Chapter Fifteen
He moved his face back almost as quickly as he moved it forward and his fingers took over. They moved against my bundle of nerves and teased my entrance. I was almost about to beg him to slide them in but refused to give him the satisfaction of making me beg so soon into this.
I didn't think the teasing would result in this, but I wasn't complaining. I was going to enjoy it, each and every second.
His fingers finally plunged in and I arched my back. I swear I've moaned more today than with my last two partners combined, times ten. His fingers worked against me in all the right ways, way that he was learning very quickly would set me over the edge soon.
I don't know how I'm not tired of it all by now. He could do the same exact things five times in a row and it wouldn't get boring, it would just get better each time.
He pressed a bit harder on my most sensitive area and the pleasure spiked he rubbed more and my hands gripped the sheets while I tried to steady my breathing, but I just couldn't calm myself down. No matter how hard I tried not to, I let out a moan as I came he used his other hand to slide his fingers into me and rubbed my g spot and it just went on and on.
With his fingers working relentlessly against me, I came again, but harder this time. I was panting for air at this point and he just wasn't letting up. He was on a mission and He was going to reach it. I said three and he's already done two. Damn I hated to loose but it was also a win for me.
"Third of the way there, Brylee" he taunted and I riled him up a bit more.
"Luck." I tilted my head to the side, lie. That was pure skill.
I barley go time to recover before his mouth was back on my very sensitive core. I tried to move away from him, but his hands came down and pulled my body back to his mouth and held me there, but I kept struggling.
"Fuck it" he told me and he moved and I felt relief that I got more of a break, than he looked under my bed and came back up with handcuffs. I quickly shook my head, I should have sat still.
He moved up to me and I moved my hands away from him. I put up a fight when he went to grab my wrists. He slapped the cuff on it and tightened it and I put the other one under me. I knew at this point her would win but the longer I kept it away the longer he couldn't touch me, and then my body wouldn't be so bad.
He flipped me onto my back and instead of putting me back on my back he handcuffed me to the bed like that and gave me a smack on the ass.
"Behave" he warned but I struggled still. His mouth honed back in on my core and I moaned this time, It wasn't so bad this time and I rocked back on his as he licked and sucked and nibbled.
He was rougher with me this time, probable because I irritated him before, and I could see this one biting me in the ass soon.
I barley was able to brace myself with how I was settled and it got even harder when there was a tightening in my stomach. Breathe Brylee, breath. I kept telling myself. It bought me a bit of time but I screamed out in part frustration and part pleasure when he made me come again.
This was three and it was too much. I couldn't handle three more times. It was going to kill me. I pulled at my cuffs but I couldn't figure out a way out of it. I didn't know what to do but I knew I wouldn't stand another three times.
"Okay Chase, you proved your point. You're amazing, you're way better than not bad. You win" I told him and he chuckled against my core.
"Oh baby, you're not going to get away from me that easy. I told you six and you'll be lucky if I stop at six." Fuck no! he's not going to stop at six! He needs to stop now!
"Please Chase don't it's too much please don't" I was begging now.
"Too bad baby" and then he was inside me again. His hand came back down on my ass and I hissed in pain. This was becoming less pleasurable with each smack, but if that was true why could I feel myself getting wetter with each one?
I have some serious problems I need to work though.
"Fuck Chase, Harder" I yelled. If he wasn't going to stop may as well really enjoy it. this actually felt amazing, he wasn't rubbing against my core since he was behind me. His fingers pinched and rolled my nipples and it was a sweet sensation that went to my core.
I was throbbing and I could feel it. He pushed in faster and slammed into me. My wrists were aching and the cuffs were pulling at my skin, I could feel bruises forming, but I couldn't bring myself to care. I was going to have to find a way to cover these. They'll probably only going to get darker tomorrow.
"Yes right there!" I yelled out and I was done fighting them as they came, he was going to win, we knew it, and I was going to enjoy the sensation instead of making it seem like it's a punishment. Each orgasm hit me harder and harder and I was breathing to try to calm down when he sped up more.
My walls were a tad sensitive but I went with it. His hand came down on my ass again and then he kneaded the skin and my body clenched around him again. I could still feel the ending of my orgasm there that just never died down and I wanted him to make me come again.
"Chase" I groaned and he pulled back on my hair, "Yes" I told him and he pulled harder. I wish I could see what we looked like doing all of this.
I was on my knees handcuffed to the bed while he fucked me from behind and pulled my hair back, his other hand holding onto my hip, I could feel another bruise coming there too.
But I also couldn't bring myself to care about that either.
"Yes, yes, yes" I repeated over and over, and each yes came out louder and louder when he slowed down and I huffed in frustration.
"Say my name"
"Chase" I said quietly and he smacked my ass again making me cry out, that hurts even more. I wonder if it's purple by now.
"Louder"
"Chase!" I said a bit louder and he kneaded my skin again
"Louder"
"Chase" I said a bit above normal
"Again, Louder!" and he kept speeding up
"Chase!" I yelled out
"Not loud enough. Yell it!"
"Chase!" I yelled out even louder
"Still not good enough."
"Fuck, Chase!" I was almost screaming.
"Scream who's fucking you right now, do it!" he commanded and I was screaming his name over and over like he asked.
"Tell me how good it feels."
"It feels amazing, don't stop Chase" I moaned loudly.
"Tell me more. Tell me just what you like" I shook my head and I felt his hand come down again. Okay, I really need to stop disobeying because it sucks.
"Do it now"
"I like how hard you are, I love feeling you pound into me, I love how hard you pull my hair and how my hands are cuffed like this making me helpless to do anything." I told him honestly and he rewarded me by moving his hand around and rubbing my sensitive nerves gently which made me nearly just loose it.
"Don't stop" I groaned out
"What?" he asked
"Don't stop'' I said louder
"I can't here you" he taunted me and I was so frustrated
"I said don't stop" I yelled and he pushed harder and pinched my nipples some more
"Fuck, Chase don't stop" I yelled out again
"I won't baby" he told me and I felt relief which was soon replaced by more pleasure when I felt my fifth orgasm come on me
"Right there Chase. Oh god I'm going to, I'm going to," I couldn't finish my sentences I was getting a bit dizzy from it all "Don't stop!" I yelled out over and over again until "Chase" replaced those words and I screamed out his name,
He rolled his hips and it extended it and my body was so sensitive right now.
"Chase you have to take these cuffs off" I told him calmly.
"And if I don't want to?" he asked and I was about to panic. They needed to come off.
"Chase, I'm not kidding, they need to come off right now, and I mean right now!" I was getting a bit frantic and he immediately grabbed the key and opened them. I sat down criss cross while I rubbed my wrists and the skin looked angry.
It was red and blotchy and already turning colors from the bruising.
"Shit, I'm so sorry, are you okay?" Chase asked and I nodded. His raging erection standing proud.
"I'm fine. I just couldn't sit like that anymore. I'll be fine." I smiled and hegot up and I heard him rummage around my bathroom.
"Lay on your stomach" he said when he came back and I shrugged and did it. his hands moved over my bottom with something cold, it felt like a type of lotion or oil. He made sure to get everywhere before going back to the bathroom and putting it back and washing his hands.
"Are you okay. I didn't mean to hurt you or hit you that hard" he said and his erection was gone and worry was the only emotion on his face, and well guilt.
"I'm fine. Just a bit sore, but it's nothing" I smiled at him. I was really fine, but it made me wonder how back my behind looked. I don't think I want to know. It's only going to look worse tomorrow.
"Okay." He told me and climbed on top of me. His member quickly stood at attention from being close to my core and after his grinded against me and was fully erect he slid inside of me and I groaned. I was glad he was going slower this time. I don't know if I could handle any more of the rough tonight.
But he wasn't into giving up the control from this little challenge. He laced his fingers through mine and pinned my hands up by my head. His body was laying over mine and I could feel him fully against me and I liked it. I moved one leg and wrapped it around his waist and the slight change made my back arch and my toes curl slightly.
"You like that baby?" he asked and I nodded and smiled up at him.
His chest rubbed against mine and I felt the pleasure from him being inside me, from him rubbing against my nerves, from my breasts getting the slight attention.
I took breaths to calm down because this time I didn't want it to end. He told me six, and I knew he wouldn't push me past that. It would be too much for me.
He was definitely a giver though, I always thought he would have been a bit more selfish, I guess in times he can be but mostly he's always worried about how it feels for me and taking care of me. I was pretty lucky about that.
"Moan my name" he asked and I did. And it felt like he got even harder from hearing it.
"I'm yours Chase" I whispered to him and he kissed my neck and sucked where I'm sure is a nice mark. It felt so different from the last few times we were together; actually than most times. Him telling me how he wants me more than just for this and how he cares about me more than I think came into my mind.
I could feel that from him, and I was debating whether I did too.
"Stop thinking, just enjoy and relax" he told me with a small smile. I gave him a sheepish one and nodded. He seemed to tell me that quite a bit.
I just let any other thoughts go and enjoyed the feeling of him sliding in and out of me, of his body against mine, how it looked to see the sheets moving with him, the sweat that was covering our bodies as I lifted my hips to meet him thrust for thrust.
His body fit perfectly against mine. There were just no words to describe the amount of pleasure I was feeling right now, it was better than the last few times. I loved him being gentle with me but with that edge of control.
"Come on baby, let go." He encouraged me, and when I looked up at him I could see he was really struggling to hold back, he was so close and I could understand why. He was trying to win and he definitely deserved too.
My back arched off the bed and my grip tightened on his when I did let go, It was like him telling me too was what was holding me back from actually doing it.
"Oh god Bry, I can't hold back" he told me and his hand gripped mine harder too making it like a death grip combined.
When his orgasm calmed down he let go of my hands and he rested his head on my chest. He looked so vulnerable in this moment. I ran my fingers through his hair in a calming way.
"I like that you aren't leaving" he told me and I smiled down at him.
"Me too."
"We should do this more often"
"Have sex?" I asked amused
"That too, I meant curl up like this. I like that you're letting me hold you now; that you're not going to run off."
"I agree." He looked up at me and smiled. He hovered back over me and kissed me, a kiss that made my heart speed up.
"Do you want to sleep now or shower?"
"I just want to curl up with you"
"Alright." He moved to the side and pulled me against him so my head way laying on his chest. This was probably the most comfortable position ever.
As I laid there I let all my thoughts come back to me. Do I feel more for him, do I want more from this, do I want being his to mean more than just sexually?
I don't know but maybe I do. laying here with him, feeling how he holds me and kisses me makes me think that yes, I do.
But then there's the side that's afraid to let him in, to trust him. and the part that doesn't want to cause a rift at work and with my brother.
It was already a big step for me to let him in this way, I don't know if I'm quite ready to make the next one and do, more. Whatever more is.
But I'm not going to completely close the door on it.
I cuddled up more into him and let the safety and security that he made me feel comfort me to sleep.