My hands were stretched out, and my calmness gradually came back in full view of the public.

I am no longer Chen Xiaomi in the past, and I am no longer a girl who makes you lose your reason.

Xia ziye, when you come back, you come back. You pretend you don't know me, then you don't know me.

I stood up, reached out and shook hands with him: "sorry, I have something to go first."

When the incident is over, the circumstance will change. As like as two peas, he will still be so warm.

Sorry, we've all grown up. Sorry, we've broken up for many years.

He didn't intend to let go, but I broke free of his hand and pulled it out hard. He was surprised at the bottom of his eyes.

I lifted my hand and my hair: "I'm really sorry. Let's go first."

It's a bit like running away. Manager Fei told me I don't care. I went downstairs and saw Han Meimei standing by the car in cool clothes. When I saw me, I smiled: "beauty, what, are there monsters on it? Look at your panic. Be elegant, beauty."

Summer midnight is even more terrible than the flood and beasts. I smiled weakly: "what are you doing with so much talk? You shout about asking me to drink every day. No, I'll drink. You have to talk so much. Get in the car quickly and don't tremble."

"So direct, I like it." she smiled: "Xiaomi, let's go and let you drink enough. I'm short of everything, but I don't lack wine."

I didn't speak, so I looked out of the window.

She added: "wine is sometimes not a good thing and bad for your health, but sometimes it is a good thing. It can solve thousands of worries when drunk. There are thousands of cups of wine when you know your friend. People, drink when you are happy and when you are unhappy."

"So your bar business should be good."

"Want to invest?" she smiled at me.

"Is it OK to have thousands of children?"

"Chick, you are really a miser." she whispered, "I'll show you a clear way. It's good for you to ask Peifeng to invest and write your shares."

"I don't want to take advantage of him."

"Anyway, you let him take advantage of it."

"Oh, stop talking." now my mood is very complicated. I don't have the mood to gossip at all. Seeing the people on the roadside is like seeing Xia ziye. Countless of them are walking, talking, laughing, sitting or looking at me in front of me.

I just closed my eyes, but it was still him.

He is in my heart and in my mind. After so many years, he is still the same as when he left me. I filled him so full.

When the car stopped, Han Meimei said, "are you okay, Xiaomi?"

"OK." I opened my eyes. "Are you there?"

"Yes, right here."

It's a big bar. As soon as I go in, I think it's decorated with character, sentiment and comfort. At the moment, there are no people, only some waiters are working.

"It's lively at night, just like that during the day." she shrugged. "Come with me. I'll make you a good wine to drink. You'll be happy if you're not drunk."

"I want to get drunk," I said.

I sat in a high chair and she mixed wine for me while drinking and nagging about the mess.

The mobile phone has been ringing for a long time, and I don't care about it. Just ring enough if you like. I don't want to answer anyone's phone now. Now I just want to be abandoned by all the people in the world.

Unconsciously, there are more and more people in the bar and more music. Han Meimei is more and more busy, but I think her busiest thing is not greeting, but drinking.

Drink, drink, keep drinking. Red and white mixed everything, and there was no denying it.

No wonder Pei Feng asked her to drink that day. I can see now that she is not drunk.

"Pour me a glass of that bar," I said to the waiter, pointing to a bottle of foreign wine.

He hesitated: "Miss Chen, I'd better mix you another glass of fruit wine."

"No, I'll take that. Don't listen to Han Meimei. She said I'll drink casually today." I just want to get drunk. I know that drinking too much is bad for my health, but who cares so much now.

He dared not offend me and poured me half a glass of foreign wine.

I took a sip. It was so hot that I drank it slowly, and the fire in my stomach rose slowly, burning my reason slowly.

Everything in front of me began to become blurred. I also think the music is too small. I can be stronger and harder.

Now there is no one in my eyes and my heart. I'm so happy.

I wanted to go dancing, but Han Meimei hugged me: "darling, why did you drink so much? Really, it would be strange if my cousin came and didn't peel my skin."

"I want to sing, I want to dance."

"No, let's just listen here."

She didn't dare to go anywhere, so she sat there with me listening to the song. The light shone on her face like a rainbow.

"Xiaomi, how did you drink like this?" Peifeng hugged my soft body when he came: "how much did you drink?"

"Do you think it looks like a rainbow?" I asked him, pointing to the colorful lights.

He shook his head. "No."

"Like, the rainbow is beautiful."

He hugged me and didn't speak.

I stretched out my hand to touch the light, but he held my hand and kissed gently: "you drank too much millet, I'll take you back. It's too noisy here and the air is not good."

"I don't want to go back."

"It's all right. I'll accompany you. You won't be alone."

I smiled. He helped me up and walked me to the door. As soon as I went out, there was a cool world and fresh air, but my stomach was very uncomfortable.

I pushed him away. "I want to throw up."

"Nothing, you throw up."

He still didn't let me go. My stomach rolled and vomited out. The filth stained him, but he still held me.

Touch left and right, took off my coat without touching the paper towel, and wiped my mouth carefully with a clean shirt sleeve.

I looked up and saw his eyes. The beautiful peach blossom eyes were full of heartache.

What are you feeling for me? Pei Feng, what do you know about me? Pei Feng, do you understand the unforgettable pain?

"Xiaomi, are you uncomfortable?" he asked me softly.

I pulled down his hand: "Pei Feng, why do you like me? What do you like about me? Is it worth it?"

"I just like you. I only like you." he said softly, "Xiaomi, you're drunk. Go, I'll take you home. You have to have a good sleep."

Who said I was drunk? I still feel very sober now. It's just that my steps are floating and unstable.

Pei Feng, I will remember what you said.