It's not boring in the car. I listen to Lu Yun's mother talking about her past, saying that her past life was very hard.
The time to talk about it will pass quickly. The cars are driving fast and farther away from Beijing. At this time, the expressway is not blocked at all. On the contrary, there are more high-speed cars entering Beijing.
I think he is tired of driving alone, but he still doesn't have the courage to help him drive, especially on the highway.
Maybe when I come back, I have to buy a car and get used to it slowly. What I fear and what I fear must be faced and overcome by myself.
If you don't cross it, you'll never dare to touch it.
I wonder if I haven't taken a long-distance bus for a long time. I have a splitting headache, but I dare not say, so I pretend to be dozing off.
Seeing me like this, Lu Yun asked me with concern: "Xiaomi, are you uncomfortable? I have some cooling oil here. Wipe it for you. Although it smells bad, it won't make you uncomfortable."
"OK."
"Come on, just put your pillow on my leg. I'll rub it for you. Maybe it'll be more comfortable."
I lay down obediently and she rubbed it for me. It was very gentle. The cool oil made me sober and my brain more comfortable.
"Is it carsickness?"
"Well, yes, aunt, I didn't know I would get carsick so badly."
"Just take your time. Take more cars and you'll be fine. I've heard that people who drive won't get carsick. If you learn to drive, you won't get carsick in the future."
"Mom, Xiaomi can drive, but she doesn't dare."
"Are there too many cars in Beijing to drive? Then go to a place with few people to practice."
"No, aunt, I'm not afraid of many cars, but I'm afraid of driving fast. Sometimes when I have the courage and interest, I'll drive, but if I really want to drive here and there, I'm afraid if I drive faster."
She smiled: "I can't see that you are also a coward."
I was too brave before, so I'm afraid now, but I really don't want to tell anyone about the past.
My brain is very uncomfortable. I lie down here and lean there. I really want to ask Lu Yun to find a rest station and let me down, but he certainly won't leave me alone. I can't drag him and his mother back.
I just endured the pain. I didn't know how to get here after four or five hours. As soon as I got off in X city, I felt like I was going to be abandoned.
Lu Yun came and helped me: "are you okay?"
"OK, it's just carsick. It's okay."
"It's all right. I'll take you directly to the hotel."
"No, no, no, don't ask me to take a bus now. I'm really afraid. Look behind me. There's a hotel. I'll go in by myself. Take your aunt and drive slowly."
I cheered up and waved to his mother: "bye, aunt. If you come to Beijing again, you must call me."
"Xiaomi, I really want you to go back to our house to play, but my aunt knows it's not suitable. You take this red envelope. There's no other meaning. My aunt hopes you can be good." she handed a red envelope to me.
"No, no, aunt, how can I accept your red envelope?"
"Auntie doesn't have any money. Don't despise it. It's a red envelope, a little care from the elders to the younger generation. Be healthy."
I was jealous. It seemed that I hadn't received a red envelope for a long time. My mother used to give me red envelopes every year, but no one gave them to me after my mother left.
The three brothers have got married. I will habitually give it to the younger generation, and my brother will give it to my father, but they all think I have grown up.
When he took it, he bit his lip: "thank you, aunt."
"Silly child, don't dislike aunt giving less."
"Auntie, what do you say? If you give more, I won't want it. Auntie, go slowly and I'll see you again when I have a chance."
The red envelope is really heavy in my heart, as if to make up for my lack of maternal love for many years. Although Lu Yun's mother is a little overbearing and autocratic, she is still kind and loving.
I dragged my luggage to the nearest hotel. When I asked for a room, I went in to sleep. I had a splitting headache. Even if the sky fell, I didn't want to get up.
It's so painful. I can't stand sleeping in the middle of the night. Call the hotel and ask them if they have painkillers or sleeping pills.
Finally, I sent a painkiller up and took it slowly, so that I could really sleep over.
Lu Yun called, said he was home and asked me how I was now.
"Very good."
He was silent for a while and said, "Peifeng called me."
I was stunned. Why did he call Lu Yun.
"Xiaomi, he asked me if you were with me."
"What do you say?"
Lu Yun sighed lightly: "he didn't mean to ask these questions. He said that if I could see you, please take good care of you. Maybe your head would hurt and you might be uncomfortable. If there's anything wrong, go to the hospital immediately."
"Well, I see." why does he still care about me so much? Don't do that, Peifeng. We broke up. I'll deal with my headache. I'm not a child anymore.
"Xiaomi, is there anything wrong with your health?" Lu Yun asked me again.
"No, it's good. I'm carsick. I didn't wake up until now. I'm going to see the lotus later. Lu Yun, just stay at home with your parents. It's rare to have a holiday."
"Well, if you feel bored, or come to me to breathe the air in the mountain. If you want to go back early, tell me and I'll pick you up."
"Don't be so troublesome. You don't have to pay attention to me. Just keep busy with your schedule. I mean, I'm not sure I'll be here today. I'll go somewhere else tomorrow."
"Xiaomi, promise me that you will take good care of yourself," he said softly.
My heart warmed: "I will, Lu Yun, thank you." when I was most lonely, I tried to make me happy.
After hanging up the phone, I looked at the weather outside the hotel. Today's weather was good. There was no bright sun. It was like rain on a cold and overcast day, and the wind was blowing the curtain coolly.
It's good to go for a walk on such a day. I don't know why Peifeng told Lu Yun like that. Maybe he knows me too well.
After a day, my head still hurts, but it's much better than the severe pain yesterday.
Maybe you'll feel refreshed after a walk by the lake.
I like lotus because of its fresh and pleasant fragrance. It smells comfortable and refreshing. Today's brain is too dizzy. I hate this state.