Chapter 1159

I think I know what he means. I was going to take a car by myself. Otherwise, Lu Yun's mother misunderstood what old love I had with him and expected me to get back together with him. It's not good. Lu Yun and I have no possibility. How can she see any hope.

But Lu Yun said so, he wouldn't have any other ideas.

After so many years together, he can see my mind at a glance. He knows I don't want to stay in Beijing alone.

"I've also heard that a large area of lotus over there is beautiful."

"That aunt also goes to have a look."

She waved her hand again and again: "I'm really busy. I'm not used to staying in this big city. I can't ask me to see those flowers and grass. I might as well go home and look at my cattle and sheep and wheat."

"No, my mother is busy. It's hard to come to Beijing. I asked her to play here and there. She doesn't like to go. She gets up early every day and cleans the rented place inside and outside. I don't dare to dirty it now. I can't clean it up so clean."

I looked at them and smiled. If only my mother was there and talked about me like this, I'd rather make the house smoke every day.

After they left, I felt empty again, and the time became long. I walked slowly by the side of the road alone. No matter what time I got home, the slower I was, the more tired I was.

Just walk back and you'll always be there.

On summer nights, it's too hot to make people evaporate. I think the whole person is a little light.

Han Meimei called. I looked at it for a while and answered it.

"My ancestors, where are you?"

"I'm on my way."

"What road."

"Just walking on the way home."

"You're still in the mood to walk. Come and take Peifeng back. I don't know whether he's dead or alive. I've been grinding in this bar all afternoon, drinking, drinking and drinking, but I don't know how much. The employees can't see it anymore. Come and take him away quickly."

When I heard her say this, I felt uncomfortable and inhaled: "Meimei, I broke up with Peifeng."

"What?" she roared, "are you drunk, or am I drunk today?"

"You heard me right. I really broke up with him."

"How could it be? How could he break up with you? He's crazy. He likes you for so many years. Otherwise, how would I know you?"

"I can't stand the reality if I like it. Meimei, please take him back."

"I can't send it. I've drunk too much. Xiaomi, come to me. He's really drunk and asleep. I think he's like this. It's like he hasn't slept for several years. It's really worrying. Moreover, I don't have a place to rest here. All kinds of people have it. It's not good for him to sleep here."

"Then you call and ask his father to pick him up."

"I said Xiaomi, do you really want to break up with Peifeng, and you don't want to see me, do you? Xiaomi, I really regard you as a friend." she complained: "you can't be so ruthless, can you?"

"Meimei, you are my friend."

"Then come here and meet me. I can't leave now."

I thought, "well, I'll go."

Stopped the car and went straight to Han Meimei's bar.

I love Pei Feng. I don't know how to face him, but I want to see him again, but what do I have to say when I see him.

Alas, let's talk about it in the past. Now we think more, but when we see it, I'm afraid it's blank.

Han Meimei waited at the door of the bar. As soon as she saw me, she rushed up: "ancestors, you're here."

She is also full of wine, and she doesn't look very good. It's estimated that she hasn't come out of the wound of divorce.

If she came out so soon, she wouldn't care about marriage and her Li Lei.

She pulled me in. The light inside was floating and dark. Peifeng had not been around yet, but I had seen him. He was lying at the table in the corner.

The noise of music, dancing and drinking in the bar are like another world.

"Pei Feng, Pei Feng."

Han Meimei opened her throat and shouted. I was a little nervous, but Han Meimei came closer and called in his ear, "wake up, Xiaomi is coming."

But he slept in his world and never woke up.

Han Meimei was helpless: "look, Xiaomi, he was drunk like this. He was only very drunk once. He lived in the hospital for more than a month. Later, he didn't get drunk. Even wine is rarely drunk. This is the second time, and it was several years ago."

I was stunned and suddenly asked, "how many years has it been?"

"It's been almost ten years. Anyway, it's been ten or eight years. For too long, I've been drinking too much and my brain is not very sensitive. Xiaomi, Peifeng is so sad. He really likes to love you. Don't break up with him. If there's anything wrong with him, he will change. What's wrong with him? Tell me, I'll clean him up for you. I won't protect my weaknesses Yes. "

My throat choked and I couldn't say anything.

She took my hand and pleaded softly: "OK, OK, Xiaomi, you know that Li Lei and I are separated, which is not what I think. I also confess to you that I am not as smart as you see. I am really sad. I use wine to relieve my worries every day, but I am more worried. I don't want you to suffer like me. It is clear that you have him in your heart and only you in his heart."

"Me." I never thought so.

"If you don't have him in your heart, I'll call you and you won't come. When you see him like this, you obviously feel heartache. You'll cheat everything, but your eyes can't cheat."

I closed my eyes: "please, Meimei, don't say any more, OK."

She shook her head, then looked at the light and nodded, "Okay, okay, I won't say it, but I really don't know why?"

"The deeper the feeling, the more painful it will be. We have to face too much pressure. I don't want to face it. I know I'm selfish."

"You don't have to take care of it, Pei Feng. Although he is younger than you, he will protect you from the wind and rain. You don't have to take care of anything." the music is too loud, and she yells at one side.

I know what she said. I just know. I can't be so selfish.

What if ou Qingxue has something? What if his father has something? How much loss can we afford.