Not only did Su dongkun lose face, but even Su Yan would lose face. The Su family is a famous family in Jincheng for a hundred years. If the funeral is humiliating, people will see jokes when they talk about the Su family. If there are ghosts and gods, their ancestors and ancestors in the Su family underground will be angry and want to jump out. The people of the Su family have paid most attention to reputation since the past dynasties.

"When my grandfather did that, the Su family had no reputation." What reputation does the Su family have now?

Snow is silent.

I still don't want Su Yan to be laughed at behind his back at tomorrow's funeral.

"I'll go." Suyafu said suddenly.

Snow White was stunned and looked at her son, "don't you really want to go?"

"Son, you don't have to force yourself. It's nothing if you don't go." Su Yan doesn't want his son to aggrieve himself.

"The teacher said that people should be tolerant and grateful. Even if others are bad to us and others are not kind, we can't be bad. If they are not kind, Grandpa Zeng will be bad to me again, but he is also grandpa Zeng. He is an elder. I should go." In fact, suyafu can't bear to let his parents do this. If he just goes, he can make his parents happy. Why not!

"Good son!" Snow White kissed the child hard. He was really good and obedient.

Su Yan was also moved for a while. The people who love him most in the world are their mother and son.

They are selfless to him. No matter what time, they never abandon him and stand beside him.

After su Yan put his son to sleep, he should have gone, but he didn't want to go today. These days he lives in the Su family's old house, but today he doesn't want to go back.

"Snow, can I stay here today?" He looked at her pitifully like a dog who only wanted to take in.

"Your grandfather will be buried tomorrow. Can you not go back to the wake at night?" Snow White frowned. At this time, his grandson didn't keep it. It's all a matter.

"When did I care about this?" Su Yan never cares what others say about him.

"But, you're the Su family's grandparent..." Bai Xue doesn't want to keep him, but the Su family is a big family. Although Su dongkun is dead, there are many uncles of his peers. If Su Yan doesn't go back, they will take the opportunity to trouble him.

"I don't want to go back, I really don't want to go back..." Su Yan suddenly hugged her, her voice was tired, and her tone was never fragile.

Bai Xue sighed, "whatever you want."

"Snow..."

"Yes."

"Will you sleep with me tonight?" Su Yan begged.

Snow white, "..."

Now when did he still have such a mind!

"Don't get me wrong. I just want someone to accompany me. Besides, even if I want to do something, I can't do it..." Su Yan said very desolately.

The desolation makes Snow White want to cry.

This man, the man she loved all her life, he has always been like a God to her, high and omnipotent, but he is so now

It makes her feel really uncomfortable

"OK..." as usual, it was difficult for her to refuse his request.

"Snow..." Su Yan buried his head on her shoulder and lingered. He couldn't speak. He thought she was good before. It was natural for him. After divorce, he knew how precious it was to get an answer from her.

People don't think they are stupid, but they always do stupid things.

It's night

The bright moonlight shines in through the French window, and the two people on the bed lie down with their clothes.

Su Yan let Bai Xue lie with her back to him, and he hugged her tightly from behind.

Her height is just right for him.

Their bodies fit as well as she was born for him.

The soft moonlight shone on them, and the strong face on snowy days was a little softer.

His long black hair was scattered in his arms like a dense net, which made his heart net firm and solid, and there was no chance to move.

Su Yan felt very happy to hold her like this. He said an old-fashioned word. He hoped that time would stop and make this moment eternal.

"My parents didn't exist in my memory. When I was a child, I followed my uncles and aunts. They treated me like their own. Because of them, I felt what parents are and lived wantonly. I didn't think I was different from the children with parents. At that time, my aunt was pregnant. I was like Yafu, hoping my aunt would give me a sister, But suddenly, my uncle died, and my aunt became like that, and everyone said it was your mother's fault. My aunt told me crazily, let me hate you and let me kill you. I was helpless and panicked at that time. I didn't understand why. Suddenly, my favorite playmate suddenly became my enemy. One moment ago, I was still making surprises for her birthday. The next moment, But I can't go to play with her anymore and hate her. I don't know... I really don't know what to do... "My low voice was still confused at that time.

"I want to hate her as my aunt said, but I can't do it. I don't want to see her again, but I want to see her again. In order to annoy her, I deliberately gave her a handmade gift I made for her for two months to her annoying sister. It's the same for every birthday in the future..."

Snow White was shocked and said, "you mean those handicrafts you made were meant to be given to me?"

"At first, I really wanted to give it to you. Later, I wanted to give it to Bai Wanrou. However, have you found that all the birthday gifts I gave her are your favorite?" He hated her, but he clearly remembered her preferences.

Snow White thought that it was true. At that time, she thought he was deliberately against her to embarrass her.

"I think I was subconsciously preparing birthday gifts for you at that time, so all the gifts you chose were what you liked and wanted." Su Yan almost sighed. His subconscious and instinct were always smarter than him. He did a lot of things according to his heart.

Snow white, "..."

She didn't believe him, but didn't know how to believe and accept such a message.

"But before my mother and your uncle died, you hated me for Bai Wanrou." When he saw her pushing Bai Wanrou into the water, there was no hatred between them. If he really liked her as he said, why did he hate her for Bai Wanrou?

"I have to admit that Bai Wanrou has her characteristics. She is delicate and pitiful. She is weak and deceptive. She can easily arouse others' desire for protection. At that time, I was young and ignorant. I just thought you shouldn't be a bully, so I hated you, but later I didn't take you to play, At that time, I wanted to make handmade gifts for you just to ease the relationship between us. Who knows, that happened before I gave you a gift. " Su Yan does not deny that his protection of Bai Wanrou is hypocritical, but he now understands that his feelings for Bai Wanrou are not love, but the cause of big men's self-esteem, just like the feeling of loving pets.

Bai Wanrou can satisfy his big man's self-esteem.

Snow white, "..."

I remember reading that book. Women care about a lot of things and think it's very serious, while men don't care at all and don't think it's serious. When you think he did something wrong and think that his behavior is like another person, he still thinks it's nothing. Even if he liked it at that time, he can say that he was confused for a moment and the person he really loves is you

Sometimes, some things can't be right or wrong, because men and women have completely different ideas.

She now deeply felt that this sentence was right.

Men's thinking is that women can't understand and agree no matter how smart they are.

Is the brain structure of men and women different? Why are they so different in their perception of the importance of things?

Why can he say so easily that Bai Wanrou is indeed attractive, but the person he really loves is her

She doesn't know how a person can take care of another person when he really loves another person.

The difference between men and women is too big

"Snow, I know you still love me now. We love each other. Let's start over for the rare love of this time, okay?" He buried his head in her head and whispered.

I was afraid of her refusal.

In fact, according to his words, what he wants, they shouldn't have such an atmosphere now.

But she is too rational. Even when she is moved, she won't miss questions and ask questions. He never deceives her. He knows that such an answer will make her no longer moved and even

He was still honest about his true feelings and made the atmosphere like this, which made his just words out of place and didn't have a confusing atmosphere.

He sighed helplessly in his heart.

"I'm sleepy." Snow White said and closed her eyes. She didn't want to answer him, but didn't know how to answer him.

"Yes." Su Yan didn't say anything. He hugged her tightly, as if it could close the relationship between them.

He strangled her a little, but she didn't say anything and let him hug her like that.

Su's old house

Su Yan's aunt Su Ruohan is allowed to come back because of Su dongkun's death.

Tomorrow is the burial, and the wake tonight is particularly important.

Seeing that Su Yan didn't appear again after he left this afternoon, Su Ruohan couldn't help but sneer, "Dad, this is your good grandson. He not only personally sent you to prison, but you didn't come to guard on the last day. What's the use of saying you love him and spoil him? Even our Su family's century old foundation was lost to him! "

Several collateral branches of the Su family were also there. Hearing her words, they couldn't help saying.

Said Su Yan is not sensible. No matter how, he should protect his grandfather. He shouldn't be so ashamed when he is old.

The most important thing is that they heard that Su Yan didn't want Su to come back after he came back. They all felt that he had lost his family.

One of the people who had a good relationship with Su Yan couldn't help but speak,