Chapter 188

It's a wonderful feeling that you can't deceive yourself.

Yue Yu now looks back and finds the real reason why he stayed in Xingke county without getting on the train.

He can't deceive himself with the lie that he can plan to succeed in the daytime without me, and he can't muddle through with the lie that he doesn't care about the life and death of those people.

If Yue Yu is an ordinary person, he can escape through fear and cowardice, but his icy blood constitution makes him face his purest desire.

He just cares about the life and death of the poisonous tongue doctor Yin Yin Yin, his big sister an Qian and the tool man Chen Fu, so he stays in Xingke county.

In the past, Yue Yu could deceive himself with many reasons. For example, he would embark on a secret journey in the future, for example, he didn't know how he liked, for example, he just greeded for her body... However, after activating the "ice blood constitution", he thoroughly understood the most real idea in his heart.

Yue Yu sat on the bed and stretched out his hands to hold the cute green LAN tightly.

"Hey, hey, hey, hey --" Qinglan made the sound of the kettle boiling, shook her hands at a loss, blushed like a small tomato that would burst juice at any time, and held Yueyu shyly for a while.

"Well, it's so sudden..."

"Love comes like a tornado." Yue Yu casually said a lyrics: "I think it's good. When the rain stops, it's sunny and late at night, you like me and I like you."

"I can't wait until my life and death. In that case, I can't hold you like this."

Qinglan tried to resist shyness and gently pushed him away. She put her hands around his neck, looked at his eyes and asked, "you like holding me very much?"

"Nothing is better than a hug. When I hold you tightly in my arms, nothing makes people realize what it is to have“

Yue Yu said softly, "that night, you saved me."

Qinglan knew what he was talking about and asked in a warm voice, "is that maid named Shuangye very important to you?"

"No, I also knew her name that day. But her death made me feel very lonely."

"So you like me because you are lonely?"

Yue Yu nodded and shook his head.

"I like your superb skills when playing cards with me."

"I also like that no matter what I do, you will support my trust."

"I prefer your confidence in managing the newspaper."

"I have many reasons to like you." Yue Yu thought about it and said, "maybe I like you, so everything about you becomes the reason."

Qinglan slightly raised her eyebrows and said with a complex expression, "but the reason why I play cards is because you like it, so I learned it."

"I will only support you because you don't tell me anything. I have no reason to dissuade you. I can only silently wish you a safe return“

"If you didn't let me manage the newspaper, I wouldn't bother. I worked hard to learn how to become a qualified editor in chief for you."

"There are many, many..."

Qinglan gently hammered Yueyu's chest: "you really don't pay attention to details at all, which ruined my tenderness."

The green haze under the light is still crystal clear without powder. The coquettish expression of wanting to pay back makes Yue Yu slightly distracted.

When he came back to his senses, he and Qinglan had already drawn their lips and connected them. The silk thread wanted to be broken. It was transparent and glowing. There was an indescribable ambiguity, which made the temperature in the room soar.

"Childe, are you going to do dangerous things again?" Qinglan suddenly asked.

"Why do you say that?"

"Today, the newspaper also worked overtime. The news of the defeat of Heyang army has spread to xuanzhu county. Everyone knows that CHENFENG people are going to fight in." Qinglan lowered her eyebrow and her voice is as light as a gossamer: "childe, you have become so... Active today, so I think..."

"I think I'm ready to die and recognize my thoughts, so I want to show you my heart and at least die in peace?" Yue Yu saw Qinglan nodding slightly, he smiled and shook his head: "you think right, but it's wrong."

"I really want to be ready to do a dangerous thing and confirm my ideas, but the relationship is the opposite - it is because I care about you that I want to do that dangerous thing."

Yue Yu has changed his mind.

He wants to give up the idea of traveling around the world, the idea of walking away, and the idea of "leaving with one vote".

He wants to stay.

When she is alone, Yue Yue can of course walk away. One person is full, the whole family is not hungry, one person is killed, and the whole family moves. Even if she is kidnapped and trafficked by human traffickers, Yue Yue can enjoy herself and let things go.

But with fetters and responsibilities, his ideas changed.

Just like when he was in Xingke County, Leyu tried his best to send away qianyuya, because Xingke county would be very dangerous, and his inner moral law could not sit back and watch him leave qianyuya in this chaotic place.

Now xuanzhu county is more dangerous than Xingke County, and Leyu also has two ways: send Qinglan away or let her stay. Before that, Leyu tended to send her away. First, it is simple, convenient and experienced. Second, for Qinglan, xuanzhu county is not her hometown, but a prison where she struggled to survive.

But Yue Yu changed his mind.

He wants to stabilize. He wants to form a family with Qinglan.

He can't deceive himself - why should he never forget the well of gods and demons? Why do you always want to escape xuanzhu county? Why do you do everything on a whim without desire?

Because he's so lonely.

He has been alone since he came to this world.

He has no home and nowhere is his hometown; He has no relatives, and the "happy language" everyone knows is just an alien soul covered with human skin; He doesn't even have comrades. His inner moral law goes beyond this era and is incompatible with everyone.

Therefore, Yueyu has become a rootless duckweed, drifting with the waves, going where you want, and wholeheartedly seeking the well of gods and demons.

That was his ultimate hope of returning home and getting rid of loneliness.

How could he not know that the well of gods and demons may be just an illusory legend, but if there is no hope, Yue Yu feels that he will collapse sooner or later.

But if Yue Yu has a home and roots again, maybe he can get rid of this maggot like loneliness.

In fact, Yueyu still has many fatal problems that cannot be solved. For example, Qinglan will grow old after all, but he is an eternal seed. For example, he has never been in love. For example, who is green between him and Jing Zhengwei

But Yue Yu just wants to follow his heart at this moment.

Become the president of the silver blood Association, unite white night, reform Dongyang, and then

Create a world where he and Qinglan can live safely.

"If I say, can you not do dangerous things for me?" Qinglan fell on his clavicle and rubbed his face, making Yueyu feel a little itchy.

"In fact, I wanted my third brother to go at first, but he refused this dangerous task for his fiancee. Because he knew that if he died, his fiancee would go with him." Yue Yu said, "I'm different, and you're different."

"Because I won't die."

"And even if I'm not here, you're already a woman who can be alone."

Qinglan snorted: "it sounds good, but in the end, he won't listen to me at all."

"Then I can only say... Come back early and I'll play cards with you. I've found the winning method in the battle card."

"True or false!" Yue Yu was surprised: "teach me quickly, I want to be immortal!"

Qinglan angrily nodded Yueyu's forehead: "childe, look at the atmosphere."

"But you didn't reply to me."

"What reply?"

"I like you, and then?" Yue Yu asked, "do you like me, too?"

Green LAN immediately shook his head: "I don't like childe."

Then Qinglan lies on the bed with Yueyu in her arms, touches her nose face to face, gently touches his face and says:

"I just want to live in a big soft bed with you,

Open the curtains a little in the morning,

Then hug you and watch the sun shine in inch by inch,

In the afternoon, change into comfortable clothes,

Hand in hand, go to damenshi street to eat delicious food

Stay in the bedroom after dark. I read and you write,

If it were you, I would live like this all my life. "

"What about work?" Yue Yu asked, "taking part in work is the characteristic of independent women..."

"Don't talk."

Qinglan blocked Yueyu's mouth. Their skills were so astringent that they were proficient. It took only a few minutes, and then they could pull out the perfect and beautiful silk thread.

While Mi die was listening attentively outside, she suddenly heard her childe's shocked voice.

"Wait!"

Yue Yu sat up with a serious expression: "I seem to be poisoned. There is something strange in my body!"

Ice blood constitution is not immune to toxins, but it can make Yueyu ignore the influence of all toxins and reduce the duration of any negative state by 50%.

So the music will still be poisoned.

Seeing the appearance of Yueyu, Qinglan immediately remembered something, blushed and pulled Yueyu down.

"Don't worry, I'm poisoned. Someone must have poisoned me. The Jing family is not safe -"

"I did," Qinglan whispered.

"Ah?" Yue Yu was confused.

"Many people in the newspaper are talking about that CHENFENG people will attack xuanzhu county. Some even say that Heyang army has been completely annihilated and xuanzhu county will be captured at any time." Qinglan stammered in a roundabout way: "so, I think this can't be delayed any longer, so I put it in honey five flower tea..."

Yue Yu blinked: "the medicine of tiger and wolf?"

Qinglan nodded.

Yue Yu people are stupid - you know, he is an intermediate martial arts player, and his ice blood constitution is weakened, but the strange feeling of his body ready to move is still so strong.

How much medicine has Qinglan given!

"Are you in such a hurry?"

"I didn't know you would take the initiative tonight..." Qinglan said, and suddenly became uncomfortable: "forget it, anyway, I'm a lowly man bought by the childe from xiangxuehai. Look at me as you want..."

"I noticed your tenderness." Yue Yu tilted his head: "then I'll take a good look at you -"

"Wait, I take off my glasses -"

"Don't pick it."

Qinglan blushed shyly and said, "childe, do you want me to look at you well?"

"Well... There's also this reason," Yue Yu said. "There's another trivial factor --"

"Glasses lady is actually my special hobby."

Then Leyu and Qinglan play solo duels in the middle. Leyu chooses the early heroes. At the beginning, Leyu kills and explodes one tower, approaches the second tower, and even goes to the highland. But soon, Qinglan brushes the equipment to fight back. In the middle of the period, the two sides are deadlocked. However, Qinglan chooses Yingxiong in the later stage, and soon pushes back. Fortunately, Leyu's base suddenly paints a large number of "tiger and wolf soldiers", Successfully helped Yue Yu stabilize the military line and climb the highland for many times