Yaochen was surprised - yes, his mother had asked him this question many times, and he answered it with "shyness", but his father never asked it, especially so seriously.
Yao Chen is very nervous. He really knows his father. If his mother is careless and wise, then his father is planning everything.
"Why, it's not convenient to say?" Dong Fang Li is smiling and his voice is gentle.
"No No, "Yao Chen's eyes twinkled, and then he said tentatively," Er Chen also wants to be close to his mother, just in the past I'm shy. "
Prevaricate your father with your mother's words.
Dongfang lie slowly raised her lips and whispered, "when my father was a child, he seldom got close to his mother, but it was not because of shyness."
Yao Chen a Leng, surprised to look up.
This is the first time that he has heard his father talk about his childhood. He knows that his father is from the state of Southern Zhao. He also knows that his father is the prince of Southern Zhao. He even knows that his mother's status is not particularly high. But all this is known through various channels, not from his father.
Dongfang lie's elegant and beautiful face gradually lost its warmth. Putting down his mask, he was like opening a heavy door to his heart, remembering the past that he didn't want to mention. "My father's mother was not born high, and she was not very popular. No one told my mother why she was depressed. Although my mother forced a smile when she faced me, I knew she didn't show such happiness, even irritability and anxiety. "
Yao Chen suddenly opens big eyes, facial expression is startled.
Yaochen's reaction was brought into Dongfang lie's eyes one by one, but she didn't see it. She continued, "my father was young at that time, maybe Oh, about two years old. "
Yao Chen was even more surprised. Although he didn't say it, compared with Wang Xianhong of aunt Yulan's family and the accompanying readers of the same age sent by other ministers' families, he knew that his early wisdom was far higher than that of ordinary people, but he never thought that his father was so early.
At about two years old, he began to have his own clear thinking.
Dongfang lie continued, "although I can see my mother's worry, no one told me that my mother's worry is not because of me, but I always blame myself. I always think it's because I'm not good enough or pleasing enough to make my mother happy, and then I run away."
Yaochen quickly lowers his head, afraid to be seen through his father's eyes.
"Every time my mother called me and gently asked me about my lessons, I was perfunctory and just wanted to leave quickly; every time my mother expressed concern, I was at a loss. Later, I learned that my mother's worry is not because of me. She loves me and loves me, but she still wants to escape because I feel guilty and I don't know how to make her happy. "
Then he stopped talking.
Yao Chen stares for a long time, also didn't wait for the follow-up, can't help but look up, "later? What happened? "
Dongfang lie looks at Xiaowa's face carved with powder and jade in front of her. She looks at those wise and ignorant eyes, as if she saw her childhood self through this cheek.
Dongfang lie smiles lightly, but her eyes are full of sadness. "Later, I figured out that no matter happy mother or sad mother, they all love me and love my mother. I can't share her worries and untie her heart knot, but it can bring her temporary happiness. Isn't that good?"
Yaochen suddenly realized, suddenly raised his head, "my father is right! I thank my father for untiing my son's heart knot. "
Dongfang Li smiles and sighs again.
Yao Chen realized what, cautiously ask a way, "again later? Is Grandma happy? "
"After thinking about it, I immediately went to find my mother," Dongfang lie said with a smile on her cheek, but she didn't smile, "but her mother relapsed and fell into a coma, and never woke up again."
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