Chapter 1157

Lu Yun came in a car. I asked him curiously, "I haven't got a license plate yet. Now Beijing has severe license plate restrictions and travel restrictions. How can I buy a car?"

"If you can't buy a house, you can always buy a car." he smiled bitterly: "sometimes it's more convenient."

"You don't have to talk to me about these things. You're so busy that you'll fall asleep by car. It's more convenient to drive?"

"I can't hide it from you. Well, I'll tell you the truth. Now Xi Xi and I have come to an end. We will go our own way in the future. But my mother is uncomfortable. I'm not very comfortable these days. I said that I've worked hard in Beijing for so many years. I thought I would get married and have children here and bring them out after I got married and started a family, but in the end, I'm still alone. She's very uncomfortable. She's very sad I can understand the mood. Yang Xixi also gave her a great beating. As a son, I didn't have no responsibility to make things so far. I coaxed my mother to be happy and sent her back to her hometown the day after tomorrow. In this way, she also had a little face. "

Damn, I know. I love face very much.

"Your hometown is also very good. You, don't just focus on your work. You have to go back to accompany your family. Otherwise, no amount of money will be able to accompany you."

"Well, don't say that, Xiaomi. Why are you still outside in the middle of the night? Let me take you home."

"Oh, no, I don't want to go back. The river near our school used to look at the moonlight the most beautiful. Remember?"

He didn't speak and turned to look at me while waiting for the green light.

I think I can't hide it from him, just, and I don't want to hide it, so I said with a bitter smile: "in fact, I broke up with Peifeng, and I don't want to go home."

He was shocked and looked stunned: "how could he be willing to break up with Peifeng?"

"He doesn't want to and has to. Anyway, it's my decision."

"Why Xiaomi?"

"Well, for family reasons, marriage is not about two people, it's about two families. No one in my family can control me, but his family may not be so. I don't want him to have a lot of pressure in the future. I have to think about how to resolve it everywhere. His father doesn't like me and talked to me several times, and his fiancee has come back. If he always stays with me , something big will happen. "

Pretend to say it easily, but it's really much more comfortable to say it.

He also sighed: "Xiaomi, he will really be good to you, but."

"Forget it, there isn't that much, but we won't talk about it. I'm in a bad mood. I just want to calm down alone."

"Xiaomi, you are such a good person. Why do you always get hurt."

"Do you think I'm good?"

He nodded, "excellent, excellent."

It's really strange. I don't think so at all, but there are few friends like us who can talk.

"If you're in a bad mood for a few days, do you want to take a leave? There's a famous lake in the city near my hometown. Now it's also the time when the lotus is in full bloom. Do you want to take a break?"

I said, "OK."

There are still several days to go to work. If I stay in Beijing, I really don't know where to go. I'm afraid I won't be so cruel. I saw Peifeng again.

After a period of time, the mood will subside and the impulse will precipitate. I am, and so is Pei Feng.

We went back to the vicinity of the school together. Without saying anything, we sat on the bridge and looked at the moonlight. It was so dark that the moonlight was not bright at this time. Each of us had a mind to sit there. It was really a word. We were all reduced to the end of the world.

Seeing that the black began to turn gray, began to catch the white, began to have a noisy voice, and the clouds became clear.

Lu Yun's cell phone rang. He looked at it and answered it. He said softly, "Mom."

"It's okay, it's okay. I'll be back in a minute. What breakfast do you want? I'll buy you a breakfast."

"Don't be busy at noon. Let's eat out."

He answered a few more words and hung up.

"Luyun, you go back. My aunt must be bored at home alone. You go back early and accompany her. She will go back to her hometown tomorrow. I don't know if there will be a chance to meet again. I'll invite my aunt to eat the famous roast duck in Beijing tonight. Please don't refuse me. I really don't know what to eat alone?"

He felt pity in his eyes and said softly, "Xiaomi, if you don't feel bad, go home. Your family will always accept you, and your third brother will protect you."

I shook my head: "what's good to go back? My home has long changed. I'm redundant as soon as I go back. My father has a new wife and a loving and obedient little daughter. I'm Chen Xiaomi. If I go back, everyone will be embarrassed." it's better to be comfortable alone.

He sighed: "OK, I'll take my mother to dinner with you that night, but I don't want to see haggard Chen Xiaomi. You have to eat breakfast, go back to take a bath and have a good sleep."

I nodded, "OK."

Life always comes by itself. I don't want to be like this. It's too lonely and uncomfortable. I really want to be happy, even if I try to be brave and pretend.

He sent me home, and I didn't refuse him to send me up, because I was afraid to see Peifeng at the door, accompanied by Lu Yun, or I could pretend not to care about Peifeng.

Fortunately, he was not there.

When he went in and closed the door, the flowers he put on were still blooming, like he didn't understand the sadness of the world. If people are nice flowers, they can have no seven emotions and six desires, but forget it. How can they feel pain if they don't love.

I carefully cleaned up a lot of his things at home, but when I closed my eyes, I felt his shadow everywhere.

I took my clothes to take a bath. The water sprinkled in my eyes made me cry.

Lie in bed, close your eyes, count the sheep, go to sleep quickly, Chen Xiaomi. After a day's sleep, the wound in your heart will be scabby and much better.

But as soon as I close my eyes, I always think of Peifeng, his smile, his tenderness, his love, and his care for me.

He will buy me suitable shoes, will not hurt my feet, and will not wear tired. He will buy clothes suitable for me.

When I feel bad, he will take care of me. When I have a stomachache, he will be angry with me, and then give me a lot of traditional Chinese medicine. At noon, he calls to boil the traditional Chinese medicine and send it to the company.

I know that after I wake up, he won't be here again. No one makes a bowl of porridge for me in the kitchen. No one tells me that it's hot and I need to drink more water. No one will insert fresh flowers for me, just because I like flowers very much.

Pei Feng, in fact, I'm really sad now.