Chu Xiangchen thought that moyanzhu would read his inspection report at the first time.
But I don't think her first reaction was to check jiangqingchi first.
Chu Xiangchen closed his eyes painfully. At that moment, he knew that he had lost.
Lose completely, leave nothing behind.
Moyanzhu's own inspection is no problem. If there is a problem, it is jiangqingchi's report.
"Late cirrhosis" several dazzling handwriting, hitting the eye of Moyan candle.
She looked at Chu Xiangchen in a daze, but only at his complicated eyes.
"My sister is doubting that I'm a swindler. Why should I do such a thing?"
“……”
Moyanzhu also thinks Chu Xiangchen has no reason. She takes a deep breath and stands up quickly. Her pale face has no color of blood and is almost transparent when exposed to the sun.
"Please don't tell anyone about it, including the river."
"I know. What should I do for my sister? I checked the disease online, and the doctor said -- "
" I will check it myself, thank you for telling me that. "
Then Moyan candlelight walked with the wall.
Liver dysfunction, advanced cirrhosis.
I haven't eaten pork. I've seen pork, anyway.
The sun was very bright outside. It was noon, but it was so cold that the smoke and candle shivered.
She didn't cry, even a drop of tears didn't fall. She just checked jiangqingchi's premarital examination repeatedly, hoping to memorize every word on it, and then have a special function to erase the above handwriting, as well as the disease.
……
Moyanzhu went back to the magazine and called an employee.
"Xiao Zhang, do you have a relative who is an expert in liver surgery?"
"What's wrong with the editor in chief? Are you ill?"
"Oh, there is a distant relative who is ill with cirrhosis. I want to consult him about it."
"Well, I'll call the chief editor. He's in Licheng local hospital. He should be free these days."
"Good."
Moyamen candle asked each other to meet at noon.
The other side is an old doctor. Moyan candle is waiting in the office. The tea is sifted and the fruit is ready. When the other side comes, she smiles and shakes hands with the other side, making a gesture of asking for a seat.
The doctor appreciated mu Yanzhu's steady temperament and hurriedly asked if she had a boyfriend.
Moyamen candle stroked the ring of the ring finger of his left hand, and tenderness emerged from the corner of his eyes, "just married to his boyfriend."
"That's a pity. I have a nephew who is young and just. He has a good appearance and family background. He likes a stable woman like the chief editor. If moyanzhu is not married, I really want to introduce him to the chief editor!"
Mu Yanzhu has no intention to care about these manners, and is right on the point.
"To tell you the truth, Dr. Sun, my husband has been diagnosed with cirrhosis."
The other side was stunned.
"Really? Is it late or early? "
“…… Here's the inspection report. Have a look. "
Moyanzhu said, and handed over the premarital examination of jiangqingchi.
She looked at each other's face, from relaxed to dignified, his heart also followed a click, suddenly sank to the bottom of the valley.
"Is it difficult?" Asked mu Yanzhu.
"Well. This is decompensated cirrhosis, that is, advanced cirrhosis. The drug treatment is not effective. The most direct and safe way is to operate. Liver transplantation can be considered. "
Liver transplant?!
The heart of moyamen candle pulled hard.
"So serious?!"
"Look at the inspection report. That's right."
"Can I exchange my liver for him?"
"What joke is chief editor Mu talking about?" he couldn't cry or laugh. "Only dead people can donate organs these days."
Only dead people can donate organs these days.
Moyanzhu is holding back the tears at the bottom of her eyes. God knows that her heart is going to explode now. Why did she have such a rough year? When grandma died, the river was suffering from such a serious disease. She was too painful to breathe. She could only hold the handle of the sofa beside her, and her fingernails tightened the soft flesh of her palm.
"Is there any other way?"
"It depends on the patient's physical condition. If it is advanced cirrhosis, regular medical treatment will not work. My suggestion is that liver transplantation, that is, liver replacement, is the best way."
……
What is collapse of the sky?
This is it.
When she always thought that happiness was within reach, God would arrange some unexpected accidents to let her know that she was not worthy of happiness.
After seeing off the doctor, mu Yanzhu shut himself in the office and cried all afternoon.
Her eyes were red and swollen into walnuts. She came out of the office soon after work. The staff asked her what happened. She said lightly that her eyes were in the sand.She wants to call jiangqingchi and find him. She has a sharp heart. He called first.
"Have you finished your work, editor in chief?"
"Well, I'm done, Mr. Jiang."
"Come down then. I'm downstairs from your magazine."
“……”
Moyanzhu did not hang up the phone immediately. She stepped into the elevator and heard the faint breath of jiangqingchi at the end of the phone.
I don't know if it's psychological function, but I suddenly feel that his breathing becomes rapid, just like a terminally ill person, struggling to breathe.
Downstairs, I saw the familiar Bugatti Veyron. The light and shadow were mottled. The man in the main driver's seat put one hand on the steering wheel and his side face was covered by the light and shadow.
The moyamen candle in the car looked at his side face for a moment.
"Why is your face so white?"
"White? Is it true or not? "
Jiangqingchi put out a hand to touch her face, then looked at her from the side of her eyes, loosened her eyebrows and twisted them, "Why are your eyes so red and crying? Well? "
"No, it was bitten by a mosquito."
"Oh, the mosquito is fine. It's biting your eyeball?"
“……” She didn't speak, just looked at him.
That kind of eyes, complex and obscure, a million years, see jiangqingchi heart creepy.
Good end, why do you look at him with such a dignified eyes.
He raised his hand to brush the clear eyes of Moyan candle, and felt the wet feeling that had not been dissipated.
Isn't that crying.
"Forget it. You don't want to talk now. Let's go home and talk."
Jiangqingchi started the car. He drove with one hand, wearing Rolex's watch on his wrist, ring on his ring finger and long fingers. Even if he made a steering wheel, he was particularly attractive.
Moyanzhu did not dare to look at him, but could not help but take a look at him.
His hands are so white. Haven't they been so white before?
She moved her lips several times, trying to say something, but finally she was swallowed.
Soon arrived at home, jiangqingchi parked the car, subconsciously to pull smoke candle wrist, but touch a cold.
Holding her hand tightly, the man's eyes narrowed, "what's the matter with you today? You're crying. Your fingers are still cold. What happened? "
“…… Nothing, really. "
"I'm your husband already. You don't want to tell me something, but tell Chu Xiangchen that boy, don't you?"
Mu Yanzhu is stunned.
"You see it?"
"Yes, seeing you two chatting in the coffee shop, I thought you would take the initiative to talk to me about it. It seems that I think more about it, isn't it?"
"It's no big deal. It's just friends talking."
Moyanzhu said while looking at the expression of jiangqingchi.
He was only angry, only jealous, but not frightened or upset.
So it can be proved that he did not hear the conversation between her and Chu Xiangchen, because Jiang Qingchi is a man who can't cover up, and he always says what he has.
Jiangqingchi didn't hear the conversation. He hummed, "when did he become your friend? Didn't he say he couldn't contact him?"
"There's something to contact. Don't think about it."
Mu Yanzhu said and got out of the car.
She's very tired today, both physically and mentally. She hasn't figured out how to tell jiangqingchi about it, or how to persuade him to carry out liver replacement surgery, liver transplantation, right.
Who should she look for? Who can change the liver for jiangqingchi.
Dead people
Only the dead.
Jiang Qingchi followed moyanzhu's buttocks, and they entered the house. He stared at her back, but he was not comfortable.
"You just have something in mind. Why don't you tell me?"
"It's really nothing. Don't ask!"
Moyanzhu rubs her temple and changes her slippers. Her head is dizzy. She wants to faint, but she faints. What can jiangqingchi do? What can he do if she can't even accept it?
How can we save him and minimize the harm to him?
She dared not look at him. She only dared to think about the problem herself. She was so gloomy and speechless that she had to show a indifferent appearance in front of him, which could not be seen by him.
It's hard.
Jiangqingchi shriveled and shriveled his mouth. "Only a few days after getting married, you've shaken your face at me. Why do you always do this and don't rely on me? I think I'm very strong."
"It's not a question of whether you are strong or not! Please understand me. I'm really tired today! "
"You are a female robot who has been working for 12 hours without being tired. Why do you say that you are tired today? What happened?"
"I don't know! I don't want to tell you! You let me calm down! "
She didn't want to get angry with him either.
She just can't stand his aggressiveness now, which makes her unable to fight.Jiangqingchi's thin sharp corners of his mouth were pursed several times, his face was cold and frosty, and he finally let out a general hum.
"Then calm down."
Then he went out.
The sound of closing the door is not heavy, even the sound of footsteps.
But let mu Yanzhu's heart suddenly cramp!
Three years ago, he turned around and left. His footsteps were quiet.
When really want to leave, hysteria no longer, any sound is the lightest.
But she didn't mean that!
"Rivers Rivers... "
She turned and called out his name. There was no one behind her. Moyanzhu was finally in a panic and went out looking for jiangqingchi in slippers.
Go to the shopping mall along the community, on both sides of the street and in the park.
People were looking at her. She was a girl's family. Her eyes were dull and she was wearing slippers, which attracted people's attention.
Moyanzhu has been crying for a long time. He has been to all the places near his home, but he has not found jiangqingchi.
At this time, I thought of cell phones.
But I forgot to bring my mobile phone and left it in the living room.
Never helpless and sad, she can only curl up in front of a coffee shop, holding her knees and weeping.
The crowd is surging, the heaven and earth are so big, the ears are full of laughter, where is jiangqingchi?
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean not to tell you.
I just can't even accept myself
It's worse to see you suffer than to kill me.
A kind-hearted person came to moyanzhu, a kind-hearted aunt, and asked her if she needed help.
Moyancandu looked up, choked voice hoarse, "can you lend me your cell phone? I lost my husband! "
She hurriedly handed over her cell phone. "Don't worry, big man can't lose it."
“……” Moyamen candle inputs a string of numbers that he has memorized and dials through the past.
The phone rang several times and was hung up.
The heart of Moyan candle clatters!
How can jiangqingchi hang up her phone?
On second thought, this is not her mobile phone. Jiangqingchi never receives a strange number.
So she bit her teeth and hit!
It was the fifth time that he got through, and the voice came coldly, "who is that?"
"Well, it's me..."
Mu Yanzhu covered his eyes and said that tears had slipped down the fingers to the corners of his mouth, and she had tasted the bitter taste.
The voice at that end was in a hurry. "Where have you been?"
"Where have you been? I found a community, a shopping mall, a parking lot I can't find you. "
"Where are you now? I'll pick you up!"
"No, I'll see you!"
That end sighed.
"I'm at home!"
At home?!
Moyanzhu quickly hung up the phone and gave it back to the kind-hearted man.
The other side smiled at mu Yanzhu.
"It's not easy for the couple to be together. Since they are married, please cherish them."
Moyamen candle nodded, said thank you, and walked back in slippers.
Jiangqingchi has been waiting at the gate for a long time.
Four eyes are opposite, mu Yanzhu rushes to embrace him, tears wet his front, "I'm sorry..."
Jiang Qingchi grabbed her by the waist, kicked her to the door and rubbed the head of Moyan candle.
"Silly!"
Mu Yanzhu turns his eyes to see a bag of mangosteen on the table in the living room. His tears fall again.
"You are stupid!"
Jiang Qingchi said, "yes, I'm stupid. I've been out for two rounds in anger. When I see your favorite mangosteen, I'll come back after buying a bag."
People who really love you will miss you even if they are angry.
Because he loves you, to the bone.
At this moment, what else can moyanzhu say? He lowered his head and for the first time looked like a child who did something wrong in front of him. He didn't dare to say anything.
She is hard to take soft, Jiang Qingchi is not angry, go to the bathroom dip in a wet towel, wipe her face.
The latter looked at him through the gap in the towel and pulled his sleeve pleasantly.
"Don't be angry."
"It's hard to see. How can chief editor Mu be such a nice person?"
“…… Don't tease me. I shouldn't lose my temper with you. I'll tell you when I see you. "
Hearing this, jiangqingchi humed and half joked, "that's very kind of you. As long as you don't annoy me, I'm sure I can live for another two years."
Is he intentional or intentional?
In such a time to say such a word, it is just like a knife to stick the heart of smoke and candle.
"Bah, bah, bah, bah, bah, don't say that, you will live for a hundred years!""Why, I'm kidding."
"You can't be joking. Hurry up!"
Mu Yanzhu's eyes turned red all of a sudden. It was the first time that she was so stubborn about something.
Jiang Qingchi raised his hands to make a capitulation. He hurriedly called for three times.
"Is this going down?"
She's weird today.
Moyanzhu's eyes were still moist, and suddenly stood on tiptoe, and his hands held his face, and a strong kiss came.
Jiangqingchi just froze for a second, then smiled, picked up her daughter-in-law's waist, picked her up and walked to the room.
……
The night is already dark.
"Rivers..."
"Well?"
"I love you so much."
"Well, I think I love you more."
"Is it..."
"I can't lose you." Jiang Qingchi hugged Moyan candle, let her back head rest on her arm, then changed a comfortable position, so rubbed her hair, closed her eyes.
"Good night, daughter-in-law."
"Good night."
Embrace and sleep.
A good night's dream in jiangqingchi.
But it's hard to sleep all night.
It's said that living in a lover's arms and waking up from a dream are not far away. The premise is that both of them are healthy, healthy and free from disease and worry, which is the basic and guarantee of happiness.
He said he couldn't lose her, but she couldn't lose him either.
She wants the river to live well and healthily, for which she is willing to pay all the costs.
……