Gao Zixuan didn't say this. Meng Jin asked her, "why do you ask me out for afternoon tea at this time

"I'm in a bad mood. Did I disturb you?"

"No, as a landlady, I don't have to punch in."

Gao Zixuan laughs and talks with Meng Jin. Finally, they talk about their feelings.

"Sister Jin, you said you... Broke the engagement?"

Meng Jin smiles gently, and doesn't think there is anything untouchable about this topic: "well, I've already said that he should agree soon."

"I don't know, you still have a fiance..." Gao Zixuan suddenly felt that they were in the same situation.

"There's no difference between yes and No. he doesn't want to marry me. I've tried and fought for it, but he still doesn't want to separate. Do you still have to fight for it? Well, I've been pestering him for years, but he hasn't changed his mind. I know that nothing I can do can change him

Gao Zixuan lowered her head and held the hand of the coffee cup, a little stiff: "I just broke my engagement, too."

Meng Jin a meal, looking at her: "you... Why?"

"He likes people."

Meng Jin understood and patted her hand bitterly: "silly girl, he is not the only man in the world. You are still so young, so excellent, so beautiful, and you are afraid of not meeting a good man."

"But I like him very much." After Gao Zixuan said this, she suddenly felt very tired: "now, my father is trying to help him because he doesn't like me. I don't want to, but my words can't work."

"He won't marry you even if he's in trouble?" Meng Jin asked suddenly.

Gao Zixuan felt as if her heart had been pricked, but she still nodded: "I went to see him a short time ago, and his attitude was still like that."

"Have you tried your best to win it?"

Gao Zixuan stopped for a moment and shook her head: "no, i... I don't want to fight for it. I don't want to be so humble. I don't want to get in the middle to find existence when he is flirting with another woman. It seems that I am too sad."

Meng Jin was silent for a moment, holding her hand: "you are right, because you still have dignity, but I tell you, if you really love him so much, you will not care about those dignity, you will just rush up regardless, even if you know he is heartless, you will hold him dead." Speaking of this, she took a hint of bitterness from the corner of her mouth: "just like I used to."

"Sister Jin..."

"In fact, this is better, because I don't want to retain him with dignity. He left, which makes me let go now and let it go more cleanly. A woman, when you give up shame and self-esteem and blindly love, your heart is hot, but when you are completely pushed away, when you wake up and regain shame and self-esteem, you will find that, What you have done makes you despise. In order to forget that period of disrespect, you have to forget that feeling and that man. I forgot it very easily, unexpectedly. At last, I cried heartbroken that day, but I didn't think that when I woke up, my heart didn't hurt as much as I thought. Zixuan, you are still young, If you are as crazy as I was, I won't say that, but you don't, you're not crazy. In fact, it means that you don't love him that much. "

Gao Zixuan froze, fingers some bending spasm, slightly twitch: "I don't love him?"

"It's not that you don't love, it's just that you don't love very much, it's not that you love so much, it can make you blind, it can make you desperate. When you are still thinking about the consequences, it shows that the ratio of your reason to your feelings is at least six to four, that is to say, not love accounts for six, love accounts for four. In fact, you are so good, you will cheer up very quickly, as long as you are given time, this past, It won't give you a lot of marks. "

"Is that so?" Gao Zixuan doesn't think much about these twists and turns. Meng Jin split up her feelings and even calculated the proportion. But it's not true that love only depends on feelings. No matter how excellent her mathematical ability is, she can't understand the meaning of love?

When she asked, Meng Jin took a sip of coffee and just laughed: "emotion is about feeling, but if people only talk about feeling and can't think, what's the difference between them and animals? What kind of love is so vague that it can't be calculated. It's just some sentimental words groaning without illness. A person can't even analyze his own heart. Then either she's stuck in the middle of blindness and temporarily lost her judgment ability, or she's a complete idiot. That's what women mean when they fall in love. Only by jumping out can we see clearly. "

Gao Zixuan is very confused. She can't tell her own mood. Is it because she is still stuck in the middle and doesn't jump out?

So, what should she do?

This afternoon tea, did not eat well, Meng Jin told Gao Zixuan a lot, close to five o'clock, the end of the chat, look at the time, it is late.

Gao Zixuan got a call from her mother and said goodbye to Meng Jin. Then she got into a taxi.

Meng Jin watched her leave, turned to her car, took her cell phone and dialed the number.

The phone is soon connected, Meng Jin smile: "brother."

There was a silence on the other end of the phone, and then Meng Chen's voice came: "it's over?"

"Yes." Meng Jin said: "Zixuan told me about her fiance. I think she's probably in conflict now. She's gone home, but she'll think about it. She's a smart girl and she'll figure it out soon."

"Are you going home now?" Meng Chen is not entangled with Gao Zixuan. Even though he is on the construction site with Meng Jin today, he hears Meng Jin calling and suggests that Meng Jin is secretly in love with Gao Zixuan. He hopes that she can talk more about him with Gao Zixuan.

But now, over the phone, even if he wants to ask some questions, he can't make himself too eager.

Meng Jin had already walked to the parking lot and opened the door: "well, now come back and wait for me to have dinner."

"Good."

After hanging up, Meng Jin let go of her mobile phone and drove the car.

She was about to drive the car out of the parking lot when she passed the parking lot and passed another white business car head-on.

The business car didn't close the window, and the man in the back seat just turned his head, so Meng Jin and the man's vision suddenly changed.

Two people's eyes meet in the air, Meng Jin fingers a tight, car a turn, hit the next pillar.

Meng Jin was startled. She quickly braked, but it was too late. The front of the car made a big bang and white smoke.

Meng Jin was hit by Guan Li, head forward, forehead hit the steering wheel.

It was just a small car accident. The headlight was damaged and there was a dent in the front of the car, but the air bag didn't pop out. That is to say, this kind of impact is not enough to worry about life.