Yu Wan wiped her tears, took a deep breath and stopped crying. She just sat there and smiled bitterly:
"I want to live!"
"Moreover, I can cherish and cherish my time every day. I study very hard. I dare not waste a minute. I eat seriously and breathe seriously. Even if I drink water, I am tasting carefully..."
"After I was 18, I knew that I might not live to be 30. My second brother left, my eldest brother left, and my father left... My second sister also fell ill... At that time, I knew that this was my life."
"I long for love. My dream is to be a mother and a qualified wife, but I can't..."
"I can't destroy another person's house anymore. I'm afraid of giving birth to a child like me!"
"I'm afraid..."
Yu Wan's voice trembled when she spoke quietly. Chen Cang also listened quietly. The little nurse in the intensive care unit couldn't help turning her back to wipe her tears.
"When I was 18, I knew I was Marfan syndrome. I felt it was a curse. In my best days, tell me that I can't live to be 30!"
"The first thing I wake up every day is to take a deep breath and ask myself if I'm still alive. This spell reminds me every day."
"I want to enjoy life, but I can't spend money indiscriminately, because every penny at home is used to operate on my sister."
"I work hard. I avoid love and everything, because everything is incompatible with me."
"I also thought about saving money for surgery, but I... My body is getting worse day by day, and I can't work."
"I really don't want to die, but I'm willing to fight for any hope of living, but... Life is very realistic!"
"None of us is the protagonist of life. No one is preferred. Maybe I'm not."
Yu Wan's words were quite helpless in everyone's ears.
A person, even love, dare not fight for it. He is worried about whether he will die anytime and anywhere. Even if he cherishes every minute and every second, he will appear very luxurious. What kind of experience is this?
At this time, a little nurse came in: "Dr. Chen, someone is looking for you."
Chen Cang nodded, turned and walked out of the intensive care unit.
After coming out, a man stood beside the policeman.
"Hello, Dr. Chen. I'm Zhao Guang from the capital Red Cross Society and human organ donation Committee." the man nodded and shook hands with Chen Cang.
The policeman said to Chen Cang, "Dr. Chen, we just got the news that Miss Yu Wan contacted the red cross some time ago and said she wanted to donate human organs."
Chen Cang was stunned!
Zhao Guang sighed: "Dr. Chen, look at this registration form."
Chen Cang took it over and saw that it was Yu Wan!
Zhao Guang couldn't help but say, "we've also known about this girl. It's a poor person. She often works as a volunteer in the Red Cross Society. When we first came into contact, we hoped that the strength of the Red Cross society would help her with the operation to raise some money."
"But... The little girl refused!"
"She said she didn't want to waste so many resources. The mortality of this operation is very high. Even if it is successful, she has to take medicine all her life!"
"She said that living is always a burden for others. Even dying will be troublesome. She hopes we can help, donate her available organs and let others see the world with her eyes."
"Unexpectedly, the little girl would choose to commit suicide."
Speaking of this, Zhao Guang looked at Chen Cang and said, "Dr. Chen, I'm not here to urge organs. Don't get me wrong. I've heard your name. I'm here to tell you that I hope you can save this girl."
"This is a good girl!"
After that, Zhao Guang couldn't help sighing.
Chen Cang was stunned by the news.
Even... He had a lot of complaints about Wan, but now he is suddenly relieved.
Chen Cang didn't know what to say about the little girl. He really couldn't hate her.
Zhao Guang bowed to Chen Cang: "we know that you are very good in the field of cardiac surgery and have helped treat many patients with congenital heart disease mitral insufficiency. I hope you can save this girl, too."
Seeing this, Chen Cang couldn't help being stunned.
This was not the first time he felt a sense of mission, but it was the first time he wanted to cure a person.
This time, the plug-in surprisingly didn't help him.
However, Chen Cang did not advise: "I will work hard."
Chen Cang thought of this and got up and went back to the intensive care unit.
After seeing Yu Wan, Chen Cang was about to speak. Yu Wan suddenly knelt down to Chen Cang.
"Doctor, I want euthanasia... Is there a way that I can't wake up after I sleep?"
"I'm afraid that jumping from a building will destroy my body and I can't donate. I'm also worried that drinking drugs will damage my liver and kidney functions. I think jumping into a river can be saved... I can be found and sent to the hospital in time..."
"I... really don't want this..."
Seeing Yu Wan like this, Chen Cang couldn't help saying, "I can save you!"
After hearing this, Yu Wan was suddenly stunned and his whole body stiffened.
She looked at Chen Cang: "I... I have no money..."
Chen Cang smiled: "we can sign an agreement. Are you willing to cooperate with us in the operation? Just act as a clinical experimenter. If you succeed, you will succeed, and you can help those Ma fan patients!
If it fails, we will help you donate all your organs to people in need. How about it? "
Yu Wan looked at Chen Cang's serious eyes and couldn't help getting excited.
She suddenly felt that this should be the most appropriate way.
Chen Cang continued to encourage and said, "there are really not many people who can do well in Marfan syndrome, you know, but your body is the greatest contribution. Are you willing?"
Yu Wan really hesitated!
Heart!
She looked at Chen Cang and stared: "really?"
Chen Cang nodded: "really!"
Yu Wan couldn't help crying: "I do!"
Chen Cang nodded: "during this time, you stay in the hospital. We need to monitor your body and draw blood regularly. You need to be prepared."
Yu Wan nodded vigorously, "I will cooperate well."
Chen Cang nodded, winked at the nurse and said, "don't do anything stupid. If you commit suicide, many organs can't be used. Even if you throw yourself into the river, it will cause the failure of many organs, which can't be used at all."
"Give yourself a chance."
Then Chen Cang got up and left.
Yu Wan heard Chen Cang's last words and sat there motionless.
Give yourself a chance
For a long time, she took a deep breath and suddenly smiled, "thank you, doctor."
Chen Cang turned and looked, attracted by the girl with tears on her face but smiling like spring.
Her smile is really powerful.
……
PS: continue tomorrow