Anyu fell asleep in a daze, even if he didn't sleep soundly.
But she was really tired after an afternoon at the farm.
In the early hours of the morning, I faintly felt that there was someone beside my pillow.
An Jiu just opened his eyes and fell asleep again.
At dawn, the sun shining into the room, sprinkled a layer of white light, let people have a kind of unreal feeling.
An Jiu looked at it blankly for a long time, then recovered and got up.
Gu Mo just came out of the bathroom and saw that an Jiu had already got up. He came over, sat down by the bed and asked.
"Didn't sleep well last night?"
an Jiu looked at Gu Mo and nodded after a while.
"Had a lot of dreams!"
"what dream?" Gu Mo stroked her cheek and asked with a smile.
"I can't remember now, but I feel like I have had a lot of dreams!" an jiuying said.
"Maybe you're under too much pressure. In the evening, I'll come back from work early to accompany you! "
" Well! "Ann nodded for a long time and didn't say anything.
"Anjou, I had a meal with Qingying last night. It's the end of all these years. I didn't tell you. I just didn't want you to think about it. I didn't mean anything else.
When I took her back, she fainted, and then I took her to the hospital. " Gu Mo looks directly at an Jiu and explains.
A long time quietly looking at Gu Mo, after a while just said a word, a bit out of context.
"Gu Mo, if I fall into the water with Qing Ying at the same time, you only have enough time to save one, who will you save?"
"fool, how can you ask such a question?" Gu Mo smiles and touches her head.
"But now I think it's very childish to hear that.
Gu Mo, in fact, you never forget and put down sister Qingying.
Although I don't know what happened to you, I know that you were forced to separate when you were in love, so I always have regret and estrangement in my heart.
Don't rush to refute, let me finish, OK?
maybe let's go on, you may also consume your love for various reasons, and finally break up.
Maybe there will be no regrets.
But the reality is that you are still in love when separated, this regret has been left in my heart, maybe ten or twenty years later, regret is still in the heart of the deep, because time will not go back, because can not change the past facts.
I also know that you will not do things that I am sorry for, because your morality, your cultivation and sense of responsibility will not allow you to do so.
You will be responsible, always good to me, good enough to let me feel that you really love me, we are also very happy.
But is this really what you want most from the bottom of your heart?
I know that sister Qingying has regretted her original choice. She came back to China for you, and she loves you even now.
I asked my mother, you will be separated, not Qingying sister willingly made the choice, but just impulsive, or blocked a breath, forced to make the choice.
And you haven't put it down all these years, maybe it's because you're not reconciled, because you are the same proud people as sister Qingying. Proud people have a common problem, they can't afford to lose and can't put it down.
So, if sister Qingying and I fell into the water at the same time, who would you save first?
setting aside the constraints of morality, marriage and other external conditions, starting from what you want most, or instinctive reaction, maybe when you have the answer, you will understand who you really want to spend your life with.
As for our marriage, let's go back to the original state. What's the reason for our marriage? You want to give an account to your mother-in-law, give an account to your family, and get married for the sake of marriage, while I want to help my family through difficulties. Let's take what we need!
as for Yu Baobao, I've thought about it. As long as we can give him positive guidance, he will still be married Can grow up healthy and happy, so don't let him become an obstacle to your consideration.
You just need to think about what you really want! "
Anjou calmed down after saying this.
"Anju, what about our relationship in this period of time? Where do you put it?" Gu Mo asked, gazing at Anju.
"To tell you the truth, I'm actually a person who doesn't want to make do with it, especially when it comes to emotion. I'm a cleanliness addict.
If it wasn't for that time when there was no way out, I would not agree to get married like this in any case.
Gu Mo, although as long as I put it down and don't care, we can still be as good and happy as before.
But I don't want to see you one day, because you think of someone, blank and sorry eyes, let me feel that I am an obstacle between you, because I, you two can't get together.
You know what?
this is not only a disrespect for our feelings, but also a great shame to me. " An jiuying looks at Gu Mo's line of sight and responds seriously.Gu Mo was just about to say something when an Jiu stopped him.
"You don't have to rush to answer me.
As long as you calm down, think about the life and the person you really want, and then respect your inner choice, which is also the greatest respect for me.
At this time, I still live at home and live the same life as before, but we'd better live apart for a while first! "
" I don't agree! "Gu Mo said, then holding an Jiu's face, he continued," an Jiu is not so serious. I know you are angry. Let's talk about it when you get rid of it! "
an Jiu looked at Gu Mo and saw nothing It is said that he took Gu Mo's hand, got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom.
Went to the bathroom door, an Jiu said lightly.
"Gu Mo, you never really know me!"
then you enter the bathroom and close the door.
Gu Mo looked at the closed bathroom door, frowning, his eyes dim.
After Gu Mo went to work, an Jiu followed the usual one, stayed in Xi Mo Lou, knitting a sweater, looking at mother and child books.
Anning calls and Anjou responds with a smile.
"Elder sister, how worried you are about me!"
"go, I'm not worried about you! Has Gu Mo explained it to you?"
"nothing's wrong, elder sister Qingying is going back. They have a meal together with some former friends. Besides them, there are other friends, but they just left first!" an jiuying said.
Recently, she is more and more able to lie, and when she lies, she is so smooth that her eyes won't blink.
"True or false?"
"of course it's true! Sister, it's OK, you don't have to worry any more!"
"it's OK, you can live with Gu Mo well, and you have to adjust your mood well. Only by keeping a happy mood, can you have a more intelligent baby?"
"Zhidao! Sister, you don't have to go to work today?"
"where don't have to go to work? Now you are busy in the company "I'll leave you alone. I'll go home in two days and we'll talk about it again!" an Jiu said with a smile.