Jiangqingchi is close to moyanzhu's ear. She is called "Yaner" by "Yaner".
He was nine points drunk, his eyes were black and bright, but the bottom of his eyes was floating with a layer of mist.
Such a jiangqingchi is a jiangqingchi that has been relieved of its heavy burden.
Moyanzhu can see that he has a lot of pressure in all aspects during this period. He has just started his work, but also wants to chase her with all his heart, think about her things, and grandma's death
There are lots of trees, big things and small things.
Men are like this. They hold back when they have something in their hearts. They seldom talk with others. Even for those they love most, they will not remove the mask of the strong, because they want to face and do not want to show their vulnerability and incompetence.
Today's jiangqingchi, with the strength of wine, can forget everything for a while, and can laugh heartily and have no scruples.
But he certainly didn't know that tomorrow's moyamen candle would hit him hard.
At this moment, the night is already deep, and the smoke and candle in the arms of Jiangqing pool are not sleepy, and some people are absent-minded to watch the moonlight.
Jiangqingchi climbed up like a leopard and bit her back neck.
"What do you think?"
"Nothing Why do you bite me? "
"Of course because I love you."
He was completely drunk.
Hold her from behind, completely drunk, deep sleep.
Moyanzhu turned around and hugged him. He couldn't help crying.
She didn't sleep in the whole night. The first ray of sunshine in the morning hurt her so much. Her heart hurt so much that she could not feel the warmth of the sun or the temperature of her body.
Jiangqingchi is still sleeping.
He closed his eyes, his long lashes closed tightly, and the tiny light fell on his face, which was especially harmless.
His full forehead, flat eyebrows, high nose, thin two lips, with the breath Yin out of the perfect arc, chin produced a little green stubble.
Mu Yanzhu looked at him for a long time.
This face is destined to be engraved deep in the bone marrow for life.
If only time stayed at this moment.
She couldn't help but stretch out a hand to draw his outline.
Live well, fool.
Take my share.
……
Moyan candle got up.
Before that, he took a picture of jiangqingchi's side face with his mobile phone as a screen saver, and then went to the next room to pick up his luggage.
She squatted on the ground, heartache numb, no feeling, tears can not flow out, because it all flowed out yesterday, he held her and asked her to call her husband, she cried and yelled, until the voice was exhausted, heartbroken, last night has been drained of tears.
So it's time to go today!
A long pain is better than a short one.
After cleaning up, mu Yanzhu went to wash, tied a low ponytail and went to the kitchen to make breakfast.
This is the last breakfast she can make for jiangqingchi.
While cooking, her waist was held by a pair of familiar hands. He lifted her long hair and kissed her neck.
"Daughter in law, you wake up so early." The voice of jiangqingchi is rusty and has a good texture.
"I can't sleep."
Moyamen candle fried eggs and asked softly, "what day is today?"
"Thursday, what's the matter?"
"Thursday, it's good."
The Civil Affairs Bureau doesn't work on weekends, so it's best to go today.
Moyamen candle served the fried food.
"You're weird today." At the dinner table, jiangqingchi drinks the Jiejiu soup she cooked.
"What's wrong? Oh, by the way, I want to go out with you for a day today. "
"You're not going to work?"
"There's nothing wrong with the magazine recently. Are you busy today?" Asked mu Yanzhu.
"it's okay. I've been idle for two days."
Mu Yanzhu then made a sound. Even if he didn't do anything, it would be nice for both parties to stay together.
"Where do you want to go?"
"Well, I don't have a special place to go." Jiangqingchi chews the food, but he doesn't think so.
"Do you think about the place you want me to go with you, really not?"
"What's the matter with you?" Jiangqingchi squints slightly.
"I'm fine. It's hard to have a day off. I want to take a holiday for myself."
Hearing this, jiangqingchi's narrowed eyes spread out. Maybe it's because her look is so peaceful that people can't doubt anything.
"Think about it for my husband How about taking your wife for a ride by the river? "
"Still pretend to learn from the ancients," moyamen candle covered his lips with a smile, deliberately laughing happily. "Just listen to you."
"I'm the head of the family. Who don't listen to me?"
Jiang Qingchi spoke with a high eyebrow and a bright face. He was as happy as yesterday.As long as moyanzhu doesn't talk about the topic of "pregnancy and childbirth", he will be happy.
I wish he could be happy all the time and be a carefree child forever.
When she was a child, she was so envious of this kind of person. She was so lucky. She had a good and handsome family background. She had to walk less detours when she grew up.
Now she does not envy anyone, because she also had a carefree time, which is given by the river.
"Will you be back by five in the afternoon?" Asked mu Yanzhu.
Jiang Qingchi is stunned. His smile converges in an instant. "Why five?"
"I We need to make an end of it. "
"End it?!"
"Pooh," she said with a light, teasing smile, "it's over."
"Oh, I scared you to death!"
Jiangqingchi was shocked by the pressure of his saliva, and moyanzhu half joked, "what would you do if I wanted to finish with you?"
"No if!"
Jiangqingchi gives her a stare.
"We just got married, can't you say something good? Besides, where can you find a good man like me? I can't find the light at night. I'll tell you. "
"Mm-hmm. I can't find it. I'll never find it."
"Tell me, did you do something bad, or how could you make me happy by saying something good in the early morning?"
"No, I just love you."
“……”
Two people frolic, a breakfast, Moyan candle did not move chopsticks, has been looking at jiangqingchi's face, his every action, every expression, all fell into her eyes, deep.
How much do you love me?
As long as you are healthy and safe, I can pay all the price for you.
……
*
muddy city.
The grand muddy river bridge on the great bank has a wide bridge deck. Under the bridge is the endless muddy river. Now it's the early autumn. The wind is not strong and the autumn wind is slow. When the sun shines on it, the river is sparkling.
Jiangqingchi's car stopped in the middle of the bridge and got off with moyanzhu.
Facing the sun, he put his hand on the railings, looking far away, Moyan candle is also looking, but the corner of his eyes has been watching jiangqingchi.
"Do you think the muddy river will disappear?"
"No," jiangqingchi replied, "it's useless for Jingwei to fill the sea for so many years. It's so big that it's so easy to disappear."
"The sky can be barren, the earth can be old, the sea can be dry, the stone can be rotten, how can the river not disappear?"
"Ah, you are just too emotional!"
Jiangqingchi rubs her skull and kisses her. Her nose is a little red and lovely.
Mu Yanzhu smiled, "then ask you another question. Do you think of any poems when you face the river?"
"Isn't it hard for you to help me? I don't speak Chinese well."
Mu Yanzhu looked at him directly.
However, jiangqingchi sighed, "if you have to say something, just To spring and Jingming, the waves are calm, should not the scene? "
"It's autumn."
"Then you have to ask."
"In other words, I'll think of that sentence: the railing is photographed all the time, no one will come to me."
"Oh, what's the matter?"
"It shows that you are always more optimistic than me."
Jiangqingchi looked down at her and smiled softly, "then you should learn to be optimistic, and believe that everything will be better."
"Good, good, good."
"That's enough, fool."
Jiangqingchi's long fingers pressed the forehead of moyanzhu and pressed it.
He quickly leaned over and kissed where he had pressed. Her skin was too white. If she had been pressed, it would be marked.
Three thirty in the afternoon.
The sun is gradually setting in the West. Moyanzhu looks at the red sun sinking in the distance. His heart suddenly contracts and hurts!
She's going to lose him!
While he did not pay attention, she covered her heart, and her fingers were curled up with pain. She could only dig the flesh in the palm, hoping to spread mottled blood.
"Let's go." Moyamen and candle are depressing their emotions.
"Or today, I want to take you back to my home!"
Jiang Qingchi said, "I'll call my mother and ask if she and my father are at home."
“…… Another day. "
Mu Yanzhu holds jiangqingchi's hand to make a phone call.
Jiang Qingchi's face looks haggard. She didn't have a good rest last night, he knows, because both of them slept too late.
His eyes color pity, "well, let's go home."
Home?
Where does she have a home
No, no, not this time.
After getting on the bus, mu Yanzhu closed his eyes and tried to keep his voice still. "Let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau.""Huh?!"
Jiang Qingchi's hand to start the car was as stiff as ice, and he looked at her in wonder and shock.
"See what I'm doing. Today, my girlfriend got married and asked me to send her her her ID card. She's been careless. She can forget to bring a marriage ID card."
Then he took out Li Wenna's ID card from his bag and showed it to Jiang Qingchi to prove that he had not lied.
Li Wenna's ID card did fall on her. It was the last time she went back to her hometown, when the two sisters met and fell on her home.
Jiang Qingchi did not doubt it. He started the car, drove with one hand and rubbed the head of Moyan candle in the middle of the red light.
"As careless as you are."
"You are more careless, fool, you are too stupid."
He is careless. Find a careful woman to take care of him.
Moyan candlelight outside the window, do not want to say a word more, her heart was bleeding.
Back to Licheng, to the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, jiangqingchi put out the fire.
"I'll wait for you here. You can send it to your best friend."
"You get off with me!"
She took a deep breath and said that tears could no longer be contained.
"I have something to say to you."
……
The expression of jiangqingchi finally became serious.
The eyes of Moyam candle are blooming, and his shadow is slightly enlarged in her pupil until it is indistinct.
"Smoke and candle."
Every word.
Jiangqingchi rarely even called her by her first name with a surname. As clever as he, he has understood her meaning now.
"Jiangqingchi, I'll wait for you in it."
Mu Yanzhu said and got out of the car.
She stood at the door and waited for him for a while.
But he didn't get off.
He's been sitting in the car.
Moyamen candle went over and knocked on his window. His voice was like a hard squeeze out of his voice, "jiangqingchi!"
"What do you mean?!"
His cold face, sharp eyes, and voice as cold as ice, without exception, are showing his anger, and mu Yanzhu doesn't look into his eyes.
She dare not.
That kind of eyes, make her scalp numb, make her unable to resist.
She did not open her eyes. Her heart was so painful that she couldn't add to it. A big hand split her veins from the middle. The blood was not only painful, but also full of holes and no integrity.
Even so, what should be said should be said.
"Let's divorce. I'm fed up with the day."
"What kind of day? What's wrong with me?! Bang - "
with jiangqingchi's voice falling, a dull fist directly hit the window glass.
In an instant, there were cracks in the glass, and the sound of men's bones creaking in the air.
Mu Yanzhu saw only the back of his red hand, and his heart was more painful for a while.
Yeah, what's wrong with him?
He is very well.
"I'm not good, I don't deserve you, I can't drag you, because you have to have children, you can't have no children."
"Children, children, children again! I don't want children. Do you make a decision for me? Jiang Yan, we have two years of University and three years of separation. Do you know what I really want? "
"I don't know."
She knows, she knows.
"I only know that I regret marrying you!"
I don't regret marrying you at all.
"We should do the check-up first and then get the license, so I don't have to suffer so much. I'm tired with you. I don't think we are suitable!"
I am very happy with you. I am happy every day.
"So divorce, and take care of yourself later."
Only this last sentence, is her heart words.
None of the rest.
Jiangqingchi finally swung on the door and got off the car. Muyanzhu was numb. She couldn't support herself and wanted to fall to the ground, but she was held by him on both shoulders. It was so painful and unbelievable to hear his voice.
"Moyan candle, look up at me."
“……” She didn't want to look into his eyes for fear of tears breaking the bank.
"You look up at me!"
“……”
"Look up at me!"
Jiang Qingchi has said this sentence three times, and mu Yanzhu looks up at him with the last breath.
Jiang Qingchi's eyebrows are so tight that it seems to kill three flies.
"You look me in the eye, you say again, you want to divorce me?!"
"I want to divorce you, jiangqingchi."
There was something that covered mu Yanzhu's eyes. She had no emotion. She said this like a marionette. Her heart was completely dead, and she could no longer surpass life.
Jiang Qingchi looks down and kisses her at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau.His lips were shaking, and he could feel her shaking. He grabbed her struggling hand and put it in his palm.
Moyanzhu closed her lips tightly. She frowned and shook her head, trying to avoid his kiss. She stepped on jiangqingchi and pushed him away when he felt pain and let go of her.
“……”
Jiangqingchi is coming back.
After three rounds --
"pa!"
With this crisp slap sound, it seems that heaven and earth are quiet.
Jiangqingchi's face was swollen, and he turned to one side. His fear of penetrating into the bone marrow stimulated his lowliness. All his reason came back and hurriedly hugged the woman with red eyes crying in front of him.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
He was in her ear, eager word by word.
"Good Jiang Yan, good daughter-in-law, I'm not good. I know I've ignored a lot of your feelings. I shouldn't be impatient with you. It's OK. Let's go to the doctor and we'll get better. There will be some children. I promise you, we won't divorce."
His words are clear and trill. Each word weighs a thousand jin. He smashes them towards the heart of Moyan candle.
This is the feeling of sadness over death.
She lowered her head and covered her eyes with a section of bangs on her forehead. She wanted to break off her hands, which were like springs, and the more you touched him, the tighter he was.
Moyanzhu opens his mouth to bite the back of jiangqingchi's hand, and the debris under his eyes turns into stars, which then fall.
It's very painful.
The river is clear and the pool is stuffy. Don't let go.
"Jiang Yan, I can have no children in my life, but if I don't have you, what should I do?!"
What would she do without him?!
A sharp knife in her heart, a knife to a knife to cut the flesh, blood dripping, her pain is going to faint, can not support, river you divorce with me, you will think, your road is so long, you are so good a person.
She wanted to say that, but all the words were stuck in her throat. She couldn't pronounce a single note. She would burst into tears for fear of opening her mouth.
"Let her go!"
Suddenly, a big hand pulled moyanzhu's arm and pulled her away from the shackles of jiangqingchi.
It's Chu Xiangchen.