me?" he grabbed my hand: "Chihiro, stay with me for a week, and I'll divorce you."
"What's the matter with you?" he reached out to explore his forehead and felt a little hot: "do you want to take your temperature."
"You just say, good or bad?"
"OK."
He hugged me, buried his face in my shoulder socket and said dully, "I just don't want you to leave me, just want you to accompany me more."
"Sorry."
"If there were no Ji Xiaobei, would we go forever? I love you so much. Even if you don't love me enough, it doesn't matter. I can make up for your share by paying 200 percent."
What he said made me very sad.
After a while, he still pulled away: "if you're tired, go to bed early."
"Accompany me back to the compound tomorrow," he said.
"OK." spend a good week with him. This is his request. If you promise, you must do it.
He smiled, "then I'll take a bath."
Get up early in the morning and drive back to the courtyard where I used to live. The once magnolia tree is still there, but it's as old as me.
The memories of my childhood began to come before my eyes again.
"You lived on the second floor at that time," he pointed with a smile. "You always looked around."
"I'll go down the tree." just to follow the forest.
"Then you are afraid that your mother will find out that she is walking gently with her shoes and skirt. The sun shines on you like jade. Dongzi is looking at you. You shush and wink. When you see you, you want to laugh, involuntarily and easily." he pointed to the opposite window: "I insist that my father transform my study into a room. The window will just see your home. I don't know. I will be such a persistent person."
He took my hand and crossed the wooden fence. There is a piece of grass now. There are too many fallen leaves. The sun can only be blocked by one and step in the fallen leaves.
Lin Xia opened her umbrella and covered it for me: "there used to be peonies here."
"Someone stole it long ago. Oh, like me, they are all flower thieves."
He looked at me spoiled and smiled: "this is a living person."
At noon, I accompanied him on the road in memory. The past was like yellow leaves falling at my feet, and I couldn't go back to the branches.
He drove me to dinner. Good occasions, leisurely music and high-grade food are expensive places at first sight.
He asked for a window seat and sat down. He lit and I looked at the menu.
A pair of men and women came to the corner. The men were handsome, romantic and dignified, and the women were clear, beautiful and heroic.
I lowered my eyebrows and pretended not to see.
But he came over. I can see his big leather shoes under my eyes. They are shiny, and I can see some reflections on them.
The mood is very good: "President Lin, what a coincidence."
Lin Xia's voice was a little stiff: "yes, Mr. Ji, you have eaten well and don't worry about you more."
"There's nothing wrong. Why don't I introduce you some dishes? They taste very good."
He wants to do bad things again, and he wants to annoy Lin Xia again. Ji Xiaobei is so naughty that I can guess as soon as I speak.
Lin Xia was a little unhappy: "thank you, Mr. Ji. I don't think it's necessary. My wife and I only order what we like to eat."
He waved to the waiter.
Then he said several dish names, and Ji Xiaobei smiled wickedly: "I remember some tastes of Chihiro have changed."
"Ji Xiaobei." Lin Xia stood up.
I looked up at Ji Xiaobei. He smiled at me and raised his eyebrows: "don't you eat too spicy things now? What I introduced is absolutely to your taste. Waiter, a mushroom soup and a banana boat. Charge it to my account."
"Yes, Mr. Ji."