Before moyanzhu could see clearly the expression of jiangqingchi's eyes, he had left her the back of indifference and anger.

Just like the cold hardness of the heaven and the earth, with the strangeness and alienation penetrating into the marrow, let her heart tighten in a moment, then tighten, and then take a wide open and close spin and peel,,

she covers the position of the heart, and the pain is dying. People who had no heart disease will also feel angina.

Never so clearly realized the fact that she - as if she really lost him.

Break up!

These three words, if engraved, etched at the top of her heart, hurt her so much that she could only bend over to ease the suffocation, tears were rushing, and they would never end, and the hazy mist blurred her eyes.

A lyric suddenly appeared in my mind:

-- tears were still warm on my cheeks, but no one held my hand.

It turns out that she loves jiangqingchi so much.

"It's OK, sister Xuejie. It's OK to break up. I thought you two were not suitable." Xie Zijun patted the shoulder of Mu Yanzhu and comforted her gently.

Moyamen candle kept the posture of stooping and motionless. Now it can't listen to anything and nobody can see it.,,,

I feel that my heart is going to hurt, I have no strength, I can't breathe freely, my fingers are shaking, my scalp is numb. I've had countless quarrels before, but I haven't suffered like this.

Because a little makes a lot?

Xie Zijun sighed. For the first time, he saw that Moyan candle was so painful. The girl who was usually calm was pale at this moment, as if she was going to faint in the next second.

"Sister, you will meet better people. Believe me."

"A better man? Who? Are you? "

Moyanzhu smiled bitterly twice, tears stuck on her face dry, want to wipe again feel unnecessary, anyway no one will care whether she will be uncomfortable or not.

"I won't be with you. You go." The moyamen candle straightened its back.

"Sister..."

"Come on, I'd better go. I want to be alone."

"Or I'll leave. Call me if you have anything to do. I've always been your strongest support. Come on, sister!"

Xie Zijun finished, touched the hair of Mu Yanzhu, and then turned away.

Moyanzhu lies on the grass in the playground, with her eyes closed. Two clear tears flow down her eyes.

Stare round eyes, eyes empty looking at the blue sky, suddenly feel that sudden death is also good, dead will not be heartache, there will be no sense of suffocation to death.

After a long time, she took a deep breath and took out her cell phone from her pocket to call Muran.

Muran said noisily, "sister, I play games. By the way, ask my brother-in-law if he wants to play king at night. Let him take me one."

"Muran."

"What's the matter?" I don't know what happened to each other.

Moyanzhu: "I want to hear it quiet. Sing it to me."

"Oh, only the piano stayed with me for a day. The cello was sleeping. It was quiet

"It's not quiet," interrupted moyamen candle. "It's quiet."

"Oh A duet. "

Apart from his height, Muran has the only advantage of singing well, standard bass and the class called love song prince.

Every time mu Yanzhu is in a bad mood, he likes to listen to Mu ran sing. He feels cured.

"Only the piano is here with me. Our wedding in my dream has become a single Wedding March."

"In this tug of war of love, love me or love you, you choose yourself."

"Now I'm still where I am, but you come back to your memory."

……

"Love is a wound, we each suffer, silence is my last gentle, because I am too -"

"don't sing."

Did not finish listening, moyanzhu directly hung up the phone.

Then lie down and cry.

If only she had rhinitis, her nose would be cool now.

A phone call came. It was her good friend, Li Wenna, who asked her how she was and when she would have winter vacation.

Moyamen candle closed his eyes in silence.

"Break up."

"Ah? Oh, oh, oh, you broke up with that precious young master. "

Li Wenna is a quick reaction, said on the tongue, "how big things, break up on the break-up, remember to eat dinner."

"Different This time it's different... "

Moyanzhu bit his trembling lips and said off and on

"Before, I felt inferior. I said I didn't deserve him. He didn't take it seriously This time, he said he broke up, well It's true. You just didn't see it. He didn't go back. Before, before He sent me to the dormitory downstairs, looking back at me, and he would see me every time... "What are you talking about!

Li Wenna couldn't understand, so she sighed, "well, I know you're very sad. That's what you think. A man doesn't have a good thing. Just polish his eyes later."

Her comfort was of no use to smoke candles.

Moyamen candle climbed up from the grass and walked towards the dormitory.

I don't know how to get back to the dormitory. Just like walking dead, I don't want to say anything. I wash my face, lie on the bed, pull up the bed curtain, and lie alone.

I still remember that not long ago, a bold man came to her dormitory to find her and slept in the same bed with her.

He also said: "Jiang Yan, I will really give you a home, believe me."

Soon the roommate came back. The excitement outside had nothing to do with her. She wore headphones and watched the tunnel war all night.

Originally I wanted to watch cartoon, but it's special

These days, she can see the spark of love from two bears and two sheep. It's still the kind of crackling. She also watches cartoon wool.

……

In the next few days, mu Yanzhu was "relieved".

The heart is riddled with holes.

But it's also invulnerable.

There is no "jiangqingchi" in life.

Sibling love usually doesn't have a good ending. Women want a sense of security. Men are too naive and immature to see each other differently.

Of course, there's something else. Although the man is young, he is mature and steady with delicate mind.

It's just very individual.

Xie Zijun still installed "radar" on mu Yanzhu's body. Whether she went to the study room, library or canteen, he could sit right opposite her.

Now, for example, mu Yanzhu is eating a meal. When he looks up, he sees Xie Zijun.

I want to roll my eyes without words!

Moyanzhu has told him many times that she will not fall in love with him and is not in the mood to start a new relationship.

Xie Zijun would not listen and was stubborn.

"I'm voluntary to you. It doesn't matter if you don't accept me. Anyway, I'm not in a hurry. I know my love."

"Love? Do you kids know what love is

"You are four years older than me, not forty. In my eyes, you have always been the little sister I just met. You are working very attentively, very indifferent, and want people to explore your world."

"My world, monotonous, trivial, has nothing."

Moyanzhu said and left.

Xie Zijun catches up with her. Seeing that she wants to go back to the dormitory, he follows her step by step.

"Why do you have to suffer so much for him? He may be eating, drinking and playing somewhere!"

"Are you finished?"

"Sister, alas! It's not worth it! Look at that guy. What's good except a face? "

"I like to look at his face. I'd like to see him abuse me all my life. Are you satisfied with this answer?" Moyan and candlelight asked calmly.

Xie Zijun: "..."

……