After the rain, the weather is getting colder and colder. You don't have to worry about clothes, but you always feel lack of interest when you send them.

Then I discussed with Pei Feng that we might as well go outside. Why should we hide here every day?

He grabbed his medical books and sat under his ass: "Peifeng, go out and have a look. I haven't been to the hospital since I came out."

"But aren't you a little afraid of the outside world?"

"Then don't you face it?" I looked at him with my head tilted.

He nodded: "it's also reasonable. OK, I'll talk to Aunt Zhang."

"Uh huh. I'll change into beautiful clothes right away. By the way, I want to buy a wig, ha." who says I'm not a normal girl? I just love beauty.

My mother was cutting flowers in the backyard. When I went out, she didn't object. She smiled and said, "it doesn't matter. Buy whatever you like. There is a card on the table. Don't save it. Eat whatever you want."

"Mom, are you really not going with us?"

She shook her head: "mom is old, but she doesn't like going shopping."

"Well, I'll go with Peifeng. Mom, if you have anything at home, remember to call us."

Pei Feng also said, "aunt, you don't have to worry. I'll take care of Xiaomi."

"I know that you two children are excellent. It's all right. Don't think about me. It doesn't matter if you come back later. If there are too many things that are difficult to take, ask Xiaomi's third brother to do coolies for you. Don't exploit who he exploits. Sign his bill for too expensive things and ask him to pay."

Pei Feng and I laughed. My mother is so cute. I like my mother so much.

Pei Feng asked the driver to take us out. He didn't have the courage to touch the car. He had a heart problem. He might have an attack. It's too dangerous to drive.

The closer it is to the center of Beijing, the more prosperous it is.

The cars here are full of fire, the tall buildings are more festive, and the sound is higher and higher. People come and go like blue lake. It's just like two worlds.

We are like children who have just entered the city. Everything is amazing. Maybe we are greedy. We don't know when we won't see these.

When I went to buy clothes, he picked them for me, and then went to buy them. He didn't have to pay me a dime. I looked at him signing the bill and thought he was really handsome.

"Pei Feng, is your family very rich? You don't blink at anything."

"Silly girl, why don't you spend now? My grandmother leaves a lot of industries. He won't take care of them in my father's hands. Then I hand them over to professional people for management. Anyway, I don't have to worry about lying down and eating and drinking for several lifetimes."

"Awesome."

Then we are a little depressed. No matter how powerful, life is so impermanent.

He reached out and pinched my face. "Come on, silly girl, go buy a hat."

"OK, but can you always pinch my face? It's hard to grow some meat. You always pinch it like this."

"I like you this way, don't you understand?"

I complained, but my heart was happy. I walked slowly, so he waited for me and took my hand.

Some strange feelings, but his hands are so warm that I feel safe. Moreover, it doesn't matter how busy the world is or how unsatisfactory it is.

My hands were itchy. I looked up at him and he held my hands tighter.

I heard his gentle voice say, "Xiaomi, I'll buy you a hat and buy a lot until you can wear a new hat with long hair and waist."

"OK."

The hat here is really expensive, but he is not afraid because he has money. And there are some wigs. He wears a wig for me and is careful. Maybe others look at me differently. They think my bald head is a little strange, but he won't.

Wearing a long wig, the slight curl was very beautiful. I looked at the mirror: "is it good?"

"OK."

I looked back and smiled at him, "that's good. I'll take this."

Behind him stood a beautiful girl, like a delicate doll on TV, staring at him like that.

But Peifeng didn't seem to see her. If I hadn't been watching, he wouldn't have turned his head to look.

"Brother Peifeng." she called Peifeng, and her voice was also very nice.

"Your friend?" I smiled.

Pei Feng looked at the beautiful woman and said, "Why are you here?"

"I looked for you everywhere. I finally found you." she said, and her tears fell down.

But Pei Feng didn't have the slightest feeling of pity, but frowned: "what can I do for you? I can't do anything now."

"Pei Feng, who is this?" I stood over and asked him with a smile.

He shrugged: "it's just a relative. It's all right. Let's continue to choose. Otherwise, there's nothing new in this family. Let's take a look elsewhere."

"Well, all right."

But the beautiful girl always looked at him with tears and followed him.

He was bored when he walked. He turned around and looked at the beautiful girl impatiently. He elongated his voice and said, "Ou Qingxue, don't be so annoying. Why do you always follow us? What do you want to do? Are you bored?"

"Pei Feng, I miss you so much."

"What do you want me to do? Are you okay?" he said rudely to her.

"Pei Feng, don't be so cruel to girls. Look, she's been crying."

"Leave her alone. It's annoying for someone to follow. Xiaomi, let's go to dinner first. I know a man who makes delicious food."

We're leaving. He seems to be used to it. He will take my hand.

The crying girl stopped him: "Peifeng, do you have a girlfriend now? Is it because of her? So, you hate me very much. You don't want me to follow you."

He stopped, let go of my hand, put me on my shoulder, hugged me on his side, raised his eyebrows and looked at the crying girl: "yes, she's Chen Xiaomi, she's my girlfriend. What's the matter? I can't make a girlfriend yet. I have a girlfriend, so I have to report it to you?"

"Me." she cried more and more. She couldn't say anything.

"Xiaomi, let's go."

I looked back at the girl. I thought she must like Peifeng.

But I also know Pei Feng. What he doesn't like, forcing and pitying are meaningless.

Just like when I eat fruit with relish, he doesn't like to eat. He won't touch it at all, even if it's temptation or coercion.