Chapter 184

Qin Yue has been off the night shift, but he hasn't left yet.

Sitting in the office with red eyes and no words, after hesitating for a long time, he got up, changed his clothes and went out of the hospital.

Seeing this, Chen Cang sighed, greeted Wang Yong and ran out!

Out of the hospital, Chen Cang asked, "where are you going?"

Qin Yue turned his head and stared at Chen Cang: "I want you to take care of me!"

Qin Yue got up and walked towards Tianjie. The second provincial hospital is very close to Tianjie business district, which is the most prosperous area nearby. There are many shopping malls and a large flow of people.

Chen Cang felt that he was cruel to Qin Yue. He took the initiative to buy a cup of milk tea and handed it over.

"Don't be angry. I was excited just now."

Qin Yue snorted coldly, took the milk tea and drank it.

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Chen Cang and Qin Yue wandered around for a day and didn't find Zhu Yongwang.

As dusk falls and lights begin to shine, the night in ammonium Yang city is illuminated by neon lights again.

Qin Yue sighed: "where did you say he would go?"

Chen Cang shook his head: "I don't know!"

There were sad songs on the roadside, and Chen Cang's mood suddenly became dull.

It's not just because Zhu Yongwang's task can't be completed, but also because of his own... The trouble in his heart!

Zhu Yongwang turned the day. He went to the amusement park, the park and the mall. He took the most unclear photos with his old man's mobile phone.

He smiled foolishly in his mouth, took his mobile phone and recorded: "my child, my father is not a good father. My father has failed to take good care of you, my sister and your mother in his life. My father is a bad father and a garbage father."

Speaking, Zhu Yongwang walked into Wangfujing, looking at the beautiful decoration of the shop with envy. He was so self satisfied as the palace. Asked the special perfume, Zhu Yongwang's tears were streaming.

He didn't know any of the big brands around him. Shopping guides dressed in beautiful clothes and exquisite business men and women made him dizzy.

When the security guard of the mall saw Zhu Yongwang as a tramp, he couldn't help but urge him: "well, little brother, go outside. The manager will come and scold me later!"

Zhu Yongwang ignored it and stood there silently watching.

The security guard was also flustered. Although there was no explicit provision not to let beggars in, the manager always scolded them every time they were let in!

Who doesn't make a living?

Qin Yue and Chen canggang just passed by. Qin Yue found Zhu Yongwang and ran in quickly!

"Zhu Yongwang, I, Qin Yue, don't you still say I look good? Come back with us and we'll operate on you!" Qin Yue said hurriedly.

Chen Cang sighed. He followed Qin Yue to find him all day today, from 10 a.m. to 9 p.m.

Eleven hours!

Qin Yue didn't sleep on the night shift last night. He hasn't closed his eyes for nearly 40 hours from getting up at 7 o'clock last morning to 9 o'clock now.

But the stubborn Qin Yue wants to find Zhu Yongwang!

This is Qin Yue. His stubbornness and persistence made Chen Cang remember that Qin Yue jumped onto the bed and knelt down to do cardiopulmonary resuscitation for the patient. He thought of Qin Yue's grievance scolded by his family, sitting in the office unhappy for a while and continuing to work.

Hearing Qin Yue's cry, Zhu Yongwang turned around, smiled, and then put his hand into the bag.

This startled Qin Yue!

Not only Qin Yue, but also Chen Cang's face changed!

Thinking of Zhu Yongwang who said he wanted to revenge the society today, they immediately rushed up as soon as their faces changed.

Qin Yue grabbed the bag and held it in her arms.

But... I saw Zhu Yongwang holding an old man's machine in his hand, showing a picture.

In the photo, there are two women, a man and three children, smiling very naive.

Suddenly, Chen Cang and Qin Yue were distracted.

Zhu Yongwang lay decadent on the ground and said with tears: "this is my child. They have never been out of the county, never seen such a good world, never seen such a high building, and never smelled the fragrance more fragrant than flowers... Can they come out in the future?"

Qin Yue's nose was sour and she couldn't help choking: "if there is a chance, there must be a chance!"

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Zhu Yongwang was placed in the emergency ward and was ready for surgery after three days of chest wound treatment.

Qin Yue helped to wash out the photos in the mobile phone, and dozens of photos were printed, including their family photos.

Although the pixels of the mobile phone are blurred, the smile is not blurred at all.

Qin Yue and Chen Cang enter the ward.

Zhu Yongwang quickly hid his things and hurriedly said, "doctor Qin and Doctor Chen, isn't this weekend? Why are you here?"

Chen Cang smiled: "don't hide, I've seen it long ago."

Zhu Yongwang then took out the photo: "this is my child."

Qin Yuecai saw Zhu Yongwang crying and touched his eyes.

"Your wife is so beautiful. Both girls are like you. The son looks at his mother." Qin Yue looks at the picture and says with a smile.

Zhu Yongwang said shyly, "I'm not as beautiful as you. In fact... I was handsome when I was young."

Qin Yue smiled: "you look good now!"

Chen Cang said, "your child and wife should be here tonight. The hospital medical office sent someone to pick them up."

Zhu Yongwang was stunned when he heard this

"You... How do you know?"

Chen Cang smiled: "we contacted the Public Security Bureau. They cooperated with us to pick it up overnight."

Zhu Yongwang burst into tears.

Qin Yue and Chen Cang were dumbfounded

It took him a long time to calm down.

"I don't want them to see their father as a scoundrel and incompetent! I... I just want to be their hero, not such a loser and garbage in the hospital. I... I dare not see them..."

Chen Cang continued: "the operation must come from your family. You don't have to worry about the money. The Department donated money to you. Although you were exempted from the operation fee, you had to pay for your medicine, your wife and children when they came to eat and stay."

When the man heard this, he blushed: "I can't want it!"

Qin Yue sighed: "it's not for you, it's for the children. It's not easy for them to come. After they come, I'll take them around to see the beautiful ammonium Yang City, see the building, the park and the amusement park... You see, people are better than you. I've seen the big market at such a young age!"

Zhu Yongwang sighed: "yes, I was in the village when I was a child and never went to the county... But... I had my father when I was a child..."

In a word, everyone was silent.

Zhu Yongwang got up, sighed and looked out the window. The emergency room was on the first floor. There was no sky in this ward, only a wall!

And Zhu Yongwang's eyes... Are full of helplessness and sadness!

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After the planned operation, when the family members of the patient Zhu Yongwang came, everything changed!

Zhu Yongwang refused the operation.

He left a letter and a message on his cell phone and left!

Zhu Yongwang ran away

He took all the photos.

After his children and wife arrived at the emergency room, they looked at this letter and cried.

Chen Cang also looked at a loss!

Why did Zhu Yongwang run?

Where did he go?

What the hell is he going to do?

Chen Cang thought for a long time and suddenly saw where his clothes were hanging

Chen Cang quietly took off his clothes.

I found a letter in my pocket.

Chen Cang opens:

"Dr. Chen:

Thank you, Dr. Chen. You let me feel warmth and hope in the last and most difficult days of my life. You also let me see the last dawn of my life.

I'm leaving!

I don't know how to face my wife and children.

I want to be their hero.

Want to protect them from the wind and rain and stand up to the sky.

But in this life... I can't do it.

I dare not see them.

I have no face to see them.

By the way, I have one last wish. I hope you can help me. I'm gone. I hope my organs can be donated to those in need, but I don't want my children to see my tragic scene!

I don't want to leave a shadow on them. I just want to tell them.

Dad, not a coward!

Please, Dr. Chen, you are a good man. Please contact the body donation unit for me. If you have money, give it to my wife

Also, please help me tell Dr. Qin that he is very beautiful. Only you can deserve her. If you see the letter, I may be dead. I'm... "

Chen Cang's face changed!

Hurriedly ran out like crazy!

In the corner outside the window, he saw Zhu Yongwang lying in the corner of the wall with bare arms, holding a knife in both hands and staring at the front, but he hasn't completely died, but... He shouldn't be able to hold it.

Zhu Yongwang's wife suddenly felt something and ran out with Chen Cang.

Looking at Zhu Yongwang lying in the corner, he rushed up like crazy!

"Wife, all I want to say is on the mobile phone. Tell the children that his father is not a coward and will not do bad things. You should let them study hard..."

The woman kept nodding.

Zhu Yongwang looked at Chen Cang: "Doctor Chen, I found my heart this time..."

Chen Cang could no longer hold back his tears.

"Wife... Don't let the children see me like this. I'm afraid they will remember for a lifetime. You tell them that dad is a hero and has made contributions to the society!"

The wife nodded: "husband... You have always been my hero..."

Qin Yue didn't know when he came out and saw this scene.

Zhu Yongwang smiled: "Dr. Qin, you are beautiful. Only... Only Dr. Chen Cang can deserve you..."

Zhu Yongwang looked at his wife: "wife, don't blame the hospital. They are all good people. I have written the suicide note and donated it to those in need... Don't blame the hospital..."

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PS: Zhu Yongwang left and finished his last life. This is the ending he chose.

He wants to die with dignity!

Die like a hero.

He doesn't want to struggle like a coward.

Maybe everyone will hate Zhu Yongwang at first, but... This is a real person. He is praying for survival. This is his only choice.

He is just an ordinary man, whether he is a scoundrel or a cynic.

But ordinary people are also heroes!

Ordinary people also have things they would rather die than stick to all their life.

Zhu Yongwang chose to be the last hero with his last donation.

He wanted to tell his children that he was a hero.

I don't hate him.

PS: in this chapter, you don't ask for anything. Good night and rest early. I wish all men can become heroes for their children and wives, and all women can find their own heroes.