But -
to be honest, she was very happy in those years.
Yan Yuming is a good man. She envies his original wife and has such a good husband who is upright and gentle.
Heaven does not follow man's wishes.
In the second year of Yannian's junior year, yanyuming died.
Maybe this is her life.
Heaven is bound to leave her alone and never let her enjoy happiness.
“……”
Yannian takes a deep breath. His fingernails hold the flesh of his palms, but he doesn't feel any pain.
She didn't know what Ma Xueyan thought, just stared at her face for a moment.
"And then? What about frostbite? "
"You frostbite, when you were very young, when you were only two years old..."
Ma Xueyan remembers what happened in those years, squinting her eyes slightly
"You just passed your two-year-old birthday. Your father's company went on a business trip and asked me to take care of you at home. I used to take good care of you. Several women came to ask me to play cards. I went out without restraint and left you at home alone."
"You are very active. You like to run around at home. I'm afraid you'll lock the outside door if you run out."
"I didn't expect that when I came back, I saw you in the cold room. You should have climbed in by accident. You accidentally locked the outside door. You couldn't get out, clapped the window and cried loudly."
Ma Xueyan still remembers that two-year-old girl crying.
Pat the window, hoarse, those clear eyes full of panic and helplessness, like a small animal trapped in hell.
Struggling, sad, but desperately want to live.
She was also scared.
Hurriedly took Yan Nian out and put him in the bathtub for a while.
At that time, she was afraid that Yan Yuming would come back and know that she was to blame, so she kept it to herself. Fortunately, the two-year-old didn't seem to have anything to do with it, and the two-year-old didn't remember anything, and it was not easy to say, let alone complain.
This matter, has been buried in her bones, until the reputation die, she did not say.
If it wasn't for Yannian not to be pregnant to question her, she thought maybe she would never say it in her life.
The fist hanging from his side was clenched.
She's like the half old girl when she was two years old, like a beast lurking in the depths of hell. She's hoarse and devastated.
But there is no panic and helplessness in the fundus.
Instead, all hate.
"So after my father died, your temperament suddenly changed. It's not good for me to beat me and scold me, because you're not my mother-in-law?"
"Well..."
Ma Xueyan answered with a faint voice and lowered her head to stir her corner.
Yannian raised his hand and hammered his heart. He felt so stuffy that he could hardly breathe. His lungs were cold as if the cold wind was pouring in.
"Does jiangbeiyuan know about it?"
Suddenly she asked, biting her lips, biting out the blood and tasting the smell of blood.
"Speak and read..."
Ding Baoyi called her worried behind her.
Yannian waves to Ding Baoyi, asking her not to worry. He stares at Ma Xueyan again and repeats: "Jiangbei yuan knows that you are not my mother?"
“……” Ma Xueyan doesn't speak.
It seemed to be wondering whether to tell the truth.
"I asked you if he knew!"
Yannian suddenly gets angry, and his voice is tens of decibels higher than before. He grabs Ma Xueyan's collar and cracks his eyes, just like a little ghost released from the hell, roaring to eat the man in front of him.