The so-called sorrow is not greater than the death of heart, which is the feeling that Anju gives him now!
after finishing these words, Anju looks up at Gu mo.
Gu Mo doesn't understand that she was waiting for him to get off work that day, because he told her early in the morning that he would get off work early in the evening and have dinner with her. She had been looking forward to Gu Mo coming back from work in the morning, but she didn't wait for him to come back.
The Secretary didn't know his whereabouts, and the driver wasn't with him.
The feeling of worry and fear, even after so many days, is still so vivid when you think about it.
Gu Mo has a hundred and a thousand reasons to explain what he did.
But she only thought of one. Did he think of waiting for him at home and worrying about his pregnant wife?
he didn't!
he couldn't take care of her any more!
before, Qing Ying was critically ill and needed blood transfusion. She had one experience. She could say it was just an accident, and Gu Mo didn't know she was pregnant.
She can deceive herself once, but she can't deceive herself all her life.
So she chose to let go.
Will it hurt to let go?
of course, and it's very painful. As long as she thinks about the future, she can't live with Gu Mo, and when she wakes up, she won't see Gu Mo sleeping next to her, and when she has nightmares, she won't be coaxed around, so she will feel afraid.
But her life is still very long, and she can't convince herself again and again that once she has endured this time, there won't be another time.
She wanted to keep her final dignity and live the life she really wanted to live, even if she didn't live happily in the future, at least she tried hard.
In the past, she had no choice. After all, her family really needed the 10 million yuan. Now she has her own choice. She doesn't want to be kidnapped by morality and live for other people's ideas.
Some people may say that she is hypocritical. They may say that she was born in bliss and didn't know her fortune. They may think that Gu Mo is so good that others can't look forward to it, but she doesn't know how to cherish it. Even if she remarries later, she won't marry a better man than Gu Mo and live such a good life.
But it's just other people's thoughts. She wants to live her own life, not live in other people's thoughts.
A man can make mistakes and she can forgive.
But it doesn't mean that if a man makes a mistake and apologizes, she must forgive!
it doesn't mean that this man is excellent and provides her with a good material life, so she should be grateful, cherish, be obedient and live without principles.
She is a human being, a person who is completely equal to Gu mo. emotionally, she does not need to grovel, compromise, forbearance and restraint.
She is his wife, not his servant!
so she is not impulsive, nor affectable, nor willful, so she proposed divorce at this time.
It's that she and Gu Mo are not in the same world in their thoughts, concepts and marriage views. They are reluctant to be together, and they will not be happy. They will only have more and more conflicts, and finally they can't reconcile.
Gu Mo looks at an Jiu and discovers for the first time that he is frustrated. He completely underestimates the power of an Jiu. She has her own ideas and opinions. She doesn't want others to understand her, but she still has her own decisions and choices.
"Anju, I'm sorry. It's my negligence.
All the time, I don't know enough about you and care enough for you, which will make you feel aggrieved. To tell you the truth, because I don't know, sometimes I don't even know what you are making trouble for.
This is my problem. I should review myself.
I also respect your choices and decisions.
But I still hope you can give me some time, at least let me want to understand how things happened, how to solve better.
Now you are still in confinement, don't get angry, we will always solve things, don't be in a hurry for a while! "Gu Mo looked at an Jiu and said softly to an Jiu.
An Jiu just lightly ordered a head, didn't say anything more, lowered head to continue to eat.
Even if she is tasteless, she still eats. After all, she is hungry, and there is no way to solve the problem.
Gu Mo didn't say anything more. After all, no matter how much he said now, it was more like sophistry, and it would only irritate an Jiu.
As Anning said, Anjou's mood is not very stable now. If he can't guide correctly, Anjou is likely to suffer from postpartum depression.
It will be even worse for Anjou.
After dinner, because Anjou was still in confinement and couldn't go for a walk, Gu Mo watched TV with her for a while.
Anjou is watching a cartoon, a very old cartoon.
At the moment, she hugged the pillow and watched intently, laughing from time to time.
Gu Mo looks at an Jiu's side face. The quiet and gentle side lines give people a sweet and comfortable feeling.
This seemingly quiet and introverted girl is stubborn and stubborn, which is hard for ordinary people to understand, just like a small universe with a lot of energy hidden in her small body.If he can't grasp her, she will be far away from him.
It's like a kite flying in the air. If he can't pull, the kite will break its string and float away.
Until this moment, Gu Mo realized that it was not Anju who depended on him all the time, but that he unconsciously depended on Anju.
When he began to need her, she said to him, "I don't want to live with you anymore.".
In other words, he was abandoned by Anjou.
This kind of feeling, like many years ago, when Qing Ying broke up with him, could not accept the mood, even stronger.
At that time, because of the changes in his family, he was tired of running around and was in a mess, but Qing Ying suddenly put forward to break up for no reason.
Adding insult to injury can be said to be the best description of the blow he suffered at that time.
Looking back now, I realize that an Jiu is right. If he and Qing Ying are together all the time, maybe one day they will break up, but they won't feel too painful at that time.
And now will always care about can't put down, just because the heart once had regret, never make up, not because they still love each other.
Although Anjou is young, sometimes he looks at things more thoroughly than him.
Such a mind exquisite girl, he did not cherish, just about to leave their own.
I don't know how long after that, an Jiu noticed Gu Mo's sight, turned his head and looked at Gu Mo, right in front of his confused eyes.
"Gu Mo, if you can't figure out something, don't think about it. After putting it down, maybe one day it will come to light. " An Jiu said with a smile, as if he had put down his bad feelings.
Gu Mo looks at an Jiu's gentle smiling face, and seems to be agitated by something at the bottom of his heart.
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