……
From that day on, moyanzhu receives a box of milk at the door of his house every morning.
Every noon, we will receive a bright red rose downstairs.
Every night, I see Chu Xiangchen, who came here uninvited, and the "good night" he pasted in front of the door every night.
Such a trick, I can see through the smoke and candle. It's just a child. Just ignore him.
How many days can he last?
Ten days, half a month, again lingering enthusiasm can always be defeated by her indifference, right?
But a month has passed. Chu Xiangchen still insists on greeting every morning, middle and evening. It's exactly the same.
Moyamen candle can't help it at last. When the subway is under way, she turns to look at him and stops when he follows her as always.
"Twenty eight days, what do you want?"
"People say that they have a habit in 21 days, so is my sister used to me?"
"No, I don't think so."
“……” Chu Xiangchen's heart was hurt, and his eyes flashed across. "Does elder sister speak so hard to anyone?"
"Yes."
"Coughing, coughing and coughing."
Chu covers Chen's heart, pretends to be injured and spits blood, and looks at mu Yanzhu grudgingly.
"Elder sister, you are so cruel!"
"Jiang Yan You are cruel. "
Similar words, buried deep memories, open a large mouth at this moment will devour her again, let her feel familiar with the pain that can't breathe.
Moyamen candle turned and left.
Chu Xiangchen hurriedly followed her and followed her.
"Sister, it's been 28 days, and the marketing numbers have been successfully expressed. You should give me your wechat, too?"
"Why are you so persistent? What can I do for you? "
"I don't know. I fell in love with you at first sight!"
"But what you see is just me on the surface. After you understand me more deeply, you may find that I am not as good as you think."
"Then let me know my sister slowly!"
Chu Xiangchen is firm.
"Let me know more about you, let me find out your shortcomings, and then my sister let me die."
Moyamen candle gave him a look.
He's a live webcam, she knows.
In the impetuous circle, Chu Xiangchen's eyes are clear and pure, with the firmness and clearness of the mountains and rivers.
It's really like him Like, like
However, moyanzhu did not give Chu Xiangchen any reply, including the contact information.
When she arrived at her home, she put the milk and flowers he had sent for 28 days in a box at the door.
"Take it, your things."
"Smoke and candles!"
"How do you know my name?"
"You don't care how I know! Why don't you accept my kindness? "
"Because you'll never be him, no matter how similar you are."
"Bang."
After saying this, mu Yanzhu closed the door.
……
Is it over?
She is so determined that she will not leave any room to refuse him. It's time for him to die for her.
But moyamen candle did not expect that the next morning, the door is still a box of fresh milk.
At noon, the front desk also received red roses.
The staff were all joking about whether she was given flowers by her boyfriend.
Moyan candle but smile not language, that smile a minute can't enter an eye.
She saw the little words written on the petals of the rose.
"This is my wechat. Please add me, sister."
Then there is a string of numbers.
Moyanzhu hasn't played wechat for a long time.
Because that software, burying a person, burying her past, contains her sweet, her pain, her pain, her love, three years she can't participate in.
She is now in contact with the company's employees, all using other chat methods.
It's not that no one asked her why she didn't play wechat.
She only said that she was not used to wechat and was speechless.
Mu Yanzhu's thoughts return, and the roses are always in the box.
Is the new cycle starting again?
Children can hold on.
Chu Xiangchen's courtship has begun to intensify.
He knew the magazine where moyanzhu was, so when he arrived at the off-duty time, he came to pick up moyanzhu himself.
Moyanzhu ignored him completely, and he was not angry. He followed her and walked with a smile.
As soon as she looked back, she saw the boy beckoning to her, "sister, I'm here."Jiang Yan, I'm here.
Once upon a time, there was a boy who had the most exquisite eyebrows and eyes, the most beautiful smile and white teeth in the world. As long as he smiled, the whole world would be eclipsed.
"Jiang Yan, you and me."
But jiangqingchi, I'm not Jiangyan anymore, and I don't have you anymore.
"Don't come to the company to find me, it will cause me unnecessary trouble. If there is another time, don't blame me for not showing you mercy."
Moyanzhu said this, but Chu Xiangchen didn't hear it.
The next evening, he came.
Dress fashion, dress fashion, let the magazine's countless old leftover women are happy, wish to put this little milk dog into their arms, a good pet.
The little suckling dog is only staring at mu Yanzhu.
He saw her come out of the magazine.
"Sister!"
Happy to run past, the eyes are full of her.
All the staff are looking this way.
Is this the editor in chief's boyfriend? How young and envious the editor in chief. You can find such a clingy little milk dog.
Mu Yanzhu blows Chu Xiangchen's hand open.
"Did I say that yesterday? Please don't come to my company. Do you have hearing impairment? "
"We're all going to take the same subway anyway. What's the matter with me coming to you?"
"Because you have nothing to do with me. You are not my boyfriend, not even my friend. Do you understand that?"
Moyan candlelight said without expression, looking at the security guard.
"Security guard, next time he comes over, he'll be kicked out."
"Well Good editor in chief. "
Chu Xiangchen's shoulders fell down, his head bowed down, and he was hurt so much that his eyes were red.
Moyan candle has gone far.
Will she come to comfort him?
No, it won't.
Even with a little fluke, Chu Xiangchen knew that this fluke would never come true.
"Little brother, let's go." When Uncle Baoan came over, he saw the child's face full of cleverness. He couldn't bear it.
"I see I'll go myself. "
He had two hands in his pocket. His back was cold and lonely.
"Tut Tut, the editor in chief is merciless! They are kind enough to pick her up! " One of the employees make complaints about it.
"What do you know? If you don't like him, don't give him any hope. I think the editor in chief is right. " Another employee has a different attitude.
……
After receiving the blessing message from Li Wenna, mu Yanzhu suddenly realized that tomorrow is her birthday.
After sending the message, Li Wenna calls moyanzhu again.
"After tomorrow, you will be 27 indeed. You can't say that you are 27 years old."
"I'm called 27 by everyone."
"What's the matter with you, little sister? People go young
"What's the difference between 26 and 27?" Asked mu Yanzhu.
Li Wenna coughed two times and was speechless. "That's what I said..."
"But haven't you been in love?"
On the topic of love, moyanzhu has always been silent.
"If you're OK, I'll hang up. I have work here."
"You've been busy working for three years. You've broken the three petals in one minute. Don't take a break?"
"Then I'll rest, and you'll keep me?"
“……” Li Wenna is blocked back.
"You little girl, you are becoming more and more mean."
Little girl
She's past the age of the little girl, and she's no longer a little girl.
There is no more mu ruqingfeng's boy, who is open and gentle, smiling like a long moon holding her in her arms.
"Want me to call you Xuejie, huh?"
"I don't call you Xuejie, I don't call you sister, I call you Jiangyan because in my heart, I think you are our Jiang family."
"My daughter-in-law is just you, Jiang Yan, just yourself."
PA.
The thoughts came to an abrupt end.
Hung up the phone, moyanzhu finally decided to listen to Li Wenna and go out to breathe.
Although it's not time to get off work yet, the person swallowed by memories is like a cocoon tied by herself. She can't find breath, oxygen or light.
She can't work now. She needs to go outside to see the sun and let her know that she is still alive.
There was a man sitting on the steps at the door of the magazine.
When the security guard saw moyanzhu, he was shocked. He didn't expect her to come out so early today.
"Editor in chief, I and I just wanted to drive the little boy away..."
Chu turned to Chen when he heard the voice.
At the moment when four eyes are opposite, moyanzhu is still expressionless, "Why are you so stubborn?"Chu Xiangchen slaps the dust on his buttocks and stands up.
"Mumble --"
a delicate box was handed over.
Moyan candle raised his eyebrows. "What is this?"
"Happy Birthday to you, birthday present."
"How do you --"
"ask me how to know your birthday. Keep it secret, because I like you, so I have a way to know you."
After a pause, Chu Xiangchen looked at her and said:
"I know that you must drive me away again. I'll leave now. I also know that tomorrow is your birthday, but I'm afraid that you will be busy tomorrow, or you won't see me. Then you work, I'll leave."
“……”
Muyanzhu stood in place, until Chu Xiangchen's figure gradually moved away, and she could not see it again, so she opened the box.
Inside is a brown red pen, very beautiful, high-end atmosphere, good workmanship, the surface feels very smooth.
Under the pen, there is a piece of paper.
Chu Xiangchen's writing is crooked, not as beautiful as his own:
"happy birthday, sister moyanzhu, I hope that one day, I will be lucky to call you Chu Yanzhu."
The tears of Moyan candle came out.
A drop of crystal tears down her chin, hit the pen box, a sound.
She cried quietly, but her heart was torn and her brain was full of "river smoke", "river smoke" and "river smoke"
Maybe in the near future, she will be crowned with another surname, which is absolutely impossible to be Jiang.
River, have you become a husband?
Do you favor another girl and give her your surname.
Will you hold her and tell her that I like you very much? I love you very much.
And she, moyanzhu, the moyanzhu who was left with the surname of Jiang family, can only be in front of the magazine office thousands of miles away, wishing him years without waves, and wishing him a good company.
"Editor in chief, what's the matter with you? Are you ok? "
The security guard has been working here for two and a half years. For the first time, he saw mu Yanzhu crying.
Moyanzhu shook her head. She put the pen in place, dried her tears, and turned back to work.
From the time she chose this path, she had no choice.
……
"Brother Chu, why do you feel unhappy these days?"
Chu Xiangchen's live room, there is a strong fan of him, asked him with concern.
Chu Xiangchen hooked his mouth and smiled a big smile, "no, I'm happy every day!"
"Little brother Chu's smile is disguised. I can feel it!"
"No," Chu said with a wink. "I have to be happy every day, because in this way, I can bring happiness to all of you and make you happy!"
"I love you, brother Chu."
"I'm going to give birth to monkeys for brother Chu."
a bunch of heckles, followed by a row of gifts.
Chu Xiang Chen asked them not to give presents, but several die hard fans did not stop.
"Little brother Chu should be happy every day! As long as brother Chu is happy, we will be happy! "
"Thank you! Wood ah, today is my Chu Xiang Chen's wife ha ha. "
But when the broadcast was off, the smile on his face disappeared.
He looked sideways at the moyamen candle still leaning against the subway door.
as like as two peas, she stood there every day, in that direction, even at the angle of facing the door.
And he stands behind her every day, as long as she looks slightly sideways, or turns around, you can see him here.
When paying attention to a person becomes a habit, unconsciously, she becomes an indispensable part of your life.
You start to think about her, how she's been, what she ate, what she drank, whether she laughs today, whether she cries or not, whether she's been bullied or wronged.
Chu Xiangchen felt that Moyan candle had grown in his heart.
Although it's not deeply rooted yet, the seeds have sprouted.
Here we are again.
Why do you spend so little time with her.
24 hours a day, I have only ten minutes to watch you.
But you didn't look at me.
Because in your heart, hide that "he", even if he will never come, you are still waiting foolishly, like a crow near the inkstone, knowing it is wrong, but also hard to guard, step by step.
Why.
Love is hard.
Chu Xiangchen alone with this bitter, as usual, with Moyan candle behind.
Moyan candlelight stopped, turned slowly and held his arm.
"Would you like a cup of coffee?"
Chu Xiangchen:???"Don't forget it."
"Yes! i want! I want it! "
"Don't get me wrong, I just want to thank you for your birthday gift. Thank you for making me cry."
"Ha?"
What's wrong with his pen? It's a pen worth 6000 yuan.
Moyamen candle has turned away.
Chu Xiangchen returns to God, hurry to catch up!
Two people came to a coffee shop. There are not many people and few people at the present time. Muyanzhu chose the position by the window. From this point of view, we can see the neon shadow outside the window and the water on the overpass.
"What would you like to drink?"
"The same as my sister!"
"Then two black coffees, no sugar, no milk, thank you."
Chu Xiangchen: "..."
Can he say he can't drink anything bitter.
"Why does sister cry? Aren't you satisfied with what I've given you? "
"No, I think of my old friend."
"Is that him? Did he upset his sister? "
“……”
Moyanzhu didn't answer positively. She turned away the topic. "Have you heard a word?"
"What's that? If it rained in your city, I want to ask you if you have an umbrella with you, but I can hold back. I'm afraid that if you don't, I can't help you, just like I love you, but I can't give you the company you want. "
A flash of consternation came from the bottom of Mu Yanzhu's eyes.
"How do you know?"
"Because I've read my sister's column," she said
"Well."
"But elder sister, someone said a word. I don't know if elder sister has heard of it."
"What?"
Chu Xiangchen looked at her and said, "it's raining in our city. I'd like to ask you if you have an umbrella with you, but I'll hold back because I'm afraid you said you didn't have one. I said I'll send you an umbrella. You said no, I'll go back in the rain.". Just like I love you -- "
" but you I don't need my company. "
The moyamen candle is silent.
The waiter then served the coffee: "two, your coffee."
Mu Yanzhu took a sip and found that the coffee was sweet.
"I want black coffee without sugar or milk."
“……” But the waiter didn't laugh or explain, so he soon went far away.
Moyan candle frowned slightly.
How could the waiter make such a low-level mistake, and what's the meaning of his eyes just now?
Chu Xiangchen disagreed: "maybe people think that elder sister needs to add some sugar."
Moyanzhu smiled and reluctantly smiled. "You just said that, very well, but I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry now. I hope you can say" like me "in the future. Then I'm satisfied."
He wanted to touch moyamen candle's face.
I really want to.
Think about it, and do the same.
Just like the devil, he stretched out his hand.
In the middle of the sky, I met obstacles.
A long hand stopped Chu Xiangchen's touch. At the same time, it dropped a bullying and cold words, such as the winter wind, such as the snow and ice, the words are cold:
"boy, she is my person, you can't touch her."