Chapter 956

When you were one year old, I was four years old. I was four times your age.

When you were ten, I was fourteen. I was 1.4 times your age.

You are 20 this year, I am 24, and I am 1.2 times your age.

I don't expect you to catch up with me.

Please be closer to me.

Inscription: diary from moyanzhu.

……

Every weekend, moyanzhu likes to come to a bar called blue.

Different from those wild and dissolute places, this bar is in the style of literature and art. There are two security guards at the door who are responsible for checking each passing person. Minors are not allowed to enter, and greasy uncles over 30 are not allowed to enter.

So it's very safe here, like the quiet soul gathered together, do not disturb each other.

Moyanzhu likes to sit quietly in the corner and code words. Now she is writing an appointment to a magazine. She earns 7000 yuan a month, which is enough to support her own living expenses and his brother's tuition.

“We were both young when I first saw you， I closed my eyes and the flashback starts……”

Taylor's English song echoed in all directions of the bar. The fingers of moyamen candle hitting the keyboard suddenly felt a slight pain.

"I keep waiting for you, but you never come.".

I've been waiting for you, but you never show up.

Jiangqingchi.

Perhaps because of the family, moyanzhu thinks that he is a little precocious than his peers.

When I was in primary school, I fell in love at first sight with a boy who had only met once. The little boy was like a little angel. When she was most lost, he presented her with a crooked picture.

She knew his name was jiangqingchi. She knew that he was younger than her. She knew that he lost his way by bus in kindergarten for the first time.

But from that day on, she never saw him again.

Every day, she went to the bus stop and waited. She could see him again with her remaining luck.

I just want to see you again. I can stand far away.

She thought of countless spring, summer, autumn and winter, countless days and nights, countless overlaps of time, the death of her parents and relatives due to illness, and now she is alone for 24 years

No result.

He may have moved or transferred

Otherwise, the family is very rich, and occasionally taking the bus is just to experience the fun of the common people.

So she didn't wait.

After college, moyanzhu never went to the bus stop.

Now I am in my senior year, and I want to graduate. I think my heart is calm. How can I listen to this song? My heart is still weak.

The last sentence of the lyrics is sung so well:

"cause we were both young, when I first saw you."

how nice it would be if life were just like the first time.

After writing today's manuscript, moyanzhu shut the computer and left with his schoolbag on his back.

At the moment of opening the door, her glasses box fell to the ground, bent over to pick it up. Several pairs of black canvas shoes passed in front of her. One pair was spotless, and the shoelaces were dazzling white.

These days, boys are so fastidious. Her shoelaces are not so clean.

With a sigh in my heart, I left immediately.

The boy with dazzling white shoelaces was surrounded by stars and the moon. A boy hooked his neck and called him "Dachi". He said that he would play blackplay later. Several people grinned into the bar.

……

Moyanzhu now has two classes a week, which is not much when she is a freshman, a sophomore and a junior. When she doesn't have a class, she likes to find the code words in the empty classroom.

It's autumn now, and the temperature is gradually cooling. Yesterday, moyanzhu turned out a white hooded sweater and pants from the bottom of the box. The sweater was sent by her best friend, who now makes a lot of money in South Korea by agency.

A cry came from outside the door.

Moyan candle raised his wrist and looked at his watch.

It's half past five.

Today is Friday. According to the school's regulations, freshmen and sophomores need to study in the evening except on weekends. After junior year, they don't study in the evening.

But tomorrow is the new reception. From her point of view, we can see a group of people rehearsing in the playground outside the window. Today, each college should not study in the evening.

Just thinking about it, the door of the classroom in front of us was pushed open.

A boy came in, tall and thin, with beautiful eyes and two books in his arms.

The boy looked at the moyamen candle, and looked at the number of the door on his head with some doubts."Is this room 520?"

"Well, yes."

Moyanzhu pushes his glasses on the bridge of his nose and hangs his head. It seems that today's students are going to study at night. Hurry up and finish the last ending. This month's draft will be finished.

"Little sister, are you here to study for yourself in the evening?" The boy came over and stood in front of the Moyan candle.

Little sister?

Mu Yanzhu's dead water heart beat twice and lived for more than 20 years. No one ever called her that.

Little sister.

Shaking his head, "No."

"Oh, our class is going to study in this classroom at night. There are 15 minutes left for class..."

"I'm sorry, I'll leave right now."

I haven't finished the end yet. Go back to the dormitory and write again.

Moyamen candlelight packed her things and put the computer, mouse, toilet paper, charger, little book of inspiration and so on, which were too late to shut down, into her satchel.

The cowhide book had already turned yellow. It was a birthday gift from her father, and she didn't give up.

Open the back door, Moyan and candlelight hurry to go, Leng buting and the outside people hit a straight, her head hit someone else's arms.

Hearing each other's groaning, moyanzhu raised his head and froze before saying sorry.

If the boy who just called her "little sister" barely counted as a pretty girl, now the boy can be said to be astonished.

Absolutely exquisite facial features outline, trimmed eyebrows, standard eye type, those eyes are black and white, clear and pure, deep eye socket, just right double eyelids, eyelashes are very long. The bridge of the nose is high and straight, and the two thin lips are as healthy as honey.

Mu Yanzhu didn't expect to see this kind of goods in his lifetime.

"I'm sorry I hit you. "

She felt the tip of her nose to apologize.

The other party shook his head, didn't look at her directly at all, then dangerlang went in, threw his bag at the back table, and started playing games with his legs up.

Moyanzhu took a deep look at him and walked away quickly.

……

……

Crazy.

Moyanzhu thinks he is crazy!

Love jiangqingchi for more than ten years, because of such a look, empathy don't love.

All the way back to the dormitory from the classroom, the heart fluttered without beating at the normal frequency.

She has to admit that she was surprised by the boy who accidentally hit her.

Is an absolute, from the soul of the deep, second kill level of astonishment.

What's his name? What constellation? How old is this year? Do you have a girlfriend?

She really I really want to know him.

Looking down at the laptop in his hand, a sketch of the end, delayed.

Look at the hero who is writing again, and suddenly there is no interest.

The perfect hero in the book is not half as amazing as the boy she saw.

But since he studied in that classroom at night, it means that he is a freshman or sophomore. Then every night he will study in 520 classroom at night, which means that she still has a chance to know each other.

Although, compared with other people, whether it's appearance or temperament, moyanzhu feels that -

She, deserve, don't, go!

……

The muddy broadcasting station began to select people. The editorial department and the recitation department each wanted ten.

For four years in University, moyanzhu was not interested in all kinds of activities of the school, but this time, I heard that the candidates had extra bonus every month, so moyanzhu went.

Today, she wore a blue coat, a ponytail, black jeans and a pair of lousy Street canvas shoes.

Before leaving, I looked in the mirror. When I was a child, I was very good-looking. There was a little girl with big eyes and oval face. No one did not praise her for her beauty and loveliness. The longer she grew, the uglier she became. I don't know where she changed, but I didn't think she looked good before.

When I got to the radio station, I was in line next to the number. It was moyanzhu's turn to go in. There were three elders and two sisters.

Moyanzhu introduced his name, major and class.

"Well, I'm a novelist, a romantic novel. The bully president loves my type. The number of clicks is about 20 million..."

Where is 20 million?

Who can't brag.

Several people looked at each other, and one of them, a blain faced schoolmaster, said, "since you say you write romance novels, what's your view of love?"

Love view?

Mu Yanzhu Zhen thinks for the first time that her mother and child have been single for 24 years. What's her view of love? Her brain is blank

"Let me ask you another way. What kind of boy do you like personally?"

"I don't know. I can like a person for more than ten years, or I can empathize in a moment. For me, to like a person is a feeling without standards."

"Do you mean you don't like handsome men?""How could it be?" Moyan candle scratched his hair. Who doesn't like it.

"If there is a ugly man who is willing to die for you and a handsome man who likes to ignore you, which one will you choose?"

"Second."

Mu Yanzhu did not hesitate.

The dean asked her why.

Moyanzhu: "he doesn't care about me now. I'll make him stand up tomorrow."

"Well said!"

A student elder sister takes the lead in clapping, perceives that it's a little too much, and angrily puts her hand down.

The student who asked the question signaled that moyanzhu could go.

Moyan candle carries his schoolbag to the teaching building.

In fact, she is a bit of a social phobia. She just faced so many people and answered questions just like the exam. Her hands were wet. As for whether she could be chosen, it was up to her fate.

Climb to the 5th floor, to the 520 classroom, she sat down and turned on the computer.

It's 5 p.m., just in time. He'll be here later.

"Bang -"

half an hour later, the door opened.

In came the boy who made her miss the day.

Moyan candle "rub" stand up, heart suddenly jumped to the throat.

It's him.

Only himself, he seems to have come early.

"That Students Did you study by yourself last night? "

Stumbling, sore throat area, like running 800 meters and then blocking a blood stasis, up and down can not go.

The other side finally glanced at her this time, and his eyes quickly recovered. He ignored her and took out two books from his bag and threw them on the desk.

Mu Yanzhu saw that one of them was a book on finance.

He turned out to be a financial major.

What does this major mean?

Make more money! In the future!

"Classmate Hello, I want your... "

Hesitated to walk past, 24 years for the first time asked a boy to contact.

But he is really handsome, wearing a simple white gray T-shirt, black trousers, casual dress, but there is a noble temperament between every move, which can not be described in words.

The other side's long fingers revolved the pen, circled, the voice was cool, "don't give."

The voice is also very nice, very magnetic, very textural, not gentle, with a little harsh, but moyanzhu felt that the sound line was deadly.

"I don't mean anything else I just want to meet you. "

"I don't want to know you."

"Oh Well, I'm sorry to disturb you. "

Forget it, people should see her ugly, don't want to take care of her.

Such a handsome boy, there must be no lack of girls around, cold and cool, of course, maybe it's a gay.

She's evil, she's narrow.

Unless he is a gay, the idea will make her feel a little better. Otherwise, the feeling of rejection is really hard to endure.

Pack up the computer, hold the bag and plan to leave. There is a cool voice behind: "what were you just writing?"

"Ah?"

Moyamen candle turned around. "Novel, what's the matter?"

"You can type very fast."

"Thank you I did it. "

“……”

They didn't say much more.

Moyan candle touched his nose and turned away.

Come a long time.

*

the next day.

Jiangqingchi didn't go to study at night.

Ben called him and said he had something at the school gate for him to pick up.

When we got to the school gate, the security man handed a bank card to jiangqingchi.

"A young man gave it to you. It looks like you're about the same age. He didn't leave a name."

Hearing this, jiangqingchi frowned and ran out with the card.

As he expected, the boy in the white sweater, the black backpack on both shoulders and the earphone were walking alone.

"Three!"

Jiangqingchi shouted and ran over.

The 20-year-old is a head taller than the 17-year-old Jiang saner.

"Can you change your reticence?"

Jiangqingchi didn't take the bank into his arms.

"I'm your brother. Can I still spend your money?"

Jiang Jingming took off the earphone, "then you don't spend my money, don't be angry with my father."

"Who is angry with him? Many college students don't spend money at home these days. "

"But..."

"Don't be it, I have money, I don't lack it."

He waved his hand and let Jiang san'er go.

He has to go back to study at night.

Moyanzhu didn't see jiangqingchi in 520 classroom today. He walked to the dormitory in loss.Passing by the front door of the library, there are no street lights around. The grass is shining like a firefly.

Moyamen candle lowered his head and danced with the group of insects, which hit the electric pole coldly.

"Ouch!"

Covering his forehead, he felt a bag.

What bad luck.

Fortunately, there was no one nearby. I hurriedly grabbed the bag and left.

"Jiangqingchi -"

the classmate who escaped from the self-study for half a day seemed to laugh when he saw jiangqingchi.

"What are you doing here? Don't go to study at night?"

"Oh," Jiang Qingchi said, with a clear voice, "now go."

"What did you just laugh at, so ecstatic?"

"It's OK. I saw a sow hit the pole."

Then he left.

Sow??

Classmates look around.

Where are sows from the serious muddy City University?

……

Mu Yanzhu rubs his forehead and goes back to the dormitory. There are four girls in the dormitory. Everyone is there.

She lives among six people. One of her sophomores is a soldier. Her best looking roommate is Feng ruting. She has a small black face and a long straight face. She can dress up. She is laughing with her boyfriend to open a video phone.

Hung up the phone, Feng Ru Ting's smile on her face retreated. She left her mobile phone to one side. She didn't like her boyfriend now. She only saw him have money to communicate with him.

When she graduated from college, she found a better one and broke up with him immediately.

"By the way, I'll tell you, I don't know who voted for the ranking of school grass. No, the first place is more than 5000 votes ahead of the second place."

“……” Moyamen candle is changing shoes with his head down. He is indifferent to this topic.

One of the girls in the upper bunk said, "who is the first, the eldest?"

"Sophomore, it seems to be called The river is clear. "

"Kazam" - "

with the voice of Fengru Ting, the heel of Moyan candle's hand was broken by her.

"Who did you just say?!"

"I'll go and scare me."

Feng Ru Ting patted her heart, "jiangqingchi, what do you know?"

Moyamen candlelight madly took out his mobile phone and asked Phoeni about the voting website.

The moment I saw the picture of jiangqingchi, it seemed that something "exploded" in my mind, and then the gunpowder turned into fragments, floating on the ground, everything turned into peace, without any weight.

Moyan candle's hand was shaking, and his mouth was smiling. He smiled and then he cried.

It turned out to be him.

It seems that it should have been him.

The rest of the roommates looked at her as if she were mentally retarded, and the novelists seemed to be paranoid all day.

Moyanzhu didn't explain anything. She was not a person willing to explain too much.

She looked at the picture for a long time. It was long before the sun came out that she found herself lying in bed all night.

After waiting for such a long time, people suddenly appear at your side in an unexpected capacity. Who is not excited about the unexpected surprise?

The next day, muyanzhu had a class. After class, I went directly to room 520, block a, boxue building.

There was no one in it. Everyone went to dinner. They were not hungry at all. They sat in the last row and waited quietly.

She looked at the blackboard in front of her. Her mood had never been so surging before, until the surging tide returned to calm.

He should have forgotten her.

After all, it was so small, but it didn't matter. Start again.

Start afresh, admire smoke candle, introduce oneself afresh.

Say that to yourself over and over again.

The front door was pushed open, several girls saw Moyan candle, one after another showed puzzled, because this is not my class.

Moyan candle sat motionless, more and more people in the classroom, a boy like a class committee came up and asked her what she was doing.

Moyamen and candlelight are hard on their heads. "Substitute for the class."

They didn't say much.

Nowadays, if you have money, you can find a substitute. Whoever has more money is the boss.

Jiangqingchi stepped on a little bit and entered the classroom. The black and white plaid shirt was open to her. It was white inside. There were bangs in front of him. He was not long. His hair was shining in the light. He was very soft and obedient.

Mu Yanzhu did not look at him for a moment.

He's really changed a lot.

Handsome, tall, thin and in good shape. Like models, it's no wonder that they are ranked first in school grass.

Mu Yanzhu sat all night studying for himself.

Fortunately, her position is more remote, and the big guy plays with his mobile phone, no one notices her.

She has been looking at jiangqingchi, seeing him with cheekbones on one hand, bored and lazy, either turning the pen, or looking down at the mobile phone, occasionally frowning with a clear arc.

Finally, class is over.She called jiangqingchi.

There are three or two people between them. Jiangqingchi is very cold. "Who are you?"

"I......"

Who is she? It's too far fetched to say that I met on the bus once when I was a child?

"Well, I think of you a little."

Jiangqingchi squints slightly.

The stupid man who hit the pole.

Moyanzhu: "yes, I often stay in your study room. Last time I asked you for your contact information, you didn't give it."

"Oh, and then?"

All the people in the classroom are gone. Jiangqingchi also wants to go. He leans his shoulder and carries his schoolbag. He is only one foot away from the door, but he keeps his absolute demeanor and waits for moyanzhu to finish.

Mu Yanzhu took a deep breath and took out a stack of money from his schoolbag and handed it to him.

"Here's a thousand yuan. I want your wechat, OK?"

Jiangqingchi is stunned.

Since childhood, he has never met a confession. He is so handsome that he knows clearly. He is beautiful, ugly, tall and short. He has seen too much confession. Many people can't remember his face.

Today, this one is a little interesting. Give it money? fool?

"Is a thousand enough?" Mu Yanzhu didn't wait for his answer.

Jiangqingchi humed, "can you give me ten thousand?"

A month and a half's salary.

"Ten thousand Yes. "

"Ha."

Jiangqingchi laughs. He really meets a fool. Yes, he is usually not smart enough to bump into a pole.

"Give me the money, ten thousand. I'm short of money."

"Are you short of money OK, you wait, tomorrow in this classroom, I will give you ten thousand yuan, you will give me your wechat. "

Moyamen candle has only one thousand in his hand, and the rest of the money is kept in the card.

I know whether I will arrive today. I'll go after a nod at the clear pool of the river.

By his side, so close distance, see his handsome face without any flaws, clean and clear, people are longer and more handsome, she is longer and more shabby.

"Wait."

Jiang Qingchi opened his voice and glanced at the smoke and candle. He had a seven point look, no more.

However, it doesn't matter. The more he doesn't lack or care about anything, so he doesn't care about the girl's appearance and height. Anyway, he can't remember. Some of them are so beautiful that they don't recognize each other.

"It's just a number. It's not that expensive."

I smoked 200 yuan from Moyan candle, wrote a string of numbers on the note with my head down, put them on the table, and then left.

It's a one handed pocket. It's really cool. It's double strong.

Moyanzhu takes back his eyes, takes the paper on the table and wants to scream!

Exhausted the whole body cell to hold back!

……

Jiangqingchi took 200 yuan, went to the supermarket, bought half of the yogurt, bought half of the fruit, the money suddenly spent.

He really has no concept of spending money.

I happened to meet a friend in the same dormitory who was also shopping in the supermarket. Jiangqingchi called him over.

"I'll give you ten bottles of yoghurt. You can help me carry them back. Thank you."

It's a good deal, they agreed.

Jiangqingchi went back to the dormitory. The black high top shoes were spotless, the socks were off, and they were lost directly.

Jiangqingchi never washes socks.

Anyway, he has hundreds of pairs of socks, which he loses every day after wearing, which is also worthy of the day's friendship.

"President Chi, your sister called you again!" A friend in the same dorm laughed and joked.

Everyone knows that jiangqingchi family has money. He is the second generation of the rich, so he is called "head of the pool".

Jiangqingchi washed his head and wiped his wet hair. He was not happy. "It's my mother!"

His mother's maintenance is too young, just like in the early thirties, every time he was called sister by his roommate!

"Hello, Ma."

Jiangqingchi connected the video and saw Yannian's face.

took the mask off and put it on the water. He asked, "do you still have money to spend?"

"Oh, I, I've got a part-time job and I've got a lot of money."

"Come on, you will. Do I know you? I'll spend the private house money I saved before. I'll see what you can do if the private house money is gone. "

"Cut, I'll find a way for myself. Your son won't die of hunger."

"Well You can't die hungry if you go begging in this face. "

make complaints about it.

"You said that you had to ask your father for a sports car. You had to drive before you learned your driver's license. So you want to drive to show off your wealth on campus?"

"Why can't rich show off?"

"What's money to show off? You should learn from your brother! "

One is too low-key, one is too publicity, one is the first three big words, and the two brothers can just reconcile!Jiangqingchi is speechless.

"Mom ~ ~ I just want a car, I really want it."

"Don't be coquettish. It's no use."

"Mom ~ ~ you'd better!"

"Don't call me mom. It's no use calling me grandma. I'll stand by your dad this time."

"When didn't you stand up to my father?"

"You --"

said and said, and sighed at last.

"Call me when you have no money. I'll transfer money to you. Your father usually doesn't check my account."

He was born by himself. Jiangqingchi said that he wanted to be independent. Jiangbeiyuan was born by him. But his heart of being a mother is not strong. He can't watch his son starve in school.

Jiangqingchi doesn't think so. He doesn't want to ask for money.

"Don't worry. When your son stops in the street, some girls take the initiative to raise me. Today, they give me ten thousand."

"Can you stop teasing me? Fifty or sixty year old rich woman is willing to take care of you. I believe, you college students, which one is not spending their parents' money now? Economic independence also has, but few, even so, people's hard-earned money, silly to spend for you? You really don't have a brain for your mother, do you? "

Jiangqingchi repeated: "there is really..."

"Come on, put up a card tomorrow and hang a big red flower around your neck. Go to the gate of your school and see which girl is willing to support you unconditionally for your food, drink and clothing. Ask who it is. I absolutely agree with her to be our daughter-in-law!"

Jiangqingchi is speechless.

Except for the girl who gave him the money tonight, the rest really didn't.

Those girls say they like him, say they love him at first sight, give him gifts, give him water and send cards, all three minutes of heat, who would be stupid to give him money?

It's impossible for him to feed and clothe him, and keep him like his son.

Hang up the phone, Jiang Qingchi goes to wash in silence, and the mobile phone vibrates twice.

He saw the dialog box of wechat plus friends with three words on it:

Moyan candle.

Jiangqingchi hums.

The name doesn't sound good.

……