A year later, Xie Zijun and Anxin got married.

I thought it was the palace of marriage, but I didn't think it was the grave of marriage.

At the beginning, Xie Zijun and Anxin married each other. He made Anxin pregnant, so they had to marry her.

Since their marriage, the two have been quarreling day and night, either for trivial matters, or for Anxin's various dislikes for him, for he has no ability or money.

Xie Zijun is very aggrieved.

He finished his job ahead of time. Now he is an employee of a construction company. Six thousand yuan a month, five thousand yuan will be given to Anxin. He is frugal. If he can't eat enough for three meals, he has to save money from the thousand yuan, buy lipstick, bags and clothes for Anxin.

Anxin has been spending a lot of money, regardless of it.

After graduation, Anxin didn't have a job. She was raised by Xie Zijun.

Xie Zijun said to her every time, "I know we are struggling now, but you can rest assured that our life will be better and better in the future."

But Anxin didn't listen.

After work, Xie Zijun comes home with tiredness, makes dinner for Anxin, and accepts her dislike and complaint.

"I've been married to you for more than a year. Look at you. I haven't bought a decent mink. Mrs. sun next door has four or five minks in the closet. How about me? What about me? I have nothing! "

Xie Zijun rubbed his temple and sighed.

"I'm paid 6000 yuan a month, and 5000 yuan is given to you. What do you want me to do?"

"You're happy to say! If you look at the men in other people's houses, how could they make such a little money in a month? Five thousand yuan, is not my own money, I do not have to pay water and electricity, do not have to support my parents, do not go out and friends shopping beauty? Am I waiting to be a yellow face? "

Xie Zijun is upset.

But he didn't want to quarrel with Anxin. He always let her.

"I didn't always say that in the next three years, I will definitely become a manager. At that time, my monthly salary will be at least 20000 yuan, and there will be a lot of year-end awards. Then I will give you a lot of money."

"Three years, three years. How can a woman have so many years? You and I have known each other for more than three years. How can a woman spend so many years with you? "

said more and more angry, Anxin quickly turned back to the room, self application mask.

She needs to take good care of her face. A woman eats by her face, doesn't she.

Xie Zijun's heart was as bad as blocking a piece of iron. He went to the kitchen and fried eggs and rice. He ate it by himself and felt it tasteless.

This is not the marriage he wants.

Divorce?

But it's just getting married, and the baby hasn't been born yet. Divorce is definitely impossible.

In this way, he can only tolerate Anxin's bad temper and willfulness again and again.

He imagined that one day, life would change.

But his indulgence and tolerance, in exchange, is the betrayal of this woman!

A few days later, early in the morning, Xie Zijun found out Anxin's room opening record with other men!

More than once!

Even if he had a good temper, he was not good enough to let this woman wear him a green hat!

And more than one!

"You bitch!"

Xie Zijun furious, a kick in an Xin's stomach.

"Am I not good enough for you? I said I can make you live a good life. I love you every day. I give you six thousand yuan and five thousand yuan. What do you want me to do? "

Anxin covered her stomach, and tears were streaming from her eyes.

"I I have a stomachache! "

Seeing a pool of red blood on the ground, Xie Zijun clenched his lower teeth, laughing and crying.

"Miscarriage! Are you satisfied? "

“…… Oh yes, "he laughed again," it's better to have an abortion. Anyway, this child doesn't have to be mine! I'm so good to you, but what I got is to be a father? Hahaha, Anxin, you can. I was really blind at the beginning, and I just socialized with you. "

"Ahhh."

Anxin also spits at him.

"You were just my spare! If I had not been pregnant, would I have married such a poor man as you? Dream less! "

The two of them completely tore their faces on this day.

It's like a flawed mirror that has been broken completely.

……

Three days later, the Civil Affairs Bureau.

The red marriage certificate became a divorce certificate.

Xie Zijun looked at the divorce certificate in his hand, and his heart was turned upside down.

Well, that's where the love of expectation and the marriage of expectation come to.

Suddenly I think it's the best first love.

If the man he married was moyanzhu, not Anxin, would he not have come to this point?

Think, side Mou looked at a body next to the woman who doesn't think.I have to admit that Anxin is very beautiful because she is well maintained and her facial features are exquisite.

Xie Zijun felt heartache.

"In fact, I really like you. I like two women in college, one is moyamen and candle, the other is you. You don't think I'm useless. You don't think I'm rich. I'm just like a cow. I'm willing to serve you and want to give you a better life. "

"Anxin, you say, who is wrong between us?"

"In the future, you should have a good life. Men are not your slaves. They should serve you anytime and anywhere. You should learn to deal with some trivial matters in life. You should also learn to do cooking by yourself."

Xie Zijun said word by word.

Anxin is holding her arms and playing the crystal nails she just made.

"How to divide the divorced property? Which are the joint property of husband and wife? "

"Ha ha At the beginning, how can I fall in love with you? The unrequited love is better than the wrong one! "

Xie Zijun turned and left.

He has nothing to say.

Because in Anxin's eyes, his husband must be just a servant to take care of her and serve her!

He also has feelings for his servants.

But what about him?

A marriage has gone, empty handed, nothing.

……

Xie Zijun suffered for a long time, but he still couldn't get out and wanted to go to the northwest to teach.

He wants to start a new life, to forget the past, to live from the beginning.

The distant mountains have blocked traffic and underdeveloped signals. Once they arrive here, they almost cut off all contact with the outside world.

The night in the northwest is very cold, even in summer. The north wind is bleak and the call signs are everywhere.

Head sky, every day in the face of a group of vibrant, very simple children, Xie Zijun heart wound, in a little healing.

But as a broken mirror cannot be reunited, no matter how the wound heals, it cannot be completely healed.

Scab wound, inadvertently touch, it is bloody pain.

During the day, children like to pester him and ask him if you have a girlfriend.

Xie Zijun has only a wry smile.

Girlfriend?

No more.

He has been broken by love.

……

Over the weekend, Xie Zijun found a place with good signals and called his parents.

Mother's sigh followed the sound wave, "stab stab" spread, let Xie Zijun's heart sour.

He seemed to be able to imagine his mother's face at this moment.

"Mom, how are you doing now..."

“……”

Mother seemed to say something.

But Xie didn't hear it clearly.

Hang up, a plug-in call.

He is a classmate of his university and a good friend.

The other side told him that Anxin had a big fortune, but unexpectedly, she had a wife and a child. Anxin did this to a junior and was pregnant.

Soon the main room came to the door, kicked the baby out of Anxin's stomach, picked Anxin's clothes, grabbed her hair, and walked out to the public.

Two miscarriages caused serious damage to Anxin's uterus, and doctors said she would never be pregnant again.

"I've heard from my classmates that Anxin's mental state is not very good recently. She is ignorant. She laughs when she meets people. She was caught in the bar two days ago. The next day, the police swept the yellow and went to the Bureau."

Xie Zijun listened quietly.

He wanted to scold him for what he deserved.

However, I could not scold her, and I felt a little sympathy for her in my heart.

"It's her fault, isn't it?" Xie Zijun made a mockery on his face.

"Yes By the way, what are you like now? Are you still teaching in the northwest? "

"Well, what's the matter?"

"Nothing. When will you be back?"

"I don't know I like my life now. " Xie Zijun's voice expressed a sense of relief.

“……”

Hang up, the brother over there sighed.

He didn't tell Xie Zijun that his father had an accident and died in a car accident.

At the same time of his mother's heartache, let him not tell Xie Zijun about it.

I'm afraid that he can't support me. I'm afraid that he will suffer to collapse.

……

There is a storm in the sky.

In the mountainous area where Xie Zijun was teaching, there was a sudden mudslide and the dilapidated houses collapsed. In order to save a little boy hiding under the table, Xie Zijun was killed by the fallen beams.

At the moment when he saw death, Xie Zijun had a quiet and unwilling smile on his face.

In my life, I have lived for more than 20 years, and I have never done anything worthy of praise. My life is too monotonous. This is a good thing, and my heart is full.But.

He suddenly regretted it.

Very regret, two years ago, why do you have to work hard to break up a pair of Bi Ren.

What doesn't belong to you can never belong to you.

If he is not so persistent and does not play tricks behind his back, he will not be seen through by mu Yanzhu, or like Anxin when he is lonely,

he will not marry her, or divorce.

It won't be There is a tragedy now.

Who can he blame?

Anxin?

It seems that the wrong beginning is because of him!

As mu Yanzhu said, he has a bad heart and he is hypocritical.

He really regrets

If there is an afterlife, the afterlife

He is going to like a person in an honest way.

If the man has a boyfriend, he will put away all his likes.

It's called wit.

As long as he tries to find and find, he will surely find the one who likes both himself and himself.

Xie Zijun hooked the corner of his mouth, closed his eyes, and a drop of clear tears slowly slid down the corner of his eyes.

……